Short Stories of the Horror/Bizarre

The Vastness of Reality

Category: Third Triad

The Others

Word Count: 6,381

From the first moment I took my first steps, my parents had to start installing deadbolts and other locking mechanisms on all of the doors and windows throughout the house. The first scare occurred when I was still at the very young age of three. My parents awoke one night to find my bed empty. In a panic, they searched the house for me, but found no sign of me. After calling the police to the scene, my terrified father left my mother to wait for the authorities as he searched the nearby streets for me. 

My father discovered me safe and sound sitting on someone’s front doorsteps four blocks away. Apparently, I took the newspaper I found in their lawn and had its pages spread upon the porch. My father observed me scanning over the unfolded pages and thought he actually saw me reading them, but I was not even a in preschool yet. 

With each nightly episode of my sleepwalking, I was always found acting out of character for someone my age. Many times, my parents simply caught me quietly watching television. My mother found me one night as I was fervently flipping through the pages of the phone book. She never spoke directly to me about this, but I overheard enough conversations to put two-and-two together. 

One summer evening Mother came to check on me and found me encircled with books. I was rapidly scanning over the pages turning them one right after another. Mother swears I was speed reading through the dictionary. Spread around me I had several encyclopedias, a dictionary and multiple magazines. Most of them were damaged, the pages torn as if I could not flip through them fast enough. 

When she took me by my little wrists and attempted to take me back to bed, I fought back vehemently. Screaming unintelligibly, I kicked and clawed my way out of her grip. After that violent incident the doctor’s visits began. Several times a week my parents brought me to a special “talking doctor” to try to get to the root of my nocturnal sojourns. 

Bolts on the doors no longer kept me captive in the relative safety of my home. In my sleep I managed to come up with some very creative ways of circumventing the locking mechanisms. How I got out frightened my parents as much as what they would find me doing. 

One time they found me in a bookstore with the alarm ringing loud in the night. The owner of the store said he must have forgotten to lock the door one night, but he was wrong. I managed to enter a locked business and was found in the non-fiction section. I was surrounded by books of weaponry and war. It was at this point my parents decided dead bolts were not enough. Never once did I remember even a minute fraction of what occurred, which scared me even more so than it did my parents. 

In my bedroom door my father installed a key operated dead-bolt lock which only unlocked from the hallway side of the heavy-oaken portal. Outside a heavy steel grating was placed over my window and fastened down tight. The glass in my window was replaced by the shatter resistant glass containing chicken wire. The first morning after being so heavily secured in my bedroom, my parents woke to find me sleeping in my bed. Their hopes falsely rose when I went more than a week without incident. Their despair deepened when they opened my door on the ninth morning. 

Father unlocked the door and I was sound asleep in the corner. Using my crayons, I wrote on every inch of the wall I could reach. I don’t recall seeing the writings myself, but I know Mother took some Polaroid pictures of the strange characters. Even to this day I never ever peeked at those photographs. 

The walls of my room were painted over with several coats of paint that day. Fans were necessary in order to provide safe ventilation because my bedroom window no longer opened. I was kept in my parent’s room over the course of the next several nights to allow the fumes to dissipate. They never told me so, but I knew they began taking turns staying awake with me because of how they seemed so exhausted the next day. 

When I finally returned to my room, I was about a month away from my seventh birthday. Nothing was put in my room with the exception of my dresser, bed and a heavy table on which I liked to color and play. When it was time for me to go to bed, my parents removed the crayons and any other writing utensils. My clothes were in the dresser, but there was nothing I could use to write on the walls while I slept this time. 

Several months passed without another incident, until one night I somehow pushed the table to the wall and stacked the dresser on top of it. Using a spring removed from my bed, I carved new characters on the wall, all the way up to the ceiling in most places. I moved the furniture around the walls of my room to reach the ceiling. As with any other night of my sleepwalking, I remembered nothing. I awoke to my mother’s startled scream. Father picked me up and rushed me out of the room, and mother slammed the door behind us. 

I spent the first day of my eighth year answering questions and taking tests. Instead of a party, I was admitted to a mental health care facility. For the next two years, I called a hospital home. The doctors proceeded under the assumption my sleepwalking stemmed from a deeper psychological abnormality. 

Sleep studies provided very interesting results. They discovered my brain became fully active during my dream cycles. Although I was unconscious, the tests indicated to the doctors I was in fact awake. Attempts were made during one of my mobile dream-states to communicate with me. My gurgling, hissing speech was unintelligible. To the untrained ear I spoke nothing but gibberish. 

If the doctors provided me with writing utensils, my dream-self tried communicating by writing. The problem was I did not write in sloppy grade-school English. Instead, I randomly covered the paper with cryptic hieroglyph-like characters and grew frustrated when no one understood. Records were kept of each night’s session, the writings taken away from me, and audio recordings made. Throughout this time, I continued to remember absolutely nothing. 

One time the doctors thought it would help me confront my problem, and made me watch my nocturnal ego. It terrified me beyond imagination. It felt like watching a horror movie in which I was the object of terror. I saw myself moving about, speaking a strange guttural language and writing in an unknown script. I cried. I begged them to stop and eventually I refused to open my eyes and would not allow them to show me anymore. I could not watch as my body moved around like a puppet on strings under a guided consciousness that was not my own. 

Specialists used many forms of medication to try to control my extreme sleep disorder. Only the most potent anti-psychotics had any effect on me, but they made me very slow and distant during the daytime. I would rather be a victim to my night-self than spend my whole life in a daze. I cycled through dozens of drugs before the doctors found a combination that finally appeared to suppress my night-self. 

The hospital released me three months after I turned ten, and I was soon allowed to go back to school. The few friends I did have prior to my hospitalization no longer wanted anything to do with me. Other children who did not like me before called me a freak, monster and many other extremely hurtful things. They made me the object of “creep” jokes. Kids can be cruel, but they can be downright evil when afraid of something. I’m sure the jokes and speculation really circulated during my second absence. 

When the kids returned to school after the weekend, they were met with different messages. I got into the school over the weekend somehow, and covered every chalk board and dry erase board in the strange glyphs. Like always the characters did not follow a linear pattern. The characters were always placed in what seemed a random order, like the beginning and end of the message meant nothing. If it was indeed a language, the beginning, middle and end did not seem to matter so long as the necessary characters were present. 

Although I never heard it, the demeaning jokes about my sanity stopped to be replaced by frightened rumors. The people of the community whispered their theories as to the nature of my condition. Because of my secured bedroom, some rumors spread saying I was a serial killer. Others said I was being abducted by aliens, and others said I was possessed by something dark and sinister. Everyone seemed to have their own theory. My parents could no longer deal with the hidden stares and whispered gossip from the adults in town. Father put in for a transfer, and in only a few months we moved out to a two-story home in the middle of nowhere. 

Dad had a high up position in administration at the brewery in town, so he had the company move us out where some of the grains for the beer were grown. He had to take a pay cut, but that didn’t hurt us so much. Rent was cheaper in the country, the water came from a well, and we got most of our electricity from windmills. 

Here they hoped my excursions would end. Every time my parents discovered me sleepwalking, I was found either reading or watching television. With no bookstores, libraries or even neighbors’ houses, my parents thought I might remain inside. The TVs in the house were placed like traps for a mouse. Despite all other media, they hoped I would stop and remain in front of a television. 

I had my episodes for the first month of living in the country, and strangely they abruptly ceased. Six months later I was placed back in school, and my parents hoped with this fresh start I had the chance to make some friends. The school was nearly twenty miles from our house, so there was not the chance I would break into this one to cover the boards in those cryptic letters again. The expectation was I could now live like a normal teenager. 

I made these next four rides around the sun without any more episodes. Immediately following my sixteenth birthday, I wanted to get a car and my driver’s license. All the kids my age were beginning to drive, and I did not want to be left out of the experience. My parents were very apprehensive, and I understood why. I could not go anywhere in my dream-state because the next house was ten miles away. They worried, if I learned how to drive, I would then have access to more. I could take the car somewhere to satiate my dream-self’s need to digest information. In the end, it was decided it was best I not yet learn to drive. 

The final consensus between my father, my mother and I was it was not yet time for me to become quite so mobile. After our discussion, I went up to my room and went to bed. The force inside me driving my uncanny behavior apparently grew frustrated. When I awoke the next morning, every notebook I could find was filled with the inhuman hieroglyphs. It seemed like it should take several days to fill that much blank paper, but it obviously happened over a few short hours’ time. 

Every night I recorded these strange writings. I used the same set of glyphs every time, but they were never in the same order and never seemed to show any discernable patterns. Many of the characters were repeated, but with no seemingly logical organization. 

Once again, my parents pulled me from school. They did not know what to do and were desperately at their wits end. I even overheard them entertaining the notion of bringing an exorcist to the house. Neither of my parents were ever the religious sort, but at this point they were willing to try anything. Psychiatric care did not help, anti-psychotic drugs failed to produce positive results, and even moving me out to the middle of nowhere did not stop my sleep-walking episodes. 

Some of the symbols I recorded bore a striking resemblance to crop circles. Others were hieroglyphic in design. My nocturnal writings had a vaguely Asian design as well as Scandinavian and Arabic. I was absolutely convinced I was writing in some form of obscure or unknown language. There had to be someone somewhere who could interpret this for me. 

My parents were now keeping an incredibly close eye on me, ensuring I did not leave home at any time after sunset. They hid every scrap of paper, every pencil, and every pen in the house. They tried to remove anything with which I could write or record these symbols. 

My closest friend, my only friend really, came out to the house to check on me occasionally. He felt bad for me living my life in virtual solitude. It was nice to have a good friend like Neil. I told him about my sleep-walking problem, but I did not lead on as to how severe it truly was. He was very understanding when I told him the sleeping disorder again grew worse. It came and went with an increasingly predictable frequency. When Neil asked if I needed anything, I think he was only being polite. I don’t think he expected my response. 

I gave him thirty dollars I had hidden away, and asked him to buy me some pens and paper. I wanted him to buy as much paper as that afforded. The next request really stunned my friend. I asked Neil to deliver it to me at the road which ended at the back of my family’s property. He almost acted reluctantly as if I were trying to get him to go along with a major drug deal. 

Now, I wanted a way to continue my dreaming journal, and this was the only way to procure the supplies necessary. I knew Neil was intelligent enough to discern something was amiss, but he agreed to do this for me anyway. I loved to write, and to my friend it was a feasible excuse because he knew I loved to write. Neil was quite aware of this because we shared several classes together before I was removed from school. 

I never remembered meeting Neil to get my supplies, but when I woke the next day, I found them sitting on my dresser. The last thing I remembered was telling my parents I was going for a walk in the early evening. While I sat against a tree as I waited on Neil, I must have dozed off and my dream-self took over. 

I do not know what happened during my encounter with Neil, but I never saw him again. I felt like I was going to lose control and succumb fully to this force driving me during my dreams. I feared I would lose myself forever. 

I began meditating during the day. When I cleared my mind of my daily worries, I slowly but progressively felt my will grow in strength. I did not have any more episodes over the next few weeks as I continued my meditation sessions. The more time I spent in meditation, the stronger and more in control of myself I felt. 

During those weeks, I slept soundly through the night. When I woke up each morning, there was nothing written in my notebooks or anywhere else. I thought perhaps my dream-self was now under my control. In the middle of the fourth week, I awoke to find the strange glyphs recorded on one of my notepads. The meditation worked, but now to a smaller and smaller extent. 

I began a regular routine of going out for a one-hour brisk mid-morning walk. I returned home and ate a small lunch, and after a soothing shower, I went to my room to meditate. As the weeks passed, I found deeper meditation was much easier and my episodes again seemed to lessen. I still found writing in my notebooks, but the frequency of these episodes continued to grow less and less often. 

In the fifth week something happened that never happened before. I was meditating later in the evening and I felt another conscious invading its way into my mind trying to take me over. I struggled against this presence that I now understood took over my body during the night. A swirling vortex of colors and shapes filled my mind as I heard voices in my head, voices speaking in a language alien to me. I fought vigilantly against this consciousness trying to claim my body for its own use, but alas I succumbed to the superior force. 

My meditation sessions grew more intense as I increased them in length and frequency. I knew now something else, something alien took control of my body as I slept. Now that I had more of an idea of what I was dealing with, I had to discover some means of combatting it. I managed to shield my mind from it for months, but I was unable to fortify my psyche enough to prevent it from once again possessing my body. 

This time the invader did not try to take me over while I was asleep; it took me over when I was during one of my meditation sessions. I fought it off for fifteen minutes or so before I finally succumbed to its superior mental strength. I felt the alien force reaching deep inside of me. The idea of something else taking control of my body absolutely mortified me. 

What was it? Where did it come from? Why did it take over my body? What did it want from me? 

I woke to find more of my notebooks filled with the strange writing. This time I remembered having very vivid dreams. I could not remember what they were about, but I do know I woke up with a feeling of extreme claustrophobia. 

I began to spend even more time meditating. I went from meditating an hour a day to meditating for nearly five hours at a time. In the morning, instead of taking my daily constitutional, I would sit in the forest to meditate. I practiced removing the sounds of the birds, insects and any other day-time animals from my thoughts. I practiced blocking them out along with the rest of my worries. It was not long before I was able to do so successfully. 

The invading psyche still took me sometimes while I slept. I learned long ago there was nothing I could do about that. My notebooks filled with the strange writing, which I now assumed must be the written language of my possessor. Once again it tried to take me during a meditation session. I fought for control of my own body for more than an hour. This time, when it won, I knew what it did with me while my physical body was under its possession. It sent me to its own body, which seemed to be in some sort of hibernation. 

I tried to move, but I had the muscle control of a newborn baby. I did manage to open my eyes. What I saw was like nothing I ever saw before. I was inside of some sort of structure. The architecture was totally alien. I tried to move my head to look around, but I was so new to this body, I did not know how. I studied the same small area in front of me until my tormentor returned me to my own physical form. 

I remembered everything when I awoke in the morning. I remembered seeing some of those strange symbols, those strange glyphs I recorded in my sleep. I still did not know what they meant, but I felt like I should. I looked at the drawings with a distant familiarity instead of the absolutely unknown as before. 

I finally learned what happened to me during the night ever since I was a small child. I never was sleepwalking. Something took control of me as I slept using my body like a puppet. During these invasions, this other being trapped me in its body. 

I realized, when I entered a deep meditation, this other creature thought I was sleeping. It always took me when I was asleep because that was the easiest time for it to do so. It did not have to wrestle with my own consciousness as I slumbered. That is why I never remembered it taking control of me. Every time I was thrust into its world, I was unconscious. When it took me during my meditation, it sent me into its body with me in a waking state. 

I felt a whole new sense of terror. It was scary enough when I thought I was sleep-walking. The idea of an alien creature taking my body to use as its own absolutely horrified me. There could not possibly be a more of a personal violation thin this. This thing controlled the fate of my body as I slept. 

I could not tell anyone. I could not ask for help. Who would believe me if I did? 

Anything I told anyone would only make me look like an absolute lunatic. I would be locked away for the rest of my life. I wondered if that might not be for the best. If I was locked away, if it had no use for my body, perhaps it would leave me alone. That would be no kind of life for me to live though. I think I would be better off dead. 

After this latest experience, I knew what happened to me as I slept. Perhaps now I could learn to use its form as it did with mine. Fear of the unknown passed over me in waves. I did not have a clue as to where my mind was sent as I slept. Wherever it was, I was sure it was no place like this world. 

I got very little exercise during the day because I spent much of my time outside meditating. I believed I discovered the way to salvation from my nighttime activities. Each time I fought against that other mind; I found it easier and easier to fend off. I still could not defeat it, but with continued practice perhaps I could. During the day I stayed master of my own body, but in my sleep it still belonged to the other. 

The next time it tried to take me during one of my meditations, I allowed it to do so. If I could learn more about it, I might just gain an advantage at fending it off. 

Trying to make any voluntary functions in the alien body was still very difficult. I was trying to use a form vastly different from my own. I realized the strangeness of the coloration inside of the structure was not an effect of any design or architecture. The color perception of this body was just as alien as the body. It had no sense of hearing that I could discern, but I could somehow feel the things around me. 

I lay there on my back, its back, and stared up at the ceiling. There was no way this room was tall enough for this body to stand. I figured it must be some sort of crawling creature. I tried to turn over, to get on my belly so that I could crawl, but I simply did not yet have the muscle control to do so. I squirmed around some, which was much more than I did the first time. 

Several months passed as I learned how to use my possessor’s body more and more. The reason I could not roll over in its belly was because it already was on its belly. I was right when I thought it was a crawling creature. The ceiling was only twice as tall as the body was high. With time, I learned how to move the alien body while it was mine. 

The being swapping minds with me was long and narrow. Three sets of limbs lined the slender form. The front and back sets of limbs acted as feet while the center set performed the function of arms. Learning how to manipulate all six limbs was by far the most difficult part of operating this form. Now I knew why it started taking me while I was so young. It had to learn to use my form as I did its vastly unfamiliar body. 

The neck was very stiff, and I found it impossible to look downward. It finally occurred to me that this thing had eyes in the top of its head causing it to constantly look up. This creature apparently relied mainly on its senses of smell and touch. I did not know how the body did it, but somehow, I could feel everything around me. Without physically touching anything, I could still feel the smallest detail. I could read the engravings on the ceiling even with my eyes closed. I thought perhaps it was some sort of sense that acted like radar. 

Eventually I learned to control the body enough to crawl around. The long arms protruding from the sides of the creature were attached to the back legs by fan-like membranes. The membranes looked a lot like they were once wings, but were no longer strong enough to get the body off the ground. 

The room in which I always found myself appeared to have what looked like a doorway at one end. The opening was as tall as the ceiling from the floor and twice as wide. I did not try to exit this one room. I did not want this being to realize I learned to use its body as my own. 

I allowed this to continue for nearly a year. The opening to this chamber opened into a vertical shaft. This was how I discovered this body possessed the ability to easily climb up walls. I could also crawl along the ceiling. The body did not have to turn; the limbs pivoted from front to back with natural ease. 

I must have had some minor access to the alien’s memory, because it did not take me long at all before many of the hieroglyphs made sense to me. I was able to determine most of the engravings on the ceiling mapped out this creature’s family tree. It listed the name for each birth. 

I waited a long time before I could bring myself to leave this room. I did not know how I was supposed to act in the case I encountered others. Once I did, I found a labyrinth of tunnels cut through the stone. Rooms did not have doors, so several times I almost entered the chambers of others. 

The first alien I encountered said something. It did not use sound. It did not even use this radar like sense of touch. The only way I could think of describing it would be to call it telepathy. I could not understand what it said, so I repeated what it said to me. Apparently, I succeeded because this being went on about its business. 

Somehow, I knew the tunnel led to a large chamber filled with more of the aliens. It was some sort of bazar or market. I avoided any such places until I developed a better understanding of their way of speaking and what their words meant. Just as with the written language, it did not take me very long to learn their means of communication. Their words made sense to me very quickly. 

I tried not to spend too much time away from my possessor’s chamber. I did not want it to know I was taking excursions in its world as it did in mine. If it knew I gained command of its body, the alien may end the swapping of our minds. I wanted to know as much about these creatures and their world as I could. I hoped to find something that would indicate where in the universe I actually was. 

I continued to avoid large, crowded areas such as the market. I learned these beings were very artistic. The tunnel system was carved with amazing images and art galleries were common. I did find the three-dimensional carvings to be very strange. I could feel their details as I moved, and some of them seemed to be somehow physically impossible. 

The walls of the tunnels also contained engravings detailing the destinations of each passageway. This made it very easy for me to explore without getting lost. It also helped me avoid any large, highly populated areas. One of my biggest concerns was I would run into another who was friends with the one’s whose body I used. 

Their social structure was as alien to me as their world. I eventually learned the concept of being friends, the way I understood the relationship, did not exist here. In fact, it appeared every individual lived alone. They only came together when it was time to conceive a child. 

The family structure of this society was very loose and disconnected. When a child was conceived and born, the parents returned to their respective chambers. Who cared for the body was determined by the sex of the child. The custodial parent was the one with the same gender as the child. I did think it very odd that the creatures reproduced much the same way as animals on Earth. The idea that they had only two genders, the same two genders as found in my world was incredible. 

I learned much about these creatures and their ways. I understood why the being in my body was going to my world. It wanted to study us. Our ways of life must be as alien to it as its world was to me. This invading mind apparently went unaware I controlled its body as it controlled mine. This creature wrongly thought I was asleep while I was in deep meditation, rather than sending my sleeping mind into its body, it was sending me in a conscious state. 

I discovered these creatures expected a great cataclysm to occur sometime in their near future. This idea struck fear into my very soul. I began worrying they planned to take the earth, steal our bodies, and leave us here to die. I grew strong over this time, but my possessor was stronger yet. I did not think I could stop it if it tried to take my body for good. 

These tunnel dwellers did not perceive time in the same way as humans, so I could not determine when the creatures expected the cataclysm to happen. If they tried to take host of human bodies in mass, they would doom all of those lives. They may even doom the entire human race. 

I wanted to warn everyone I knew. I wanted to help the human race defend itself from the likely invasion. I wanted to help the earth, but I knew everyone would think I snapped. 

Who would possibly believe such a strange tale as this? 

I continued to study them as much as I could. There was a faint hope I could find something to help my people. My mind could not understand these beings’ odd sense of time. If I wanted to save my world, I needed to know how much longer I had. If there was enough time, perhaps I could at least save a handful of people. 

Their art also seemed to be a sort of recording of history. I therefore decided to spend time in their museums to try to gather information on their full history. The problem was, to get to one of these places; I would have to travel through the community’s market. There were thousands of others in the bazar at any given moment. I had a rudimentary command of their language, but not enough to engage in conversation. If any others engaged me, I might be found out. 

Eventually I decided I had no other choice. The ones I encountered up to now were not very communicative. A greeting was traditional, but I encountered no conversations thus far. I could only hope they were the same way when gathered in large numbers. 

Finally, while the other made use of my body, I worked up the nerve to pass through the market place so I could reach the museums of history. I passed many other tunnels on my way to the large chamber, passageways leading mainly to the dwelling rooms of the aliens. 

Those I passed on my way said nothing but the usual greeting. I felt rather good about my chances in the bazar. The massive chamber contained thousands of these beings. When they gathered together in crowds, the typical greeting was apparently not necessary. 

Vendors greeted me with offers to purchase their products. I politely told them no and went about my business. I was so glad these beings did not form personal relationships. If they had, one of them may have recognized me and initiate a conversation. As it was, I made it to the other side without ever having to say more than a few words. 

This was the first time I encountered any of their technology. The aliens used crystals of different sorts as what I could only describe as computers. All this time, I carried on this body a belt containing pouches full of crystals. I thought these were used as currency, but I actually carried with me some of their technology this whole time. I never took the time to discover their purpose. 

I made my way through the tunnels to a museum dedicated to relics recovered from ancient civilizations. I thought that might give me some insight into their perception of time. I hoped then I could figure out when they expected this massive cataclysmic event. 

So far it was impossible for me to determine what the event would be and when it was supposed to happen. I did not ask any of these beings any questions about the events. I only knew what I picked up here and there. 

I was excited about seeing their archeological finds, but I could not rush to get there. These creatures did not display stress or excitement. They always went about their business at a leisurely pace. If I tried running, or even rushing, I knew I would draw unwanted attention. 

Stifling my excitement, I entered the museum. The carven walls were high, the highest I encountered until now. Even the marketplace did not match these heights. It was shallower and more widespread. 

The high walls were decorated with massive engravings. The ceiling was so high in this museum because of some of the things it contained. It appeared, in this ancient civilization, the dominant species walked upright. Many of the artifacts stood as tall as this body was long. 

First, I encountered a display of fossilized animal remains. An engraved tablet described the animals as livestock. The body I inhabited ate only the fungi cultivated in this subterranean civilization. For some reason the thought of eating another animal made me feel sick and woozy. 

I continued on to the next display, which was labeled as tools of the ancient civilization. I saw several familiar items in the display. One of the tools looked like the head of a pick-axe. Another of the relics appeared to be the tines from a metal rake. A large number of knives lay sealed up in a transparent case. 

The next display caused me a great deal of anxiety. I could swear it was a car. There were many pieces missing, but what was there looked like an old sedan. It amazed me a civilization on another world could parallel humanity so well. 

I got my answer when I approached the next display. This one contained the fossilized remains of the species that once dominated their world. Displays of stone tablets engraved in the ancient language sat scattered about the display. The words on the tablets were written in English. The skeleton was that of a human. 

I did not get transported to another world when the invader and I traded bodies. I was still on Earth. I did not travel through space; my mind traveled through time. The cataclysm they anticipated was not about them; it was about humankind. They were waiting to witness the extinction of humanity. 

It was right at this point I felt the owner of this body trying to return. One of the crystals on a belt I was wearing produced a sort of vibration. That was it. It used this crystal to take my body while forcing me into its own. I snatched the stone from the belt and tossed it across the room. The tug trying to force me back into my own body ceased. 

Without the device, the being in my body could not return. I knew, whatever the extinction event was, it was going to happen soon. In the display along with the skeletal remains was a carving of what it once looked like. The granite statue was an almost perfect image of me. 

I stood there looking at the preserved remains of my own body. It was no coincidence my possessor chose me. It was looking into how the owner of those remains lived. 

I did not want to go back home. I would let that being who violated my body remain to face the extinction level event. I stayed in this underground network. In time I learned to act exactly like the others. 

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Full Circle

Word Count: 5,407

It was early in the fall of 1989 as the first hint of the green of the trees transforming into their autumn colors became apparent, I set out on the long, arduous trek between South Carolina and Texas. My ex-wife and I shared joint custody of our only son, but I rarely got the chance to see him. The distance made any sort of regular visits impossible. The plan was for me to drive to Texas, and then my son and I were to fly back to South Carolina. At the end of our two-month visit, I would fly him back, pick up my truck, and drive back home to the east coast. 

By trade I worked as a creative writer. Among the works I had published were mystery novels, fantasy novels, and horror short stories. In such a profession, I enjoyed the freedom to decide when I worked and when I did not. I sent off my last manuscript a few days before my trip, and my next one was not due for several months. 

I cleared more time on my schedule than the length of my visit with my son. I wanted to take a scenic drive through the secluded roads of the forested country. I planned to take a drive through the Appalachian Mountains until I reached Alabama. From there I intended to cross West through the Southern states. During all of my past visits with my boy, I took the interstate highways the entire way to San Antonio. I thought this time a pleasant drive through the mountains would do me some good. 

The sun rose fresh and bright as I set off on my way. Because the orange light blazed so intensely, I turned my rearview mirror toward the ceiling to deflect the blinding glare from my face. Once the dazzlingly bright sun rose above the rear windshield window, I returned the mirror to its proper place allowing me to glance safely back to the traffic behind me. 

The morning air was rather chilly, probably no more than 50 degrees, but I preferred to leave the heater off as I drove. The air outside would warm up soon enough and the crisp, cold morning invigorated me. I wore a thick flannel hunting shirt, which I could remove in a few hours when the heat of the day arrived. 

Breakfast came in the form of two crumbling biscuit and greasy sausage sandwiches and paper cup full of bitter coffee from a fast-food joint. I did not stop to eat; I ate as I drove. My hope was to find a good place to stop to bed down before nighttime fell. Before long, I found the mountain road for which I was watching that I needed to take to get to the scenic highway. For a state highway, the road was exceedingly narrow, and there was virtually no shoulder on either side. One lane ran against the nearly vertical mountain face while the side of the rode on which I drove bordered an 80 degree angle drop through a forest of pine trees. 

By my calculations, if I followed along this highway, I should reach the Southern tip of the Appalachians in Northern Alabama in a matter of four to five days. I really looked forward to this drive for some time, but thanks to the windy roads, I stopped to relieve my bladder quite frequently. The large cup of coffee I picked up the last time I stopped to refill the gas tank probably did not help, but it did keep me focused and awake. 

The meandering drive provided an outstandingly splendid scenic view. I spent the first two nights of my trip camping out in my tent. Being an avid outdoorsman, I always kept camping gear in the toolbox of my truck. In spending a fair amount of my time secluded with nature; I found a lot of inspiration for my stories in the wilderness and the imagined mysteries it contained. I imagined how much my boy would enjoy this. He liked the outdoors almost as much as I did. Perhaps we would do some camping during his visit. 

On the third night I drove late into the evening. I wanted to try to make good time, so I drove until I began to doze. Setting up my tent quickly, I climbed swiftly in and went to sleep. I drove longer than I should have. It was not safe to be driving these windy mountain roads while I was so sleepy. Only minutes after crawling into my sleeping bag, I was sound asleep. 

I woke up an hour before the sun would rise above the horizon. Something woke me up. It sounded like loud whispering, but it was nothing but garble. I figured it must be some sort of insect or bird. Just to be safe, I climbed out of my tent and took a look around. The whispering continued, but it became very faint. I knew it was some kind of animal but did not know what, so I went to my truck and took my pistol out of the glove box. Climbing back into my tent, I set my pistol next to my pillow and drifted back into my dreams. 

When I finally rose for the day, it was about three hours past dawn. I packed up quickly and got back on the road. I could not get the sound of that whispering out of my head. I rationalized it as a nocturnal animal, but something deep inside me told me different. I wanted to get as far from this area as quickly as I could. 

I took pleasure in the secluded drive. Many years passed since the last time I spent time in the mountains. I forgot how magnificent everything looked from this altitude. I drove a while after the sun went away for the night. I decided I would find an inn and stay there until morning. I needed a place to shower and shave. Two nights in the wilderness left me quite dirty. 

I let myself get in too much of a hurry. If I was driving the speed limit, I may have avoided the tragic events that were about to unfold before me. A man in torn and filthy clothes staggered out from nowhere and limped right out in front of my truck. I was not paying clear attention; I did not have time to react. I had nowhere to turn or move out of the man’s way. If I swerved I would either hit one side of the nearly vertical mountain face to my left or go careening over the other side of the mountain. With my right foot, I pressed down on the breaks with every bit of strength I could conjure. Unfortunately, that was not enough to prevent the events I was about to set into motion.  My breaks locked and the oversized truck began to skid straight ahead. For a fraction of a second I saw into the man’s eyes, and I saw my own impending demise in there. Somehow in his eyes I seemed to feel my own death. I clipped the fellow hard with the right front fender of my large pick-up truck. 

My heart stopped as dazzling sparks of light overtook my vision. I jerked the parking brake and hastily ran back to help the man I  hit, if he could be helped. Vertigo nearly overtook me when I realized I just pushed the man off the side of the cliff. My head spun an I nearly lost my balance and plummeted down after him. I wanted to vomit. I looked around for an hour, calling out for the man. I got no reply. I realized my only option was to run. The man was dead, and there was no point in me spending years in prison for it. 

Jumping back in my truck, I got out of there like a bolt of lightning. I could not believe what I just did. I killed a man, and now I was running. There was nothing I could do though. He stepped right out in front of me. It was either him or me, and I had a son in San Antonio waiting for his father to go get him. 

No one would ever find the body there. That man would decompose and be eaten by wild animals long before anyone found him. That was my hope. As long as he was not a local, I should be in the clear. Who would even think to look for the body of a drifter? 

I passed a few scenic parkways, but I did not want to stop until I was back to an interstate highway and far from here. Almost two hours passed, but I still did not find a major highway. I passed several scenic parkways, but it was not until now I felt a bit safer. I finally pulled over so I could assess the damage to my truck. What little blood there was on my truck spattered along the side. I easily washed that away with a few bottles of water. The denting was minimal. I expected more structural damage than this. Apparently, I did not hit the man very hard. He was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. 

I continued driving, looking for a way to get out of the mountains and to a major highway. After hours of driving, I wondered if any such exit existed. Eventually I found a small mountain hotel and pulled over for the night. I was exhausted from the stress and anxiety, and I reached the point of struggling not to fall asleep. I simply could not continue any further.  

A nice gentleman, probably in his mid-fifty’s, checked me in and gave me the room key. After a quick shower and a change of clothes, I adjourned to a small bar right next to the motel. I hoped a drink or a few would help soothe my frazzled nerves. 

It was a rugged little tavern with a cozy atmosphere. The lighting was fairly dim and soft which helped put me at ease a bit. I was rather surprised when I saw the hotel manager was the bartender as well. I shared a few kind words with the man, trying to hide the guilt and paranoia plaguing my thoughts. I was on my second drink when a few other people entered the bar. Two scruffy men with long hair and beards walked in with a rather attractive woman. She had a natural beauty all the make-up in the world could not improve. I caught myself staring at her. I turned back around to the bartender and hoped I did not offend the men. 

After my fourth shot of bourbon, I decided to head back to my room to attempt to ge some sleep. I walked in, closed the door, and shed all of my clothes. Right then I heard three gunshots ring out in the night. Grabbing the sheet off of the bed, I covered my lower self and ran outside. 

The two men and the beautiful woman ran out of the bar and jumped into an old navy-blue sedan. In their hurry, the tires spun and pelted the front wall of the bar with chunks of gravel. I threw my pants back on and ran to the bar. I yelled the whole way hoping some other patrons could help me. I ran through the front door of the small pub to find the bartender lying over the bar dead. Blood covered the countertop and dripped on one of the bar stools with an audible tap. The cash register was pulled from the counter and smashed on the ground. All of the money was apparently gone. The three even searched the dead man’s pocket for valuables. 

No one else was checked into the hotel. The bartender was the only employee there. I needed to make a quick decision. I already tried to cover up one murder, now I was considering ignoring a second. If the authorities arrived, they may notice the damage to my front fender and put two-and-two together. I could not take that chance. I quickly gathered my clothes, jumped in my truck, and got the hell out of there. 

I cursed myself because I did not pay attention to which direction the sedan went as they hastily exited the scene. I obviously wanted to go the opposite direction, but I did not know which direction that was. I took a chance and continued on my way South. All I wanted was a peaceful, serene drive. Instead, this trip was turning into my worst nightmare. God knows who I hit. I was a murderer who fled the scene of another murder. 

Panic pressured me to drive as hastily as I could. I had to calm myself and keep the speedometer at a safe level. My heart tried to pound its way out of my chest, and there was not much I could tell myself to help me calm down. Anxiety and fear filled every nerve from head to toe. I desperately wanted to get out of these mountains and out of this state. 

I tried not to think of what would happen if I got caught. I would surely spend the rest of my life in an Alabama backwoods prison. I could not let my boy grow up without his father. It was an accident. The man staggered right out in front of me, and I did not have time to react. I even stopped to check on him, to try to help him. There was nothing I could do. If the impact with my car did not kill him, the fall definitely did. 

Absorbed in my thoughts, I barely noticed the dark blue sedan parked at one of the scenic views. My heart leapt into my throat when I recognized the car as the one I saw fleeing the hotel. When I passed, I could not see if there was anyone inside or not. I prayed they abandoned their vehicle for another or set off on foot into the mountain forest. 

I drove several more miles and thought I was in the clear. Only a few minutes later I saw headlights quickly winding along the road behind me. I hoped it was only another late night traveler, but my gut told me otherwise. I knew it was the murdering thieves from the bar. 

I increased my pace, but I was unfamiliar with the windy road. I knew if I drove too fast, I could easily run off the side of the mountain. Despite my haste, I saw the headlights of that dark blue getaway car closing in on me. Within five minutes, the heavy steel vehicle was upon me. 

The sedan approached closer and closer until it was only a few feet distant from my rear bumper. I already set into a panic even before the horn began to blow. Over and over the driver of the sedan honked the horn instilling within me dread and fear for my own life. I was probably the only person who could identify the murders, and they wanted to kill me before I could do so. 

They did not know I was a murderer as well. I had no more of a desire to encounter the authorities than did they. I desperately wanted to get away. I could not report them for fear of being found out as well. I wished I could make them understand this, but I was sure they wanted me dead. They did not care about my own troubles. With me dead, there were no other witnesses to their violent crime. 

The road began to straighten. I pressed harder on the gas pedal increasing my speed as much as I could. I was terrified of running off the narrow mountain road, but I feared the trio following me even more. With us now on a straight way, the car behind me began to ram my rear bumper. I did not know if they were trying to stop me, kill me, or simply run me off the side of the road. 

Up ahead of me, I saw a fork in the road. I had no idea which way to go and no time to think about it. Reacting without thinking, I continued straight. This led me onto the left fork in the road. To my relief, my pursuers did not react quickly enough and ended up on the right fork. 

My heart filled with despair when the paved road ended and a gravel road took its place. Obviously I was no longer on the main road. The rough road bumped and bounced my truck. I could hear the rocks hitting the side panels. The paint job on my new truck was destroyed, but that was the least of my worries. 

I let the irregular road lead me deeper into the mountains. I was afraid of getting lost, but I was more afraid my pursuers would return. I drove for thirty minutes through the jagged mountain path before I finally stopped. I had no idea where I was. I did not know if this road would dead end deep in the wooded mountains or return me to a paved drive. 

Turning off the truck, I climbed down to the floorboard and removed the fuses for my break lights and tail lights. If the trio did follow me, I would not give them tail lights to use as a beacon. The headlights had to stay on; the night was too dark for me to navigate without them. The further I proceeded, the more I was sure that I was heading toward a dead end. The road grew progressively narrower and the overhanging foliage grew ever denser. 

I breathed a sigh of relief as I came to an intersecting road. This road was gravel as well, but it looked more worn and heavily used. The sense of reassurance faded quickly as I realized I had no idea which way to turn. The windy gravel road made so many twists and turns. I did not know what direction I was going. I stopped to try to regain my bearings. 

Turning off the headlights, I turned off the truck and grabbed the flashlight from under the seat. I took my pistol out of the glove box along with a small box of bullets. My head spun with fear, confusion, and anxiety. I prayed that the three murder-thieves did not know this area. I hoped beyond all hope they were from out of town and not locals. As far as I knew, they could be just about anywhere. 

I knew some of the constellations like Orion and Scorpio. If I could find these, I might just figure out where to go. The walls of the mountain, not to mention the heavily congested trees, made it almost impossible to determine North from South. My fear of becoming lost in this rocky wilderness intensified. I nearly jumped out of my own skin when a voice greeted me from behind. 

“You lost?” the voice asked politely. 

I snapped around to find myself face to face with a large man. His facial features, hair and eyes did not betray the origin of his heritage. He easily stood eight inches taller than me. The peculiar man was getting on in years, but he still looked healthy and strong. He dressed in jeans and a denim jacket. Feathers and beads were woven into his slightly graying hair. A large, aged deerskin bag hung from his shoulder; the large satchel hung down to his hip. 

“Y-yes I am as a matter of fact,” I replied when I finally stopped gawking at the man. “I turned off on this road by accident. Now I can’t figure out what to do.” 

“You cannot go back,” he said. It was as if he knew more than he possibly could. “There are too many paths behind you. It is too easy to get lost that way.” 

I sensed a creepy aura about the man. He did not look at me; he looked through me. My soul cowered in guilt and shame. 

“Which way should I go?” I asked the tall stranger. 

“Which way calls to you?” he replied cryptically. 

I did not have the patients for this one with nature crap. I wanted to get back to a main road, preferably one heading in the opposite direction of that sedan. I knew I would get no help if I became belligerent. Taking a few deep breaths, I tried to calm myself. 

Several minutes passed without either of us saying anything. There was an eerie stillness to the air. No breeze blew across my sweaty face or tickled my short hair. I saw no clouds in the sky. It was like the air suddenly decided to take a break. 

When I began to speak, the man silenced me by pressing one strong finger to my lips. He cupped his other hand around his ear. A few more awkward minutes passed, and then I noticed something very unnatural. To my left, I heard the crickets, frogs, and nocturnal birds creating a hypnotic song. To my right, I heard nothing. In front of me, the growth became increasingly thicker. There was no way going forward was an option. 

I did not know what to say, and I stepped backward toward my car. The aging man smiled, and I could not help but think he somehow manipulated the animals of the night. He made me very uncomfortable, and I began to climb back into the truck. The man spoke to me again. 

“Every action a man takes affects every action he takes in the future,” he said. It was almost like he was delivering some sort of prophecy. 

I desperately wanted to leave, to put as much distance between the sedan and me as quickly as possible. Still, something made me stand there. I felt like the man had more to say to me. 

“If a man does not determine his destiny, it will be determined for him,” he said in a monotone voice. “Is a man truly lost if he does not wish to be found?” 

“All things come full circle,” he finished. With that statement, the man turned to walk away. 

“What do I do?” I asked as if the man was a fortune teller. 

“Yin and Yang my friend. What comes around goes around,” he called loudly as he continued to walk into the dense forest. “However you sow, thus shall you reap.” 

A few steps after he disappeared from view he yelled out one last thing. “Go; follow the path you have chosen. 

The man never appeared or acted aggressive. I did not think I had to fear any danger from him. Even so, there was something about his mere presence that terrified me until my bones grew cold. It was as if a cloud of doom hung around the man. 

I found myself full of doubt. Did the nocturnal sounds beacon me or warn me away? Initially I was sure I should go to the left, but now I wondered if the silence meant safety. I wished I never encountered that man. I felt one way meant safety while the other meant death. 

I was parked there for a while. If that sedan did backtrack, they could be on me soon. I decided to go with my first instinct. Turning on my parking lights, I turned to the left. So long as I drove slowly enough, the dim light of the parking lights were sufficient. Turning on my headlights was the last thing I wanted to do. 

I crept along that backwoods road for miles. Several times I saw other trails, possibly other roads. I ignored all of these and continued to follow the road I chose. I was in a deep valley when my truck ran out of gas. The engine sputtered, clanked and finally stalled. I took my flashlight and pistol, along with my first aid and roadside kits, and then set off on foot. 

With the full moon hidden behind the mountains, it was intensely dark in the deep valley. It was a long way to the top of the road. I could barely see the road beneath my feet, and I stumbled on rocks, roots or other foliage and nearly fell several times. Regardless, I walked without the use of my flashlight. I was too afraid of drawing the wrong attention. 

By the time I reached the top of the road, my legs burned with cramps. The steep walk took my breath and caused a sharp pain in my side. The climb exhausted me. I wished I took better care of myself. I did not think I could make it much further on foot. I had to find some means of transportation. 

At the top of the road, I again had the benefit of the bright light of the moon. The mountain leveled here, and I could see a fair distance in front of me. The road was virtually devoid of growth, but no tracks were visible to indicate regular use. 

My whole body was on fire. Fatigue overtook me and I had to rest. I finally resigned to the fact I could go no further and wandered off the road. I walked about two hundred feet through the heavy undergrowth and found a small clearing. I collapsed. I could not stay awake. Absolute fatigue forced me into a deep sleep. 

When I awoke, I did not have any sense of passed time. It was still dark, but the moon’s orbit removed it from the night sky. 

Through the woods, leading away from the road, I saw what looked like the light of a window. I walked in that direction, but because of the absent moon, I had no choice but to use my flashlight. The undergrowth separating me from the house was quite dense. I was very hungry and wished I had something to eat. My body was weak because I had not eaten in almost two days. 

I thought it an unfortunate turn of luck when the underbrush became thick with thorns. The sharp talons tore at my skin and clothing, but I was not going to let that stop me from reaching that house. I suddenly realized the thorns tearing at me were wild blackberries. The thorny plants were a mixed blessing. 

I stopped and picked every berry I could find. They were tart, but satiated my hunger and soothed my parched throat. I did not continue on until I ate several handfuls of the dark berries. Feeling somewhat better, I continued to push my way through the brush and to the house. I briefly forgot about the torturous pain wracking my body. 

I spotted a white pick-up truck parked beside the house. I did not see any other vehicles, especially not a dark blue sedan. I hoped the owner of the house might give me a ride, or better yet give me some gasoline for my own truck. I finally emerged from the unforgiving shrubbery and came out about fifty yards from the house. A light on the opposite side produced a halo like effect making me comfortably feel I finally found safety. 

Approaching the house, I alerted a chained dog which instantly began barking. The shock filled my eyes with sparks, and I nearly fell to my back. A light over the back porch of the house turned on and a man stepped out. Confusion overtook me when I saw the man’s face. It was, without a doubt, the bartender and hotel manager. That was impossible; I saw the man lying dead only hours earlier. 

“Oh thank God,” I cried. “You-you’ve got to help me. They’re going to kill us both.” 

A shot blasted in the silence of the night. Initially I thought the trio in the sedan caught me, but then I realized the bartender stood in the door aiming a rifle at me. 

“Get out of here you damn thief,” he yelled only seconds before another shot cracked the night air. 

The bullet hit the ground only a few feet in front of me. Dirt and fragments pelted my body adding to my agony. 

“You don’t understand,” I tried to reason with the bartender. 

“Understand this,” he said as he let a third shot fly. 

The shock set my ear to ringing with a piercing shriek. The bullet passed only inches from my head. This was no warning shot. The bartender tried to shoot me but missed. He was not going to give me a chance to explain, so I ran. 

I could not go back the way I came. A floodlight now illuminated the area, and I could not pass through the thorn bushes with any speed. My best option was to run to the side of the house. As he fumbled to reload his firearm, I shot my revolver twice as I frantically dove into the white truck. I saw keys hanging in the ignition and thought I finally caught a break. 

I cranked the engine and floored the gas. Several more shots rang out behind me. I heard one hit the truck and another shattered the side view mirror. 

I frantically tore down the road as fast as the truck would go. I heard the gravel pelting the underside and inner fenders of the truck like an angry hail. Soon the gravel road gave way to pavement, and I felt like I was home free. In my zeal, I did not realize I was driving in the dead center of the road. I did not see the oncoming car soon enough. I tried to move to the side, but I clipped it hard on the driver’s side. 

I hit the brakes, which set me into a spin. The force threw me out of the truck to slam down onto the hard pavement. I welcomed the new pain when I watched the truck spin off the road and roll down the slope of the steep mountain. 

I looked back to the other car and saw it teetering on the edge. The front of the car pointed directly at me, and the headlights blinded me. I stepped toward the vehicle and felt a crippling pain in my belly. Looking down, I saw the bartender did not miss. The shot I heard hit the truck passed through and got me as well. I was losing blood fast. If I did not get help now, I was going to die. 

I forced myself forward. I had to help the people in that car, and hopefully they could help me. I dropped my first aid kit, flashlight, and roadside kit when I ran from the bartender. I was almost on the vehicle before I could see it without the headlights glaring me in the face, and I recognized it instantly. I stood there swaying from the loss of blood. I looked at the dark blue sedan with its three passengers. 

They tried to get out, but any small movement they made slid the car ever-so-slightly over the edge. They pleaded with me to help, to do something to weigh down the car so they could escape. My body was growing numb. I lost a lot of blood and I knew I was about to die. 

“Sure,” I said as I placed my foot on the grill of the car. “Have you ever heard of yin-yang?” I asked. I never got an answer, because I used what energy I had to give that sedan the little help in needed to go over the side. All I could hear were their death screams as the sedan rolled down the mountain. 

Reveling in my revenge, I did not see the shiny black pick-up truck round the sharp curve. I glanced up and, only for a brief moment, I saw myself behind the wheel of my undamaged truck. 

The last thing I heard was screeching tires as the breaks of the vehicle suddenly locked. I felt something, but I became so disoriented, I could not say what happened. I felt the rush of cold air for a moment before I came to a stop when I became impaled on a tree trunk. I saw a face up above me looking down the hill. Eventually the headlights drove out of view. 

“Don’t worry,” I said as darkness overtook me. “Everything comes full circle.”

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No Such Thing as Ghosts

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I can remember hating this house for as far back as my memory reaches. Although well-crafted, the structure creaked and moaned throughout the night. The pipes banged and rattled, intensifying the creepiness of the venerable home. The truly worst part of this house were the nocturnal shadows I saw moving around my bedroom as I tried to sleep. 

The specters danced along the walls, which to me looked like a host of ghosts cavorting around my room as I tried to make myself sleep. My parents always told me my childish fears were unfounded, that there was no such thing as ghosts. Despite my insistence I saw faces on some of the shadows when they drew close enough to my bed, my parents never believed me. They told me I was letting my imagination get away from me. They told me it was all in my head. 

My father grew up in this house, and told me he used to have the same fears. Eventually, he said, I would grow out of it. He tried to convince me it was a phase through which I was going to pass. All of the convincing he tried to do was for naught, as I knew what I saw. What I saw was what I saw. No amount of talking would convince me to believe otherwise. 

As much as I wanted to believe there was no such thing as ghosts, I knew what played out before me night after night. Figures danced and moved about my room. They passed in and out of my bedroom walls as if no barrier existed. Some seemed to interact with others while there were those who appeared oblivious to any of the others. Did they ignore the others, or could they not even see the others. If they could not see them and I could, then why? It made no sense. I did not understand. 

The specters terrified me night after night. The ebony figures typically did not approach too near, but on occasion they walked right up to my bed. When one drew that close, I could make out details of their clothing and facial features. There was simply no way this could only be a figment of my imagination. I was not that creative. 

When my father told me he had the same fears as a child, he never got into details. Judging by the look he got on his face when I told him what I saw, I knew the things he saw were the same. My thought was he tried so long and wanted so desperately to believe they were not real, he stopped seeing. I suppose after time he managed to somehow block them out. He somehow learned not to see them anymore. 

I tried. I wanted to disbelieve the ghosts filling my room. I wanted to believe it was nothing more than my imagination gone wild, but I knew what I saw. The figures moving about my room, and likely the rest of the house, were too vivid to be all in my head. So if it was not my imagination, it means I was experiencing hallucinations. If they were indeed hallucinations, there must be something seriously wrong with me mentally. 

Night after night I lived in terror. As far back as I can remember, I saw those phantoms walking about. 

Even when I reached my tenth birthday, I continued to see the phantoms. I hoped father was right, and I would grow out of it, but nothing I could do would make them go away. 

I lived so many years in terror, but shortly after I turned ten, I realized none of them every made any attempt at harming me. They had plenty of chances but did nothing, so I finally accepted that the ghosts presented me with no danger. 

Several months later, I decided it was time for me to see if I could communicate with them. Some looked directly at me on occasion, but as far as I knew they never tried any attempt to speak with or communicate with me. They never seemed to be malicious in any way. It was more like people interacting in a social setting. 

It was not until this revelation I finally lost my fear of the phantasms. I could not believe I allowed myself to live in fear every night for so long. I wondered if they were the spirits of those who died in my house. I did not know who built the house, but I did know the core of it was built in the late 1800’s. My great-great grandfather purchased the house and land. As the generations passed, the house was expanded. 

A few months before my eleventh birthday, I decided I was finally going to try to communicate with them. With my penetrating fright now gone, I gathered together enough courage to face the phantasms that terrified me for so many years. Never before this did I climb out of bed before sunrise. 

Sitting up, I shifted my legs to hang over the side of the bed. Allowing my pajamas to ride along the fabric of my sheets, I slid down to the floor and into my bedroom slippers. The instant I stood, several of the ghosts, most of them in fact, turned their heads to look at me. 

For some reason I did not understand, the phantoms became more and more visible. They began to lose their transparency, and I could see their features much more clearly now. I saw eyes. I saw mouths. I even made out the crow’s feet around the eyes of a nearby woman. My bed and bedroom seemed to be growing a bit hazy. I made two fists and rubbed them against my eyes to see if I could make them focus a little more. 

Suddenly, I heard my bedroom door slam open. Startled, I dropped my hands to see what happened. Mom and Dad both frantically burst through the door. Running to my bedside, they went right past me and lurched to their knees. I did not understand why they passed me by until I turned to see what was so important to them. 

There, on the floor I saw myself. My body lay there on the floor as blood ran from one of my ears. My neck was twisted into a grotesquely unnatural position. A small red fire engine, my favorite toy, lay underneath my body and my toy police car lay upside down at my feet. I forgot to put my toys away before climbing into bed. 

Where my slippers should be, I left my cars lined up in a row spread about six inches apart. I was playing cops and robbers with my toys when my mother hollered up the stairs to tell me I had better be in bed. Leaving the various miniature vehicles lined along my bed, I jumped under the covers and pulled them over my head. 

I stood there watching my parents hold my dead body in their arms as they cried out. Some of the others in the room approached me to help me to the other side. Before my parents and bedroom became the shadows, I looked down to Mom and Dad and said, “Now tell me there is no such thing as ghosts.” 

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