Short Stories of the Horror and Bizarre

Category: Qudrad One

It Will Never End

Word Count: 10,997

I was fortunate to be born into a vastly wealthy family. When I graduated from college, a small group of friends and I arranged a one-year excursion to South America. We planned to backpack through some of the wilderness and to see some of the inspiring sites deep in the jungle. The rest of the time we were going to stay in the cities, immersed in the local culture.    

Financing the trip was not an issue. Our parents were all footing the bill as well as providing us with plenty of spending money. We had a long flight with two plane changes along the way. I did feel a little sorry, not much but a little, for the people stuck in coach. They were packed back there like sardines in a can. Any time I ever flew, I always flew first-class. I could not imagine the discomfort of such a long flight in the congested space provided to the majority of passengers.  

My friends and I had a variety of college degrees. I majored in anthropology and my girlfriend earned a nursing degree. My best friend Adam majored in physics and his girlfriend got her degree in journalism. The third couple I did not know very well. They were more Adam’s friends than mine. The other guy was a food-service major and his girlfriend’s major was in sociology. We all had different reasons for wanting to go on this trip, but we thought we would have more fun as a group.   

Whatever everyone’s reason for going on this trip, we were all very excited. I could not wait to see some of the incredible rock formations and to examine some of the ancient structures. I was probably more excited about exploring the latter. Our plan, when we landed in Brazil, was to find a guide that could escort us through the thick steamy jungle and show us sights the typical tourists did not get to see.    

I fell asleep after our last plane change and did not wake up until we landed. It was growing late in the afternoon so we sought out a nice hotel to stay for the night. I was very curious to see how a bunch of spoiled kids were going to react to the uncomfortable conditions the natural environment provided.    

For the first week we stayed in the city hitting all of the tourist nightspots we could. We were young and still loved to drink, dance and enjoy the energy the crowd had to offer. It was exciting to try out the different beverages various establishments in the city had to offer as many of them we never heard of before this. Every night that week we got nice and inebriated. When we returned to our hotel, my girlfriend and I would enjoy each other intimately until we passed out.    

During the week of imbibing the local alcoholic beverages, we asked around about a guide who could bring us to some of the exciting parts of the jungle. Two bartenders at two different clubs told us to find a man named Reyes. He was said to know of hidden ancient wonders unknown to any other guide. It took us a few days, but we eventually ran the man down. It was not like this Reyes fellow was hard to find; the man apparently developed quite a reputation in this region.    

Reyes agreed to escort us to the jungle for a price of two hundred American dollars each. Two hundred dollars was chump change to us so we were more than happy to oblige the man’s offer. On our seventh day in the city, we met the man at a predetermined location.    

I was happy to see Reyes had an off-road vehicle to carry us to the jungle. We did not take transportation into consideration when initially planning this activity. Those sorts of things were usually prearranged for us, so none of us thought about how we would get to the tree line far outside the city. The vehicle wasn’t pretty, but it had plenty of room and could get us over some rough terrain.    

The ride was long and bumpy. Even before we left the dirt road, my behind was growing sore from the constant bouncing. The open air passing by was a nice relief against the heavy humidity. I grew up in Louisiana, so I thought I was used to the worst humidity the atmosphere had to offer.    

Nothing prepared me for the dense air of the Brazilian jungle. Some of the excitement in me faded to be replaced by apprehension and regret. This hike was going to be much more difficult than I anticipated. I could see by the looks on their faces a few of the others currently shared my sentiment.    

It was too late to turn back now, so I resigned to the fact I was now fully committed to making this hike through the jungle. Our ride stopped when a large fallen tree ended our path. There was no way to maneuver around the huge trunk, so that was where our hike began. Everyone put on their hiking packs and followed Reyes to that wall of vegetation.    

There was no hint of a trail, not even a faint one. It was obvious this was not the route taken by most guides. I began to worry this man had no clue where he was leading us and fear he was leading us into some kind of ransom scam. Perhaps we were too eager to pay the man his asking price without question. That was probably an obvious sign we all came from wealth.    

None of us were used to dealing with any shady characters. Growing up in the lap of privilege, most transactions were performed for me. I had no experience dealing with people outside the elite upper-class. I seriously began to regret mine and my friends’ decision on this guide. We should have tried to learn more about the man before we followed him into the dangerous wilderness. For a man with such a wide reputation as he, it would not take much effort to learn more about him before blindly following him into the jungle.    

Reyes led the way with a very sharp machete, cutting a pathway through the vines, branches and saplings for us to follow. It seemed to me though, if he led other tourists through here before, there should already be a path cut. I suppose if he cut a trail through here before, the vegetation might have hidden it completely by now. I was sure plants grow fast in this hot and humid air, so it was feasible to conceive there was possibly travel through here fairly recently.    

The man was very adept at performing his job. It took a man with a lot of endurance to work as long and as hard as Reyes did. There was no wonder now why our guide charged us the high rate he did.   

I could now hear the trickle of running water and felt some small sense of relief. I assumed we would stop there for a short rest. I was eager to rinse the dirty sweat off my limbs. I knew better than to drink the water though. Microbes and parasites in the water affected tourists more than locals simply because locals developed immunity from continuous exposure.    

I was disappointed when we reached the water. There was nothing but a modest creek cutting its way through the soft floor of the jungle. The water dug deep into the soil, and the bottom was covered with small, rounded stones. The deep and narrow creek carried a fairly rapid current, which produced the audio illusion of it being a much larger body of water. We only stopped long enough for our guide to wash off the sticky sap dulling his blade and we were once again on our way.    

My friends and I utilized this brief pause in our progress to consume a power bar and drink some of the water we carried. Reyes drank from his canteen and then refilled the receptacle with the water from the rolling creek. He slung the strap back over his shoulder, dried the water from his blade, and we were again on our way.    

We only traveled for another hour, but in this humidity, heat, and extremely rugged terrain it felt like much longer. My girlfriend tugged at the back of my pack, so I stopped to see what she wanted. She wanted me to say something to our guide about stopping for some rest. I assured her I had the same thought, and I planned on saying something soon. She feebly nodded her head. Turning around, we increased our speed briefly to catch up with the rest of the group.    

When I finally worked up the nerve to tell Reyes to let us stop for a while, he stopped. Pointing to what look like a vine covered rock outcropping, the guide told us we reached our first destination. Riaz started to hack through the foliage and indicated for me and the other two guys to begin pulling the vegetation free. The more we removed the more we could see what the layers of vines concealed. When we finally removed enough of the cover to get a good view of the monument, we could see it was a head.    

The large stone head was very strange and gave me the chills despite the heat. It looked human, but certain features were notably distorted. The eyes were huge, dominating a large portion of the face. The small nose was disproportionate to the wide thin lips stretched nearly ear to ear. The ears were huge, reaching from the base of the jaw to the top of the temples. The ears were so large in size, they covered the entire sides of the head.    

When we looked closer, we could see much smaller, more intricate carvings all over the surface of the stone. I moved in further and realized the smaller engravings were faces as well. They were all incredibly similar and some of them appeared to match one another perfectly. I heard of the Mayans using such symbology as a written language and wondered if that was what I was looking at.    

If they were indeed words spelled out before us, what did they say? Was it directions? Was it a warning? Was it a message left by ancient man to their future descendants?    

“No one but me has looked upon this face for thousands of years,” Reyes said with his thick Brazilian accent. “And now you get to see something no other tourists will see for many more years.”    

“But won’t you simply bring your charges through here next time?” Teri, the girl I did not know all too well, ask the local man.    

He gave the woman and intense look of contempt, “What, do you think I come pour fertilizer over the vines to grow over the monolith for the next people?”    

“No I just thought that…”    

“I tell you I will bring you to see things no other tourists see. I do as you ask and then you insult my integrity.”    

“Look, I don’t think the lady was trying to insult you,” her boyfriend defended.” I would thank you next time not to speak to her in such a manner again.”    

Reyes smiled and let out a small chuckle.    

“You know nothing of the jungle, but you do seem to be a man of chivalry,” our guide said to the man. “I will not talk down and she will not insult. Is okay?”    

“Yeah, yeah, yeah that will be okay.”    

I could tell by the Ivy League manner of his speaking he was used to getting his way more so than me. He spoke to the guy like you would speak to one of his house servants, but there was a noticeable wavering of fear in his voice. He looked relieved the local accepted his request without an argument. We all had hunting and pocketknives, but Reyes carried twin machetes slightly under 3 feet long from tip to hilt, and sharp enough to hack through four-inch diameter wood-like vines in a single swing.    

In retrospect, it was very ignorant of us to come along this adventure into the unknown without a single firearm on us. Even if Reyes came to our aid, there were plenty of animals in this untamed wilderness capable of dispatching us with very little effort.    

We stayed at the monolith for over an hour examining its different aspects. Initially, because of the rough texture of the monolith, I assume the rock had worn from countless years of erosion. As I cleared the accumulated dirt, roots, and lichens, I came to realize that the surface still possessed a smooth shine. I thought this had to be a fake. Very few minerals could stand as long as Reyes claimed without showing some extreme signs of wear.    

I was very intrigued by the rock from which the object was chiseled. It appeared to be constructed from a type of felsic rock thought to be the oldest rock on the planet. This stone formed soon after the thin crust of the earth cooled. It was a stone found in very few places in the world. As far as I was aware, South America was not one of them.    

What I found even more exciting was the presence of the engravings and the lack of any tool marks. I would expect something created by ancient craftsmen hundreds or even thousands of years ago would do a much cruder job than this. Not even diamond-tipped drills could do such an accurate job. There would be some telltale markings somewhere.    

If this stone was truly what I thought it to be, such precise workmanship would not be present. Only recently, through the use of extremely fine-tuned lasers, have we even come close to such expert craftwork as this. I could not conceive how a culture any younger than ours could ever perform such a feat.    

This apparently ancient carving was enough to make me want to stay here for the rest of the trip were it not for the others, but they were eager to get to our campsite for the night. If I needed to, I could call my parents and have the necessary equipment flown in to do a much more precise examination. I would love to get some samples of this thing and send them back to the lab, but it was very doubtful we were in possession of anything capable of chipping this rock. I did not think our blade wielding guide would take kindly to that anyway. I wished I took more time to learn about this area prior to leaving for our trip.   

While I was an anthropology major, my area of focus was the Native North American peoples. Not much of my schooling was focused on the ancient cultures of South America. I did have a few classes covering the region, and I probably knew more than most vacationers who visited the region. I did not know enough though to even say what civilization may have created it. I had to wonder if Reyes might return to this place with me at a later time. This was doubtful as I did not think he would like me disturbing the ancient carvings.  

We were young, in a hurry, and knew our parents were taking care of all the travel arrangements. None of us did much researching this part of the world beyond reading an assortment of travel pamphlets. If we had any sense about us, we would have done some deeper research into the region instead of simply lying to our parents and telling them we had.    

I would like to be able to find this place later. I desperately wanted to study this impossible stone megalith. The rest of my group was growing weary as I steadily examined the incredible monolith. Finally, my friend Adam approached me to tell me everyone else was ready to go. I would have liked to have stayed longer, but Reyes told us we needed to get moving if we were going to see any more of the sites before darkness came.    

Darkness fell early because of the choking density of the jungle. There were some locations that already appeared dark even though the sun hung brightly in the sky. I looked up to the thick canopy above and thought I saw thousands of little birds fluttering about. I brought the chaotic spectacle to the attention of my friends.    

“No, not birds,” our guide interjected.    

“If they’re not birds, what are they,” Adam’s girlfriend inquired.    

“Bats,” Reyes answered simply.    

The girl shivered and shook for a moment as did Sherry’s boyfriend, as the creeps took hold of them.    

Adam inquired of Reyes as to why the bats were out in the daytime. We all held the assumption bats only came out at night. The local man explained to us these were blind bats. It appeared these bats came out during the day to feast on the insects flying about and the sunlight rather than competing with other species at night.   

I was sure this was nothing more than a tale he used to impress his charges. As Reyes continued to explain I began to accept what he said as the truth. If Reyes was lying to us, it was a very convincing lie.    

He continued to expound, “Most bats can see. Only a very few species are really blind. Those other kinds of bats don’t see well, but they can see.”    

He went on to say we would soon see the large fruit bats in the very near future. The guide warned us that the fruit bats were very large, but there was no call for alarm. The species fed on vegetation alone.    

Butterflies churned in my stomach with what he said next. “The bloodsuckers, you Americans call vampire bats, only come out to eat when the sun goes down.”    

We all took turns exchanging frightened faces. I did not want to see some disease flying mouse digging its teeth into me, and neither did anyone else. The whole concept of vampire bats scared me, and the thought of contracting rabies scared me even more. I knew I would spend my nights safely stowed in the cover of my tent.    

Two hours walk from the first ancient structure, Reyes informed us we were at our second destination. We came upon another large protrusion completely engulfed with vegetation. The shape and size of this one was different. The mass was shorter, longer, and more rectangular.    

We cleared this one in the same way we cleared the last. Reyes hacked the vines into manageable sections and the three of us guys pulled everything loose. Even after removing the foliage, we all spent ten minutes trying to clear away the dirt. The more of it we cleared, the more we determined what we found. I never heard of anything like it in mythology.    

The monolithic statue was, for lack of a better word, a jaguar. The statue’s stance made me think of the Sphinx in Egypt. The heads were different, but there were some striking similarities.    

This one did have a head of a jaguar, but it also had a second face on the back of its head. The eyes, even though they were solid stone, seem to stare at me no matter where I stood. It was true I had no discernible knowledge about the myths and legends of this part of the world. That was something I hoped to learn during this year abroad.    

Despite my lack of knowledge, I knew this statue represented an ancient god of some sort. The face in the back of the head had no mouth, as a mouth would not fit into the carving, but it had exaggerated eyes and a humanlike nose. The god appeared to be represented as being able to see in all directions. What it said to me was it could watch both the past and the future.   

Instead of fur, it was depicted as having feathers although no wings seemed to be present. The talons at the ends of its paws were more like those of a predatory bird than those of a cat. The tail appeared to be a feathered serpent that crept alongside its body and wrapped itself around the right front paw.   

This one was fashioned from a different stone than the first, but it was still a felsic mineral. Somehow these ancient artisans found some of the rarest stones in the world from which to create their idols. I knew by the red shade of the rock and the thin crimson bands this one contained large amounts of iron. The stone was millions of years older than that of the first monument we uncovered.    

It occurred to me that, instead of trying to clear the dirt and tiny roots with my hands, I could use one of the many tools on my Swiss Army knife to help pry them free. I quickly wiped my hand over a small section then use the flat head screwdriver attachment to dig underneath the clinging roots. I was befuddled when the metal of the tool clung to the stone; the iron in this statue was magnetic.    

This should not be. That was impossible. There was only enough iron impurity to change the color, not enough to produce magnetite. In addition, the stone formed early in the life of the earth. Due to the extreme heat and gases, this iron should not have ever become magnetic. I thought perhaps it had a man-made magnetic core, probably inserted through the bottom so no seams were visible. This statue was also covered in small engravings like the first. They were very different from the small faces of the other. This statue was covered in a series of glyphs, like letters or numbers, but there did not appear to be any discernible organization to them. I knew it held the message of some kind. I wished one of us majored or minored in linguistics, archaeology, or something. At this point, I was the only one with a useful degree.    

Adam’s expertise did help a little. He knew much more about electromagnetism than me. He took a compass out of his backpack and opened it. Adam and I saw the needle spinning so fast it was almost invisible. We were sitting directly over an electromagnetic hotspot.    

We all had a strange feeling, a feeling we were being watched. Even the local man appeared to be uncomfortable here. Something told us this was a place of evil.    

Adam’s girlfriend asked Reyes if he knew anything behind the history of the megalith. He was not offering up any information freely. It took a bit of prodding to coax him into telling us. Reluctantly, Reyes told us what he knew about the idol.    

“This is a representation of the goddess Sinaa. Sinaa watches over the world, always judging the worthiness of mankind. If Sinaa ever judges man to be unworthy of the earth, the gods will wipe it clean then begin again”    

Reyes paused for a moment and then continued, “Once long ago Sinaa saw man came to a deviant state, she flooded the world, leaving only those with a good heart.”    

That instantly brought to mind the great flood described in the Bible. Could it be the reason the Bible says only Noah and his survived because the writer of that passage did not know of other lands, other civilizations? The similarities between the two religious beliefs were astounding.    

Reyes was eager to continue our journey. He claimed he wanted to get us to one more monument before we set up camp. I think he was as much or more uncomfortable around this thing than we were. He began to hack through the vegetation with his heavy machete, so we threw on our packs and headed after him. Everyone was anxious to depart this haunted place.    

It was right at noon when we left the eerie statue. We traveled for three more hours before we arrived at the third and last stop for the day. Here we saw a large foliage covered mound about twelve feet in height. I was tired, and so was everyone else. Reyes told us, if we did not want to clear the megalith today, it was time to create a clearing for our camp.    

He demonstrated the most effective way to cut the vines and brush, then handed a machete to me and to Teri’s boyfriend. It appeared our guide was finished with his work for the day. He could have probably cleared the area in less than an hour by himself. It took the three of us taking turns two and a half hours to sufficiently clear the area for the tents.    

Reyes disappeared into the jungle for a short time, pushing and climbing through the foliage. The thought occurred to me he might abandon us, and then the local man returned with a moderately sized rock in his hands.    

“When you’re done clearing, I found some stones we can use to make a fire pit,” he told us.    

Once the camp was set, we soon had a fire blazing inside the ring of stones. I had absolutely no vigor left in me as we set up our small tents. Just as soon as we ate what could scarcely be called dinner, my girlfriend and I climbed into our tent and went to sleep. We were so exhausted we did not even think about anything but rest. Besides, we were both dirty and sweaty from the rigors of the day.    

I awoke several times during the night when a nocturnal bird or some other animal would emit a piercing echo through the jungle. Each time I crawled out of my tent to see Reyes sleeping by the fire. He was not afraid of these animals, so I tried not to be scared either.    

All of us awoke early because the heat inside the tents increased dramatically when the morning came. I climbed out of the tent to find Teri, her boyfriend, and Reyes coming back from somewhere. They were clean and in their underwear, so I knew they found a place to bathe. I was happy when they told me there was a pool at the foot of a waterfall. It was about a ten-minute walk from camp.    

After a breakfast of reconstituted eggs Adam, myself, and our girlfriends followed the trail Reyes cleared for us. We walked approximately five minutes before I could hear the rushing water. It was going to feel so nice to get yesterday’s dirt and sweat off my body.    

We arrived to find a magnificently beautiful spectacle. A multitude of small trickling waterfalls converged as the water flowed down the steep rocky slope. The falls landed on a flat slab of stone and poured over the edge like a curtain. The pool was so clear we could see all the way to its bottom.    

I stripped off everything and dove into the water. I returned to the surface and screamed. The pool was a lot colder than I expected. My nipples grew hard and my testicles drew up into my body. Although the initial shock of the cool water was intense, it did not take my body long to acclimate to it. It felt great, but the water could not be any more than seventy degrees Fahrenheit. The others joined me, and we had ourselves a long refreshing skinny dip.    

We splashed and played for four or five minutes and then went to get our clothes. We removed what things we had in our pockets and washed our clothes in the sparkling water. Another fifteen minutes or so we figured it was time to head back to camp. By the time we returned Reyes had grown impatient. He was ready to clear the huge mound and needed the rest of us there to help. This time he gave me one of the machetes, cleaned of its sap, and told me to start chopping. It was a rather major task, so even the girls helped out this time.    

As we exposed more and more of the monument, we could see it was pyramidal in shape. Its sheer size made the task long and difficult. Enough dirt and vegetation made the top of the pyramid look like it was a conical mound. There was not much point in us having bathed because two minutes into the work, we were covered in the rich soil.    

Adam’s girlfriend found several pieces of thick bark slightly curled from drying. She and the other two girls used these as shovels to dig away dirt while the four guys worked on removing the foliage. As the sides were exposed, I could see it was also covered in inscriptions.    

This time the inscriptions were different. Instead of faces or glyphs, this ancient structure was carved with dozens of series’ of long lines. Some of them curved like a rainbow while others were perfectly straight. One section bore a striking resemblance to a giant fingerprint. The more we cleared, the more sets of lines we found.    

This excited Adam. He stopped working and began to count the lines in successive series. It kind of pissed me off that he stopped helping with the dirty work, but I understood. I was just as eager to examine the last two statues. By the time we managed to clear away years of accumulated dirt and foliage, Adam was sure he had the code deciphered.    

“They’re numbers,” he said. “This is incredible. I think that these lines represent mathematical equations.”    

He chose one area in particular to decode for us. It was a series of thirteen circles. Inside were three separate sets of lines. One section had three, one section had six, and the last section had five lines.    

“This is a calendar man,” he said with zealous enthusiasm. “They used a thirteen-month calendar, the lunar calendar.”    

He pointed at the center of the circle and continued his lecture.” Look, three-six-five. Three hundred and sixty-five days in a year.”    

Initially I thought he was seeing what he wanted to see, but when he explained the calendar, I began to believe Adam’s deduction. He rifled through his pack to find his digital camera. He wanted to get a record of everything on these three steps of the small pyramid.    

I took the opportunity to examine the makeup of the stones. Each level was cut from a different type of granite. The only granite close to here was in the mountains, and these stones were huge. Upon close inspection, I could see each level had a ridge at the top and a plug at the bottom. The stones were cut to fit perfectly in place.    

Adam’s buddy continued to dig around the base of the structure. It astounded me to see a spoiled rich kid like this digging in the dirt. We were all a bit snobby, but this guy thought he was more ‘cultured’ and ‘civilized’ than the rest of us. He dug for a good twenty minutes and discovered yet another level. I began to realize that all we saw was the top of a very large structure.    

The capstone was not too large. We decided to try to move the top stone to see if it revealed anything underneath. Reyes strongly urged us against following through with our plan. He kept telling us bad things happen every time someone disrupts one of the megaliths or monuments of the gods.    

Despite his arguments, we did what we intended and flipped the top stone over onto the second tier. Stale air sealed away for hundreds or even thousands of years rushed out of the three feet by three feet opening we uncovered with a deep moan. The blowing air had a musical effect as it exhaled into the open. I could feel a low vibration in my body even after my ears could detect it no longer.    

Adam’s girlfriend raised her voice in alarm that she saw Reyes running as fast as he could back into the jungle.    

“Our guide is leaving us,” she screamed in panic.   

Indeed, Reyes skillfully made his way back into the thick jungle and then he kept going. We shouted at him to stop, to not leave us out here lost, but our pleas fell on deaf ears. The local man ran until we could see him no longer. We were six pampered rich kids, left stranded in the jungle of Brazil with no idea of how to survive on our own. Both Teri and Adam’s girlfriend became instantly hysterical.    

The guys tried to calm their significant others given the desperate situation in which we now found ourselves. I thought of how we could find our way back to civilization. We knew we traveled west from the most part, so all we had to do was head east. If we traveled east, we would eventually hit civilization. I shouted to everyone to shut up and told them my idea.    

They appeared to take some solace in my words because everyone slowly started to calm down. I explained it would take us longer without a guide, but we would make it out of the jungle. I thought of how the jaguar statue had such a strange effect on that compass. I did not want to worry the others with this thought yet though. I just hoped the compass would work well enough to get us out of here.    

It took us a while to recompose ourselves and convince ourselves we were not trapped and going to die out here lost in the jungle. When everyone settled down, we turned our attention back to the stone monument. Shining his flashlight into the dark abyss, Adam’s buddy saw a plateau not thirty feet under us.    

We brought rope and some climbing equipment, but not one of us had any experience. Eventually we thought we had the equipment figured out. Our backpacks almost did not fit in the whole. We turned them cross cornered and finally got the first one to fit.    

We lowered his packed into the bowels of the ancient monument first, then Adam’s friend went next. The four hundred dollar flashlight he brought with him did not seem like such a waste of money now. It was extremely bright and had a long range.    

“There’s a platform down here,” the guy called up to us. “There’s walls on three sides, but there are steps that lead to another platform. Probably fifty feet down.”    

The rest of us looked at one another, trying to gauge the others’ thoughts. We all stood there quiet for a minute or two, and then the fellow yelled up to us again.    

“Are you coming down or are you going to pull me back up,” he asked. “Do not leave me down here.”    

We were all scared. Hell, we were scared out of our wits, but we knew this would be a once-in-a-lifetime experience to explore a building sealed away from the rest of the world for hundreds, if not thousands of years. Right in front of us was an opportunity very few people were lucky enough to experience. Finally, we decided we could not let this golden opportunity go to waste.    

I went down second. Doing the best I could to keep my hands steady, my whole body trembled with both fear and excitement. When I reached the bottom, I told them to lower the rest of the packs down. Everyone could then come down for this unprecedented exploration. It took us thirty minutes to get everyone into the structure. Adam came last, so the women would not be left standing in the jungle alone.    

We found ourselves in what could be called a room. The three existing walls were perfect squares. The stone stairwell led down at a steep angle. All we could see at the bottom of those stairs was another platform. I had no doubt we would find another stairwell once we reached the next level.    

We anticipated the possibility we might venture into some dark place at some point in this jungle excursion, so we all carried at least one flashlight. Each of us guys carried extra batteries. That friend of Adam’s brought a spotlight with a huge battery, therefore light should not be a problem for us.    

Donning our packs, we headed down the steep stairs. The steps were not constructed at regular sizes, and they did not seem like they were made for modern humans. Organized into different sizes, the steps repeated the pattern after three steps for as far as we could see. The first step in each set was almost two feet from one horizontal plane to the next. As expected, we found another downward passage when we hit the second level.    

The walls were incredibly smooth, as was the floor. The steps were topped with engravings probably to give any climber some grip. The rock in this region of the world is primarily sedimentary. It was not until the mountains, one-hundred or so miles away, that marble and granite could be found. That was exactly the mineral used to create the walls.    

Counting the first, we ended up hitting ten different plateau levels. This took us three spirals around the widening corridor before we reached what must be the bottom. None of us were prepared for what we found.    

We expected to find some kind of temple, mausoleum or sacrifice chamber. As we shined our lights around the massive room, we saw rows upon rows of what could only be books. Each book was three feet high and eight inches wide. The covers appeared to be made of platinum, and as we looked closer we could see the pages were pressed from sheets of gold. If this whole library held books such as these, this place probably held more wealth than the entire continent.   

The massive metal tomes appeared to be organized by some sort of system, but what system we could not discern. They were probably categorized by subject matter or possibly in chronological order. Each row was over three hundred feet long and there were at least fifteen of them we could see.    

We explored the place for half an hour before we finally decided to pull one of the large volumes from the shelves. The weight was incredible, and it took four of us to get it down and onto the floor. We opened the cover to find the thick gold pages covered with strange inscriptions etched into the metal. There were also several pictures in the tome, pictures of what had to be alien creatures.    

Terror filled the air as we began to understand exactly what was happening. We found a library of books that might not even be from this world. It was very possible this library remained hidden for millions of years.    

The monetary value of the metals was not even a consideration for me. This was a discovery that could win us all a Nobel Prize. The Lord only knew what kind of information these absolutely astounding books contained. As we turned the untarnished gold pages, we found what we assumed might be different chapters. The writing would follow one lettering style, but in the next section it would obviously switch to a different language. We counted seven distinct languages inscribed on the golden leaves of this book.    

Whoever or whatever wrote these books used gold and platinum for a specific reason; both metals were resistant to tarnishing, did not rust or otherwise degrade over time like other materials. Books like this could remain stored for tens of millions of years and still be in mint condition. This library was left here for future generations to find. We were that generation.    

We walked up and down three aisles before we removed another book. This metallic tome was larger than the last. It took all we had to do was lower it to the ground without dropping it. Terror and excitement filled us as we opened the cover of the second book.    

This tome contained many more illustrations than the first. It almost looked like a nature’s guide, like a guide to different species. The first pages contained inscriptions of tall thin beings whose head bore a striking resemblance to the Moai of Easter Island. A few pages later there were pictures of other humanoids, but these had a dome like chitinous shell over their faces.    

Following these came a series of entries about bipedal species that looked like they could have evolved from dinosaurs. Then came pictures of different races of primitive man. The last section filled our bodies with ice. The pictures progressed to humans around the 1500s. The last section was what caused us such terror, what close to scared me to death.    

The final section was an entry on modern-day man. Existing buildings were illustrated into the book, buildings I saw with my own eyes back in the United States. Depictions of modern-day humans were also represented in the books. Then, terror filled us all as we began to see pictures of five of us. Everyone was drawn in that ancient book, everyone except Adam’s friend.    

I quickly looked around to everyone and I could see Teri’s boyfriend nowhere. He must have wandered off while the rest of us looked through the book. Teri shouted for him. Her voice echoed up and down the rows of books over and over. Frantically we searched for our missing party member.    

We hastened from one row to another, of which we found a total of thirty-one three-hundred-foot-long rows. The shelves contained four, five, or even six rows of books in each section.    

We finally found the man seven rows away from where we were reading. He was lying on the ground. We ran toward him thinking he was unconscious. Absolute horror overtook us as we look down at our companion. He looked like something instantly removed all the moisture from his body. His skin and muscle tissues were completely dry, and his flesh wrinkled like that of cured sausage.    

My girlfriend began to vomit as Teri commenced to screaming. Her high-pitched scream echoed through the library with a deafening roar. Adam finally grabbed Teri as I tended to the woman I loved. We knew that we were not down here alone. Something killed our friend and it was hidden somewhere in this warehouse of a library.    

Horrible shrieking, the deafening ringing of metal scraping on metal, sounded throughout the chamber. The noise was so loud it was painful, causing all of us to drop what we were holding in a vain attempt to protect our ears. The tons of metal scraping together sounded like dozens of freight trains screeching to a halt. I tried to hold my girlfriend tightly, but the resounding noise forced me to cup my hands over my ears. Teri continued to stay knelt by the dried up mummy that was our friend only minutes ago. The sound of metal drowned out her anguished screams. So loud was the noise, I could feel it vibrating my own skin.    

When the torturous screeching ultimately came to a halt, it took several minutes for my ears to stop ringing enough that I could finally hear the others. Adam was yelling that we had to get out of this place. Most of us agreed with him. Teri refused to leave her dead lover.    

Adam and I had to physically drag the hysterical woman, kicking and screaming, away from the dried corpse. I could not imagine the hell she must be in. We could not stay; we could not leave her behind. The two of us were strong men. Teri kicked and fought so hard against us. It was all we could do to hold onto her.    

The girls were trying to calm her down. We had to do something to stop her screaming. Somehow the sounds we made no longer seem to echo. We did not know why; our sounds were almost muted. We understood why when we all reached the end of the aisle.    

We no longer had a clear walk along the walls. It appeared the aisles on either side of us moved from where they were when we entered. The only passage open to us were around to the left or to the right. The entrance to this unholy place was to the right of us, so we went in that direction. Teri finally calmed down enough that we could put her down, and we all ran down a long corridor between more rows of books.    

Our hearts sank when we reached the end of the aisle to find it to be a dead end. When we came in this godless library there were clear paths along both walls. We were terrified at the thought of what was doing this. First, it killed our companion, now it was trapping us, stalking us.    

All of us could feel it, but nobody wanted to say it out loud. Something was watching us. Where it was, what it was we could not say. The eerie sensation back at the Sinaa statue was no comparison to this. I felt like a gazelle being stalked by a lion.    

We retraced our steps and took the left route. Halfway through the aisle, the wall created by the bookshelves made a ninety-degree turn to the right. We were nothing more than rats trapped in a maze. It was not enough that our stalker had to terrorize us. Now it appeared we had to play its game if we stood any chance of survival.    

We ran, making turn after turn. Three times we hit a dead end, but we were making mental maps. If there were any disagreements concerning which direction to flee, we followed Adam’s advice. He was a physics major with a math minor. With a natural propensity toward logic. If anyone could remember the right direction, it was him.    

There came a point when we had to stop. We were nearly hyperventilating and dehydrated. Everyone quickly gulped down a bottle of water. All of us except Teri shoveled down two protein bars. As soon as we caught our breath, we were on the move again. Thirty more minutes and Adam, along with the rest of us, were sure we had to be close to the exit.    

We rounded a corner to another dead end. As we turned back, the metal on metal screeching boomed through the library once again. I wanted to run but I could not take my hands off my ears. Adam attempted running but fell to his knees, cupping his hands around the sides of his head. A few extra seconds of unprotected exposure literally had him rolling on the ground in inhuman agony.    

The piercingly high-pitched screeching lasted longer this time. It finally stopped and everyone except me was crying from the pain. The only reason I was not wailing with the others was because I was petrified with fear. We had to be close to the way out, but now the maze changed. Whatever malicious being was behind this probably found joy in our anguish.    

Was our stalker ever going to let us leave? Would we be trapped here forever? Were we all going to be dried corpses in the end?    

If there was anything I could do about it, we were not. Once Adam managed himself off the floor, I tried to persuade him to concentrate. If anyone was able to lead us out of here it had to be him. Adam was the most logical of us; the numbers came naturally to him.    

We stared back in despair. No one paid much attention to who was around. We made it forty feet when we realized Adam’s girlfriend was not with us. We turned and ran back to find her lifeless body on the ground. Examining her revealed nothing we did not expect. Her flesh was as dry as leather. A look of immeasurable torment remained frozen and distorted on her shriveled face.    

Blankly, Adam approached her and removed a diamond ring from her pocket. The grieving man turned to us to show us the beautiful diamonds set in a gold ring. Cupping the ring in his hands, Adam began to sob.    

“We were going to get married you know,” he pushed through the tears. “When we got back to America, we were going to become husband and wife.”    

No one said a word. Everyone stood there in shock. We had no clue as to how to respond to Adam’s comment. Teri lost a boyfriend, and now my best friend just took an engagement ring out of the pocket of his mummified fiancée. Several moments later I pulled my friend in for a sympathetic hug. When I released him, I told him we had to go. Feebly he nodded his head in agreement.    

What do you say to someone who’s fiancée, who was alive and running only minutes ago, was instantly turned to a dry mummy? How can you console someone who has experienced that?    

I gently tugged on Adam’s arm and began moving. Adam walked very slowly at first, but soon we were at a fair jogging pace. I prayed for the miniscule chance that our path to the exit was open. My hopes were dashed once I saw our only open path led directly away from the exit to the stairwell.    

I thought I was as terrified as I could possibly be, and then we heard the voice. It was dry, scratchy. The voice did not echo through the tunnels of the maze. It simply seemed to come from the air itself. Wisps of weak smoke appeared in the air around us as if the immediate atmosphere were on fire.    

“Are you ready to take the weight of the world into your hands?” The disembodied voice asked with a rasp.    

None of us knew what to make of it. The cryptic question did not seem so much a question as it was a dare. I suddenly began to think that we really did have a chance of escaping this infernal place. Perhaps it was not my destiny to spend eternity here after all. Grabbing hold of one another, we ran as fast as we could. No matter how fast we ran, we could not evade our tormentor.    

“I can show you the way back to the world of sunlight,” the ghastly voice said tauntingly.    

First something trapped us in here, now our unseen stalker was maliciously teasing us. I still could not help but wonder if its offer was genuine or if this disembodied voice was only trying to strike more fear into us. Perhaps it needed our fear. Perhaps it fed off the horror that ripped into our very bones.    

“I can give you all the knowledge you crave,” the voice called as it followed us at every turn.    

Why would it kill two of us in such a gruesome ungodly way and then offer us everything. Could it be that we had to pay such a high price for the untold knowledge held in these millions of metallic tones? Was it true that all knowledge has its price? If this is so, what world changing knowledge could we learn from the wraith librarian?    

We continued to try to escape this rat maze formed by the ceiling high bookshelves. The flashlight in my hand burned out as we tried to escape the intangible voice. I had batteries and another flashlight in my pack, but there was no way I was going to halt my flight. For the time being I was at the mercy of the illuminations carried by my comrades. I wish we would have taken the incredibly bright spotlight carried by Teri’s dead boyfriend.    

“Run if you wish; I have all eternity to wait,” the disembodied voice rasped hauntingly.    

Unless there was another exit from this monstrously huge chamber, the voice was undoubtedly telling the truth. The capstone obstructing the stairwell leading to this hellish place was there for an unfathomable period of time. If that was the only way in, this malign presence could have been down here for centuries. It then occurred to me that it may have fed off the others, drinking in their very life force.    

I did not know how to say how much longer we ran. Being as terrified as I was, time no longer seem to have any meaning. No matter how fast we ran, no matter how far we went, the horrid voice stuck with us. We all resigned to the fact that, whatever our stalker was, we were never going to escape it. The one time we did reach the vicinity of the exit, the maze began to screech deafeningly as it again change configuration. If our concealed stalker was in control of this deep tomb, we were only going to exit if it allowed us to.    

“What do you want from us?” I yelled with exasperation.    

“Corpo Seco only wants to share the wonders of the universe,” the stalker said with an air of condemnation.    

Corpo Seco, I knew the translation for the first part of that name. Corpo had to be the root for the word corpse. I shuddered at the thought of what the words meant together. It was absolutely ignorant of us to venture into the wilderness without knowing anything of the history, anything of the folklore, or any of the mythology of the jungle. We did not even know where we were going. Had we any knowledge of this place, we may have known about this Corpo Seco.    

“Why? Why kill my wife to be and offer me knowledge,” Adam shouted in hate and anguish. “Why!”    

“All things are known here,” the unseen entity called Corpo Seco explained. “Even the secrets of life and death. You can save those you love.”    

We were all reticent and stricken with a cold paralysis. Could it be that we could bring the dead back to life? Momentarily I entertain the notion that Corpo Seco turned our friends to dried corpses simply so it could teach us how to revive them. That may be the only way it thought it could bless us with the ability to resurrect them.    

“You’ll show us how to resurrect our friends?” my girlfriend asked in hopeful desperation.    

“Corpo Seco will teach you to do that and much-much more.”    

If this Corpo Seco did want to help us, to teach us, the concept did not ease the fright that numbed my body. The sensation of the malicious presence did not change with this revelation. Despite all logic and reason, I believed the entity told us the truth. It could help us return our friends to life. Corpo Seco could teach us the knowledge contained in these books, but its reasons were not benevolent. Corpo Seco’s offer was driven by evil.    

What choice did we have? We could run around this maze until judgment day so long as it continued to reconfigure. Death would come to us much sooner because we would soon run out of food and water. This Corpo Seco could bring the dead back to this world, surviving with its cooperation we might live indefinitely.    

Rusty brown smoke and dust rose up and swirled, retreating deeper into the aisle. It was impossible to tell if the putrid sulfuric smoke coalesced into a body or if Corpo Seco simply walk through it. Either way, I had my eyes fixed on the abomination that stood before us. It was not human, but it looked like it was perhaps from an earlier period in human evolution.    

Now, Corpo Seco was no more than dry leathery flesh stretched between yellow bones. Its muscle tissue connected to the bone by moldy green tendons. The condition of this thing was much worse than that of our murdered friends. Scraps of what ages ago were probably clothing hung from the scabby, leathery skin. I found myself face-to-face with a horror I could never imagine.     

The worst of all was his eyes. The dusty orbs were devoid of surrounding flesh. The corneas were dry and concave. Its pupils were cloudy and white with small pinpoints of a sickly pale light coming from within.    

I wanted to scream. I wanted to run and most of all I wanted to vomit. I thought the fear I felt before was the worst in this world had to offer, but that was minuscule when held against the inhuman terror I experience now. No words could describe it. It was like I was staring into the very eyes of the devil himself.    

“You accept Corpo Seco’s offer,” it said, each word releasing a puff of mold and dust from its rotted mouth.    

“I will get my fiancée back?” Adam asked, seriously considering the thing’s offer. I believed I would have preferred death. Before I could object, Adam already accepted its offer. The blasphemous creature grinned, exposing what few rotting teeth remained in its mouth. With a wave of its hand, the bookshelves begin the shift.    

Again, the warehouse filled with the sound of a thousand screeching cargo trains. I cupped my hand so tightly over my ears, my left eardrum burst. I never could say for certain if it ruptured due to the pressure I applied or from the sheer volume of the noise. Chill bumps covered my body as the vibrations stung my skin.    

When the piercing screech again came to an end, the bookshelves were realigned into straight rows. This time the walls of metal tomes terminated at the ends. An open passageway led directly to the center of the unholy library. Corpo Seco led and we followed.    

“Long before history, the mother of gold descended from the sky,” the undead thing explained.    

“Corpo Seco’s people labored themselves to death as slaves in her mines. Corpo Seco revered the mother of gold and forced his people to give up offerings to her.”    

Dust puffed out of the rotting thing’s mouth with each word. It paused in its narration to stop and cough. The air filled with such vast amounts of dust and grime; it began causing us all to gag. In a futile effort, we tried to wave the filthy air away from our own faces, fanning it with our hands. Our host resumed his walk, and we followed.    

“As payment for his unyielding loyalty, the mother of gold printed these volumes of knowledge and gave Corpo Seco immortality. Corpo Seco was given all of time to study and learn. Now there is no more for Corpo Seco to study, no more for Corpo Seco to know.”    

With the end of that statement, the creature made a sharp right turn. I was sure the exit was somewhere to my left. He led us halfway down the aisle and removed one of the three-foot-tall books from the shelf. Corpo Seco lifted the tome like it was no more than a notebook. Placing the metallic tome on the stone floor, the horror opened the book and began to read. With its dusty voice, the creature read aloud a few words. Making us all repeat the words, Corpo Seco would enunciate them again. This pattern continued until all four of us could say the words properly. Once we spoke the words in unison, the living cadaver progressed to the next phrase.    

This went on countless hours. We did not grow sleepy, hungry, or thirsty. From the front cover to the back, Corpo Seco had us recite the words until they were annunciated perfectly. Progression was incredibly slow and the tome incredibly long. I had no doubt we spent two days if we spent six seconds chanting the words.    

Corpo Seco slammed the platinum back cover of the tome. Immediately two screams echoed through the ordered library. One of the cries of terror belonged to a male and the other to a female. Recognizing the voices, Adam and Teri ran to the ones they loved.    

Their return to life frightened me more than their deaths. My girlfriend and I gripped each other tightly, afraid of being torn apart. Thirty minutes passed as the two of us stood alone with the walking corpse. It took no breaths and exhaled only to speak. We sat there absolutely still until the others returned.    

Adam and His friend returned with their significant others. Both of our recently deceased companions appeared to be as healthy now as when we entered the buried pyramid to begin with. Adam and Teri were elated to have their lovers back. The two recently deceased were elated to be alive, but my girlfriend and I were about to cross the threshold from fear into insanity.    

I insisted that we leave immediately. Corpo Seco offered no dissenting words. It even offered to lead us directly back to the stairwell that was our exit to this subterranean nightmare. My girlfriend and I gave it no second thoughts; we wanted out of this place immediately. I was dumbstruck to see the other four pondering the ghastly choices. 

Eventually the others came to their senses and realized they did not want to spend eternity locked away in this library regardless of the knowledge we could obtain. It was not worth whatever this thing wanted from us to learn what this place could teach us. Since performing the ritual with Corpo Seco to bring back our friends, we had no need for food, water, or rest. Something was already affecting us for that to be possible. If we did not get out immediately, I knew we would never leave.    

We came to a consensus so without question or argument, Corpo Seco led us to the exit we never thought we would see again. I ran up the massive spiral stairs until I reached the top, never letting go of the hand of my girlfriend. I never turned to see if the others were following, but I could hear their footfalls and panting breaths.    

I stuck my head back into the freshness of the jungle air. The warmth of the sun was never so soothing. I rolled out and pulled my girlfriend up with me. The others were ascending the rope in turn. Adams fiancé just cleared the opening when we noticed.    

There must have been twenty or thirty men, all locals, all wielding weapons. I tried to shield the two women with my own body, but we were fully encircled by the men.    

“We can’t let you leave now,” came a familiar voice. I turned my head to see Reyes. He appeared to be the leader of this lynch mob. I could not formulate anything audible to say but Adam climbed out of the whole. He must’ve heard our renegade guide.    

“The hell you can’t,” Adam demanded.” We are leaving and going home.”    

The sounds of guns cocking, the shells entering the chambers drowned out everything else for a moment. Several of the men had bows and arrows trained on us. Adam was determined that these men were not going to send us back into that black abyss. Positioning himself in front of his fiancée, Adam attempted to take one step down the pyramid. That was as far as he made it.    

Whizzing through the air too fast to see, and arrow sank deep into the side of his voice box. A second later a shotgun rang out, the blast forcing Adam into the hole. Falling 25 feet, I heard him hit the floor with an audible thud.    

“Please, you don’t know what’s in there. I beg of you, let us go,” I pled with demand.    

“We know what is in there,” another man said.” That is why we cannot let you go.”    

The women were crying, and now I realized we were doomed the minute we set foot in this ancient structure. We were changing; I could feel it. I began to wheeze, then I caught a bullet in the right shoulder. The force caused me to twist to the right, and I also fell down the chute. Stunned from the fall, I was unable to do anything as the girls were forced to climb back down the rope into this ancient tomb. 

“If your infection spreads,” a voice called into the whole,” Sinaa will cleanse the world again and wash away the evil again.”    

That was the last we would ever see the surface world. The capstone we remove was returned to its original place.    

The others carried Adam and I back to the library as fast as possible. Even before we cleared the exit, they were calling out to Corpo Seco. The creature was upon us in no time. The four pled to him to save Adam and me. I did not like the grin spread across its dry cracked lips.    

“They are already saved,” it said to us.” I assure you they will not die.” Corpo Seco broke the head off of the arrow protruding from Adam’s throat, sliding the shaft out by the feathery in. It withdrew a long thin spike from I know not where. Stabbing it into the back of my shoulder, the living cadaver pushed the bullet out from the other side. It obviously took pleasure in my pain.    

Corpo Seco began to walk away. Dust spewed from his mouth as he said,” I guarantee your friends will live.”    

It laughed, gagged, and said.” You will live with me until Judgment Day. You are immortal. Death will never take you, but your pain, your pain, it will never end.”

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Ran for Safety

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Two agonizing weeks ago the second anniversary of the tragic loss of my loving husband passed, and I was struggling to do my best to maintain my composure around our two small children. My husband was only twenty-four years old, and I was only twenty-three when a man driving home from the bar drunk drove over the curb and ran down the man I loved as he was walking home from the store. I blamed myself every day for that accident, because it was me who asked him to go out that night to get me some ice cream and some salt and vinegar potato chips.  

I was almost eight months pregnant at the time and was experiencing strong cravings for chocolate and salt. My husband, being the loving and supportive man he was, did not hesitate to walk to the convenience store a few blocks away to get me what I wanted. Had I not sent him out so late that night to get junk food to fulfill my cravings, he would still be alive today.  

Slightly more than two years passed since I lost the man I loved so dearly. Our daughter, who never got to see her father’s face in person, was turning two in another month, and our son turned four years old a few months ago. Taking care of them on my own while trying to support us all financially turned out to be more than I could handle, so slightly less than a year after my husband’s passing, my children and I moved in with my mother.  

Only having one year left to finish my college degree, living with my mother and having her help me with my children, I was able to get back into class and complete my college education. Several weeks before graduation, I began sending resumes to every position for which I felt I had enough qualifications to afford me a good chance at getting the potential job. I graduated the same week my son turned four, and nearly two months passed before I finally received a call to set up a job interview. The only problem was it was almost an eight-hour drive from here.  

I was happy when the person from human resources who called said they would be willing to set up a video chat interview with me. That was such a relief, because I did not want to have to make that eight-hour drive to do my interview, and then turn around and drive back home again. I could not afford to get a hotel room, so I had no choice but to make the round trip if I were to have to go there for this meeting. If I got the job I would obviously have to move there, but until then I did not want to make such a long trip on my own.  

Dressing up in my nicest pantsuit, I sat down in front of the computer four days later ready for my interview. Although I anticipated the interview being a total disaster, it went surprisingly well. The man who interviewed me was the head of personnel for the hospital in a small town, or at least it was a small town compared to where we lived in the city. He was quite impressed with my education, at which I did exceedingly well, but was a bit disappointed with my lack of experience.  

By the time the hour-long interview was completed, the man offered me the job. This was not something I expected at all. I was sure it would be at least a week or two before I heard anything back on whether I got the job or not. They needed someone who could start within the week, and although I did not talk with my mother about it yet, I proceeded under the assumption that she would not mind watching her grandchildren for a short time as I went to secure a place to live. Trying not to show quite how excited I truly was, I told the man that I was happy to accept the job and would begin making arrangements immediately.  

While the pay for this new position was very good and would take care of me and my children very well, I was not given a housing allowance. I would have to go up there with what little I could muster together and find a small apartment or perhaps a motel room I could rent at a weekly rate. It was probably going to take me a minimum of a couple of months before I was able to get a large apartment or house large enough to bring my children back with me.  

The drive was quite mundane for the first hour after leaving home, but eventually I left the city and suburbs behind and entered the dense, green forests. It was nice being surrounded by nature rather than concrete, asphalt and endless rows of buildings. The vibrant greens of the treetops and the foliage lining the highway were a nice break from the ugliness the city had to offer. It being late spring, I saw large, scattered patches of wildflowers that added to the beauty of the drive.  

I was nearly an hour from my destination when I peaked a slight hill and could see the snowcapped mountains far in the distance. I could not believe this was going to be the view I had from the town in which I would be living. Never in my life did I ever expect to live in a rural area with such a spectacular view as this. There was no doubt in my mind that my children were going to love it out here.  

By the time I reached the small town in which I would now live and work, the towering mountains did not seem to grow much at all. Although we would have such an amazing view, we were still probably at least a two-hour drive to the foothills and another hour to the mountains. Regardless, it was going to be nice to be surrounded by trees instead of block after block of homes and businesses. 

My husband would have loved it here. He was an avid outdoorsman and loved to take trips away from the city, somewhere we could enjoy the peace and beauty nature had to offer. I began to cry at this thought, but I smiled at how proud my husband would be of me at this very moment. No matter how much time passed, I believed deep down he would always be with me. 

As I entered the small town, I could not help but chuckle when I saw the sign displaying the name of the town and the population. Less than eight thousand people called this small place home, although I was sure there was a fairly large population in the county surrounding it. I saw several ranches on my way into town, so I imagined there was a large agricultural community.  

The homes in town were better than I anticipated, and the residents appeared to take good care of the lawns. The first thing I did once I got to town was to find the hospital. I still did not begin working for another week, but I wanted to go ahead and make it the central point as I learned where everything else was.  

The hospital was larger than I expected for a community this size, but it was the only real hospital in a five-county area. A lot of people probably relied on this one facility for most of the medical care dispensed in the region, and that was more than likely why they needed someone who could start immediately. Staffing shortages were something they could not allow, being so far from any large urban center. There were probably county clinics available for regular doctor’s visits and such, but this was the only place where people could receive urgent care.  

Once I oriented myself with my new place of employment, I drove back to the main road to locate a motel where I could stay for the night. I rented the room for a weekly rate at one of the four motels in town. It was fortunate that I got such a great discount, because as it turned out I only needed to stay there for three days. I thought it would take me much longer to find an apartment, but the process took much less time than I thought.  

I found a small but nice one bedroom apartment only six residential blocks away from the hospital. Normally I would have to pass a credit check before I could secure a place to live, but after checking my employment status with the hospital, the manager of the apartment complex called me to tell me I was approved to move in the next day. This would give me two days to get moved in before I began working, but it was not like I had much to move. I had nothing more than what I could carry in my van.  

When I got to work, I found everyone to be very friendly and inviting. Once word got around that my apartment was furniture free with the exception of some lawn chairs, a couple of end tables and an air mattress, some of the other employees got together and collected some things for me. On my third day of work, a gentleman who worked in the labs by the name of Roger showed up at the end of my workday with a truckload of furniture. He and five others from the hospital drove me home and helped me carry everything up to my second story apartment.  

I could not thank them enough for everything they did to welcome me to their community. The furniture did not match, and some of it was a bit old, but now I was not going to have to start with nothing. Now I would be able to focus the money I would spend getting the basic furnishings for this apartment on securing a larger apartment, or perhaps even a house, so I could return to my mother’s to retrieve my children.  

Even though I was only separated from my little ones for a week, it was absolutely tearing me up inside to be apart from them. I was used to waking them up in the morning and putting them down for bed every night. My life felt completely hollow as I slept all alone in this small apartment, but I knew it was not going to be forever. I called them every day, but my daughter was still not talking much yet. Still, I hated having the six-hour drive in between us.  

A few days later, I was late getting to lunch, and by the time I got there the cafeteria was almost empty. I got my tray and then scanned the dining area for anyone with whom I was already familiar. To my relief I saw Roger sitting by himself. He was the one who collected and drove all that furniture to my apartment before he even met me. I guess Roger noticed me standing there, because his countenance went from somber to welcoming as he waved to me. I smiled and made my way over to his table to join him.  

He only sat down to eat a few minutes before I arrived, so we had nearly an hour to chat. Roger came from a ranching family, and his father worked hard to put him through college. I knew he worked in the lab, but I did not realize he had a master’s degree in biochemistry. He was one of two people who oversaw all laboratory functions for the hospital and reported directly to the hospital administrator.  

That really impressed me as I thought he was a lab tech or some other position a bit further down the ladder. I could not believe one of the hospital administrators took his day to collect all that furniture then help carry it up to my apartment.  He even stayed behind with a nice couple from payroll to help me get my new things arranged. I was not used to people in a position so far above mine being so generous to people not at their social standing.  

For three days I did not see Roger again, and eventually I found out why. He always made sure that the rest of his staff had time for lunch before taking his own lunch break. He sounded like a very giving person, and I counted it as one of my blessings that Roger came into my life when he did.  

I took my next two lunch breaks late so I would better my chances of running into Roger. To my joy, I found him sitting alone at a table both times. We would sit and chat as we ate our meals. He told me all about the town and the surrounding area. I was shocked to learn about the frontier history of the surrounding territory and how many pivotal moments happened in this very region.  

I gave Roger some of the details of my current situation and of the loss of my husband. He was very sympathetic towards me as he could see I was still a young woman to be a widow with two children. Roger explained to me how he had a cabin in the mountains that my children and I might enjoy. If I ever wanted to use it, all I had to do was let him know.  

He started to offer me other forms of assistance, but he backed off when he could see how uncomfortable it was making me. It was nothing against Roger. I know he was only trying to make someone’s difficult time a little less difficult, but I never had a man offering to be so helpful to me since my husband died. I think he at least had a sense of what I was feeling, and he turned the topic to other matters.  

Several weeks later, when I received my second semi-monthly paycheck, I found the amount to be much greater than that of my first check. Sure, it was some sort of mistake, I looked at the check stub and saw an amount nearly equal to that of a month’s pay. It was listed on my check stub as a sign on bonus. I never discussed any sign on bonus with the man who interviewed me and no one above me in my department ever said anything about it.  

This was enough money for me to go ahead and move, which meant I could bring my children up a month sooner than I thought I would. It seemed like this bonus had to be some sort of mistake, but I did not want to rock the boat just in case it was. It was perfectly reasonable for me to accept the idea this was a bonus about which my interviewer simply forgot to mention. In addition to that, I thought the bonus may be because of the distance I had to move to take the job, and I did not want to make employees who lived locally their whole life feel like they were being short changed.  

It did not take me looking for a new place long at all before I found a house that would be perfect for my children and me. The house was only one story, so I did not have to worry about my small children falling down any stairs. The house had three bedrooms and two baths and an open garage. The square footage was almost that of my mother’s rather large home, and I was going to be paying less than a hundred dollars than my last apartment in the city.  

I was not sure who organized it, but Roger and seven others showed up on the morning of my move to help. I felt like any thanks I gave them would be inadequate. I knew a couple of people were coming to assist me in getting everything moved from my apartment to my house, so I was beside myself when eight people showed up. Some of them left around midday, but others came by and provided what help they could. In all a total of twelve people from work and their spouses donated their time to helping me move. By the time the day was done, everything was moved and most of the boxes were unpacked. Now it was time to take the weekend to get my children and bring them to once again live with me.  

The next day, while we were having lunch, Roger asked me if I would like to have dinner or go to a movie with him. There was not a whole lot else to do in town aside from outdoor activities. I told Roger I would like that, but I made it clear as politely as I could that I was not looking for a romantic relationship at the time. Roger told me he was fine with that, and he was happy just being good friends with me.  

Instead of going to dinner or a movie, Roger and I went bowling instead. This was the one indoor activity in the town that allowed people to be active and even a bit loud and rowdy. Not since my husband passed away had I have anything to drink, but during our second game, I allowed myself to order a beer. My system was so unused to alcohol anymore, that one beer had me tipsy and giggling.  

With my coordination impaired, I began to throw a lot less strikes and a lot more gutter balls. Roger stopped me after my second beer because I was beginning to stumble and fall at that point. We were not even finished with our third game when Roger decided he was ready to take me home. My car was there too, but Roger told me not to worry about that. He would find someone to drive his truck while he went to pick my car back up for me.  

Honestly, there was no way for me to be sure how much I embarrassed myself or Roger as I could not remember much that happened after that first beer. All I knew was that I woke up in my bed still wearing the clothes I had on from last night. It looked like Roger helped me into the house and being an honest man, laid me in bed with my clothes on. I was actually very relieved to see that I was not in my pajamas, or even more disturbing, totally naked.  

After turning on the coffee pot, I walked to the front of the house. Even before I got to the window, I could see the keys to my car were sitting on the small oval table next to the door, and once I reached the window, I could see my car was indeed parked in the driveway in front of my house. Roger truly seemed to be a man of his word. I did not know who he got to drive his truck back here for him as he drove my car, but I would like to find out so I could thank them.  

I only had this one last day to work before I went to pick up my precious little babies, and it did not help that I was slightly hung over. I did not feel like I was drug through the mud and hung up wet, but I did feel less than one hundred percent. That was alright though, because tomorrow morning I would make that long drive back to the city to bring my children home with me where they belonged.  

My mother was waiting with my little miracles at the door when I pulled into the driveway. My daughter screamed and hit a pitch that was probably almost outside the range of human hearing and hobbled toward me as fast as she could. My son was not quite so excited to see me, and it broke my heart to see him looking at me the way that he was.  

It was not until later, when I had time to sit down and talk to my mother, that I understood why my son was so upset with me. She told me my son thought I was never coming back to get them because he thought I did not want them anymore. It tore at my heart to hear her say this, and to find out my son felt like he lost his father only to be abandoned by his mother. He would ask her daily how many days it was since I moved away. I guess he was going to have to get over his anger before he could be excited.  

The next morning, I was awake shortly after the sun rose. I was sipping coffee and chatting with my mom when my son came out of his bedroom. He stumbled a bit as he wiped the sleepiness from his eyes, and when he looked at me his face lit up like the sun. Giggling in joy, my son ran up to me and put his arms around my legs.  

My heart melted and tears of joy ran from my eyes. I was afraid it was going to be a drawn-out process as my son got over the anger of feeling abandoned, but it did not take him long at all to be happy to see me. We hugged for a full minute or two before I asked him what he would like for breakfast. I was glad to find out my mother cooked them breakfast every morning instead of feeding them sugary cereals.  

Roger and I did not have any more one on one “friend” dates, but we did still hang around with others as a group. There were a lot of people my age working at the hospital, and I did not think Roger could be any more than five or six years older than me at most. Although the little town did not have much of a nightlife, there were six bars not counting the one in the bowling alley. On the weekends there was always some sort of event, festival, or celebration happening in one or more of the town’s parks, so there was always something to do to keep active.  

I learned a lot of new games of which I was previously unaware such as washers and corn-hole. I really enjoyed the community activities, and I was elated to see how well my children were getting along with other kids their ages. I was glad they were able to make some friends before I put them into daycare the next week. The hospital provided free daycare services for employees, so my little ones would play with the same children all the time.  

Four weekends later I took my children with me to the Founder’s Day celebration which was happening in multiple parks throughout the day. Fliers mailed to every residence in town detailed which events were going on at which park, so I spent most of the morning and early afternoon taking my children to events I knew they would enjoy.  

After we sat down and had something for lunch, I allowed myself one beer while I still had a full stomach. My plan initially was to nurse the beer for an hour, but due to the hot weather I had to drink it fast, so it did not go flat on me. I got a bit tipsy, but not like my bowling night with Roger. That was alright though, I had plenty of time before I would have to drive. I would long be sober by the time I had to drive me and my children home.  

One of the mothers from work had three children around the same age as mine, so she and her husband took them for me for a little while so I could play some games and socialize without someone yelling “mom” at me every few minutes. I decided to put my name in for a game of horseshoes. We had a horseshoe pit in the small park near our house back in the city some of my neighbors and I used to use quite frequently. Some of the other games looked fun, but I had no experience with those.  

Since I was by myself, I ended up being paired with a nice young man by the name of Jeremey. We met a few times before, but we never exchanged more than polite greetings and bland pleasantries. This was the first time we actually had time to talk and get to know each other a little. Jeremy worked in triage in the emergency room, which is a job I did not think I could do. It was a bit ironic that blood made me queasy with me working in a hospital, but that was why I worked in administration. The worst injury I would normally see was a paper cut.  

I decided to have a second beer as I felt the first one wearing off. Jeremy and I made it through the first round of the competition and were about to begin the second round. If we qualified in this round, we went to the finals. I did not know when I entered this competition, but this was one the locals took very seriously. A trophy was given on the last day of the celebration to the winning team.  

Once I realized how important this contest was, I decided not to finish my beer so I could keep my wits and coordination about me. This was a game with which I had a lot of practice, and it was very possible Jeremy and I could win this. I was having a lot of fun, and I was enjoying getting to know Jeremy. Like me, he moved from a much larger population center to come to work for the hospital. Although I really wanted to ask if he got a sign-on bonus like I did, I decided that was probably not a very good idea. He did come on two years before me, and the bonus may not have been offered at that time.  

Jeremy and I made it through the eliminations for the second round and moved on to the finals. I could not believe, with all the ranchers in this region, that a city girl like me made it as far as I did in what is typically thought of as a rural activity. We were halfway through the third round when Jeremy mentioned the possibility of the two of us doing something sometime. As with Roger, I politely explained to him that I would love to do some friend activities with him, but I still was not ready to move on romantically since the loss of my husband.  

I was relieved when Jeremy told me he understood; I needed more time to get over my husband’s passing. We continued on and made it through the third round, ranking second place out of the remaining eight teams. The final round was not to take place until tomorrow which was the last day of the Founder’s Day celebration, and I really needed to get my children back.  

I felt bad for being in this game while someone else was basically stuck watching my children for me, but she said she did not mind at all. She, along with some other mothers, took all the children to the playground area. My son ran and played, climbed on the monkey bars, and overall ran himself into exhaustion. By the time we got home, both he and my daughter were sound asleep in their car seats.  

It felt good to walk into the lobby of the hospital the next Monday to see the trophy Jeremy and I won being prominently displayed in a large glass case. I did not realize how seriously the residents of this small town took this horseshoe competition, and I was definitely not expecting to see it on display at the hospital. It was not until later I discovered most trophies not related to the junior high or high school were placed on display in various cases in the smaller hospital lobbies.  

Jeremy could not take his lunch break to coincide with mine, so I continued to sit with Roger as I always seemed to get to my lunch break late every day. Three workdays passed before I saw Jeremy again. I jokingly asked him if he was trying to avoid me, but instead of chuckling immediately, he paused for a few seconds before reacting. It was possible I read too much into the situation, but his reaction confirmed for me that he was indeed trying to avoid seeing me.  

Everything seemed fine Sunday when he and I won the horseshoe trophy, and I did not pick up any signs that he no longer wanted my company. He gave me a hug after I threw the winning ringer before quickly pulling back and apologizing for being so forward. I told him it was fine; we were celebrating our win. I was laughing and we were having fun, so I could not comprehend what had him acting this way.  

One week later the texts began. Jeremy began to text me, once a day at first but more frequently as the days passed, telling me how he would like to have more than just a friendship with me. He said he wanted to take care of me and my children. I found these texts very disturbing as we only knew each other for slightly over seven days. He seemed to be acting like he was in love with me, and he had a whole life planned for us in his head.  

I did not see Jeremy that entire week or the week after that, but I was not trying to run into him intentionally. I basically avoided any of the areas he was likely to be unless I had no other choice. The texts continued, so I finally blocked the number to prevent any more of his texts from coming through.  

The next Monday, when I took my children to the on-site daycare, I made sure to speak with the ladies there and tell them not to let anyone but me pick up my children. They assured me no one would get my children but me, and I could tell they felt a sense of concern when I made this request, but they did not push me for any additional details. For the next three mornings, the caring ladies in the daycare made sure to ask me if everything was alright when I dropped off my little ones each morning. I did not want to tell anyone what was happening because it involved another hospital employee.  

On the fourth day – I still had not seen Jeremy yet – I began to let down my guard as I thought blocking Jeremy’s phone stopped the problem. It was getting close to the end of my shift when my phone began to vibrate in my purse. My heart skipped a beat as I thought of who it might be. It only buzzed twice in quick succession, so I knew it was a text message. Anyone who needed to contact me about my children would either call my cell phone or even more likely call me on the work phone.  

With butterflies stirring in my stomach, I reached down into my purse and withdrew my phone. I paused for several seconds before I unlocked the home screen and checked the message. I could tell by the tone of the text that it was from Jeremy, and what he said gave me the chills. He described me only half an hour ago going to the coffee maker. He even went into detail of how many packets of cream and sugar I used.  

I began crying, grabbed my purse and headed straight to the lady’s room. When I burst through the door connecting the office room to the hallway, I nearly knocked Roger to the ground. He began picking up the papers that were in his hands a few seconds ago but stopped almost immediately when he noticed how upset I was. He dropped the few papers he did pick up and gently placed his fingers on the side of my shoulders.  

“What’s going on?” he asked me with clear concern. “Are you okay? Th-the kids are okay right?” That last part he said with a bit more urgency.  

I quickly told him my children were fine. He gave me a minute to compose myself, and then I finally broke down and told him what was going on for the last few weeks. Roger looked at me like he did not believe what I told him, or perhaps he was a bit confused about the entire situation, but he listened to me until I was finished.  

At that point he did get down and pick up the papers I knocked from his hands. I saw someone coming down the hallway, so I helped him get them all picked up, even if they were all probably in the wrong order. Once the nurse passed by, Roger told me to come with him down to his office. I had to go back to turn off my computer and do a few things, but it was at the end of my workday. I did what I needed to do and then returned to the hallway where Roger was still waiting.  

He walked one step behind and one step to the side of me like a protective father as we made our way to his shockingly large office. Roger told me to have a seat, got behind his desk, and began doing something on the computer. After a minute or two of looking around, something of a scowl crossed Roger’s forehead as he seemed to be trying to understand something.  

“What is it?” I finally asked.  

Roger informed me that Jeremy stopped showing up for his shifts more than two weeks ago. That did not make sense because he knew exactly what I was doing less than an hour ago. Although Roger admitted he did not know much about the computer system, it was his thought that Jeremy might be patching into the security system somehow.  

He planned on having the tech-support office check into the possible problem, but I did not want this to get out to become town gossip. Despite this, Roger said he had to check into the issue. He would keep my name out of it as best he could, but if someone was hacking into the hospital’s computer network, it could pose a very serious security threat. He had an obligation to investigate it.  

At this point, I was afraid of going home. Jeremey knew where I worked, what I was doing when I was there, and I was terrified he would be watching me at home as well. When I told Roger of my concerns, he rubbed his chin thoughtfully as he tried to help me come up with a reasonable solution. Eventually, he gave his shoulders a slight shrug and told me that the kids and I could come stay with him until we were somehow able to put an end to this.  

I thanked him for the offer, but I told Roger I could not put him out like that. He then suggested I at least let him stay over at my house for the next few nights at least to make sure no one was going to try to get inside. I informed him that I did not have a room or a bed where he could sleep, but he told me sleeping on the sofa would be fine since it would only be for a few days.  

Roger said he would need to go home and pack an overnight bag, but he did not want me going home alone. I told him I could take my children for dinner before we headed home. Roger agreed this would probably be a good idea and told me he would meet me there as soon as he got the things he would need for the next couple of days.  

We were almost finished with our meals when Roger showed up to the diner to meet me. After helping me get my little ones in their car seats, he followed me to my house. When I pulled into my driveway, I was quite perplexed to see Roger continue on to the end of the block and make a right turn. I waited for a few minutes for him to return, and I was just about to climb out of my car and get my kids when Roger pulled up in front of my house. He wanted to circle around to look and see if he happened to see Jeremy or his car anywhere around.  

Roger stayed with me and my children for three days without any further incidents. It made me feel good to see how well he got along with my son, and my daughter absolutely adored him. I told Roger he did not have to continue staying with us, protecting us. There were heavy locks on all the doors, and I kept a small revolver in my bedstand. I felt confident Jeremy would not try to force his way into or otherwise invade my home, and if he did, I was ready to protect my family. Initially he protested, but Roger understood he could not stay here forever.  

That night and the next day passed without any incident, but that night as I was tucking my son in bed, I could hear my phone’s muffled ringing coming from where I had it stashed in my purse. I thought it might be Roger or someone else I knew from work, so I quickly kissed my son on the forehead and ran to get my phone before it stopped ringing. It was not a number I recognized, but I answered it anyway.  

When I answered, no one replied. I could, although, hear someone grunting, almost growling on the other end. I knew immediately who it had to be. My initial response was to yell at Jeremy to leave me alone, but I did not want to upset my children. Instead, I told him quietly but very firmly that he better leave me alone or I would have him arrested. He stopped the growling and began clacking his teeth together like he either was insane or he wanted me to think he was insane. Either way it was working.  

What probably disturbed me the most about this incident was that Roger was here for three nights and nothing happened. The day after Roger went home, the harassment began once again. That meant Jeremy was keeping an eye on my house, and he knew that Roger was no longer here. He was probably studying me, getting to know my daily routine. It would not be hard. I got my kids ready, took them to daycare, went to work, and basically started it all over the next day.  

Initially I was going to call Roger to come back to my house, but I decided against that. Instead, I made sure all the windows and doors were securely locked, and all the blinds and curtains were drawn. I turned on the light in the living room, but I took my pillows and blankets into the hallway and slept on the floor in between the doorways to my children’s bedrooms. I kept my revolver with me, but I put it in my purse, snapped it shut and put it under the blanket with me.  

When I saw Roger the next day at work, I explained to him what happened the previous night. At that point he strongly urged me to get a dog to help protect my house and family. Although I was previously apprehensive about getting a dog, my son asked me multiple times for one since his father passed away. I guess Roger was right, but I really had no idea where to get a dog other than from the rescue shelter. That would be as good a place as any to look.  

I did not see Roger for lunch, but I still did not have to sit alone. I sat with some friends I made in other departments. Hopefully I did not seem overtly paranoid, but I kept an eye on the rest of the cafeteria to make sure I did not see Jeremy anywhere, watching me in secret. If anyone did notice, no one said anything. That was a relief to me because I did not want to have to explain the situation to them. It was hard enough to tell Roger. I was the outsider in this situation, and I was absolutely terrified if anyone found out, they would say it was my fault.  

I took some personal time and made it a half-day. The shelter closed at 5 p.m., and I could not get there if I worked a full day. Roger caught me in the lobby as my children and I were leaving to inform me he ordered a home surveillance system for me and the people should be there to install it by the end of the day. I told him I could not afford something so expensive, but he told me not to worry about it. He was having the hospital pay for it. When I tried to object, he told me he could always justify it because the person stalking me was also the person who hacked into the hospital’s security cameras. I still did not feel comfortable with this, but Roger told me it was only a loan. Whenever the threat was over, I could return the system to the hospital.  

My son was beside himself when I told him where we were going and what we were going to do. My daughter giggled and clapped her hands some, but I thought my son was going to burst out of his car seat. He was that excited.  

As the attendant brought us through to look at what dogs they had up for adoption, my son wanted to run the length of the corridor. I had to keep a hold of his hand to prevent him from wandering off. He finally stopped at one cage and began to hop in anticipation. Frantically he begged me to get one of two the dogs inside, both German shepherds. When I found out one was eight years old, and the other was her two-year-old puppy, I did not have the heart to take one of them and not the other. Before the day was done, we were driving home with two large dogs.  

I was not able to stop to pick up any supplies for the animals we just adopted into our family. As much as I did not want to, I called Roger and asked him if he could pick me up some dog food and some dishes for them. Luckily, I caught him before he left the office. Roger told me he already planned to come by in a few hours to make sure the surveillance cameras were delivered and set up properly. Stopping at the grocery store for a few things would only take ten more minutes of his time.  

We were not home even an hour before there was a knock at my front door. Initially my reaction was to think it was Jeremy trying to break in, but then there was a second knock and a call from the other side of the door. It was the technicians here to set up the cameras in and around my house.  

The men were very good at what they did, pinpointing the places around my house they would need to place cameras in order to watch every door and window. They also set up several cameras inside my house, even showing me how I could move them around to other places in the house if I so chose. They were only at my house for a little more than an hour, and I could see every inch of my property from the outside from the monitor of my home computer.  

Now with two large dogs in the house and the ability to monitor everything surrounding my home, I felt much safer from the man who relentlessly stalked me for months now. Not ten minutes after the technicians left my home, Roger arrived with a huge bag of dog food, two food bowls and two water dishes. He also bought two collars and two leashes as he was not sure if I had any or not. I thanked him so much for helping me with this. It was hard to get things done when I had my children to take everywhere with me.  

I told my son he could name the boy dog, and my daughter could name the girl dog. That was how we ended up with the names Bup for the puppy and Nonnie for the older dog. Bup and Nonnie took well to Roger, which kind of made me worry they would be too friendly to any intruder that may enter my home. I was sure once they got used to me and my children, their protective instincts would kick in.  

I showed Roger how all the cameras around the house all displayed their feed on my desktop computer. I could zoom in on one or watch all of them at once, and an external hard drive stored the videos so it would not fill the storage on my own computer. He was pleased with the workmanship of the surveillance system as I was, because now I could watch outside of the house without even having to crack the curtains. As they were, the cameras only allowed me a slight glance at the surrounding properties, but I could see everything on my own property.  

Roger would not let me pay him back for the dog food and dishes initially, but I insisted he allow me to reimburse him. As he began to leave, Roger told me to call him if I needed to, but I was rather confident we were safe inside the house with the camera system and our two new family members. I did still plan to add a few extra locks to the front and back doors, but I was not sure what else I could do to protect the windows outside of planting holly bushes outside.  

The next day I got in contact with the man who actually owned the property I was renting and informed him of the situation. Mainly I wanted to let him know about the surveillance system mounted around the house. When I told him this, he informed me he planned on putting up a wooden privacy fence around the back yard and the sides of the front yard, so he told me he would get it done as soon as he could. After informing him of my intent to plant the holly bushes, he told me he would pay me back for the costs if I took care of the planting.  

My phone number was much easier to change than I anticipated, and I had it done in less than ten minutes. When I got back to work the next day, I would have to make sure I changed my number with them. There were a few more people I would have to inform such as my landlord, but that would not take me very long at all. With my new number, I received no texts or phone calls for the entire night. With the new security system and the addition of the two German shepherds to the household, I got the first good night’s sleep I had in more than a month.  

Nearly a week passed without any further incidents, and I began to believe Jeremy was finally going to leave me alone. My hopes were crushed when I got to work that morning and turned on my computer. One of the first things I did was check my work emails, and I found my inbox filled with hundreds of emails. I did not read many of them, but the ones I did read accused me of being a harlot who was sleeping with most of the men working in the hospital administration. One of the emails threatened to expose me to the people of the town, but there was nothing to expose. The last romantic relationship in my life was with my husband. I was not sleeping with anyone, much less most of the men in the office.  

I really did not know what I should do about this. On one hand the harassing emails came in through my work account, and the hospital should be informed. On the other hand, I was afraid the contents of the emails would get out and rumors would begin that what Jeremy said in the messages was true. The thought of becoming known as the town tramp, even though I was celibate for more than two years, absolutely terrified me. I was still new here, and if someone successfully got these rumors to spread throughout the community, I may actually have to move.  

Ultimately, I ended up going down to Roger’s office to explain to him what happened. He could tell I was visibly upset as soon as I entered his office and jumped from behind his desk. Running over to me, Roger reached up and closed the blinds for his windows before putting his hands on my shoulders. Bending his knees so he could look at me on my eye level, Roger asked me what happened.  

Roger was still trying to remain professional, but at that point I needed someone to hold me. I stepped in with my arms pulled against my chest and my hands clenched and laid my head against Roger’s shoulder. For the first time since Jeremy began to harass me, I lost control of my emotions and began to sob. Roger reached behind him and retrieved several tissues, which he then handed to me. I wiped the tears from my eyes first before backing away to blow my nose. Through the blur of tears filling my eyes, I looked up to see Roger holding more tissues and an office trash can.  

He was so good to me as I was going through such a difficult situation. Roger looked out for me even before Jeremy began this sadistic stalking and relentless harassment. Although he wanted me to contact the police over this email blast Jeremy sent me, I told him I did not want to get the authorities involved. I still hoped there was a chance I could keep this out of the public eye because I knew in a small community like this, it was not difficult at all for rumors to spread.  

I also begged him not to tell the tech division or security about what was happening. Roger insisted that, since it was an email address the hospital owned, he was going to have to tell someone about this. As I once again began to sob, I pleaded with him not to say anything to anyone else. I was sure Jeremy would give up after an amount of time; I just didn’t know how long that period of time would be.  

For now Roger agreed to keep this between the two of us. He would take care of getting me a new email address and planned to keep it out of the public directory. Hopefully this would stop Jeremy from harassing me in this manner at least. He sighed in hesitation before finally telling me he would keep this between us for now, but if the situation continued to escalate, he would have to do something. He was not going to sit back while my stalker turned into a killer.  

Once again I broke into tears at the mention of a killer. This thought was there in the back of my mind, but I was successfully ignoring it until Roger said it out loud. Reluctantly, Roger wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. I cried for several more minutes before I finally regained my composure. My eyes must have been red and puffy, because Roger told me he was going to go down to the daycare center to get my children and bring them back to his office. He said to stay in there to allow myself a few minutes to calm myself down.  

Roger was sending me home early today, but he wanted to go with me to make sure I got into the house safely. Once he made sure we were home and okay, Roger planned to go back to work and finish off his day. Before he walked all the way down to the daycare center, I called ahead and told them Roger had my permission to pick up my children on this one occasion. Otherwise, they would not let him pick them up for me.  

The dogs were happy to see us home early, and I put them out in the back yard so they could get some exercise and take care of their business. I was so happy that my children took to the dogs and the dogs took to my kids as well as they did. I knew they would be protective of my little ones if anyone were to approach them in a threatening way.  

As the next few days passed, I anticipated my phone ringing at any time. I changed my number, but the hospital had it on file. Considering this, I began to wonder if Jeremy had someone who worked inside the hospital giving him my personal contact information. I guess Jeremy could still have friends working there who could pass my phone number and such to him. That thought frightened me even more because that would mean there was more than one person behind all of these harassing attacks.  

I began to feel a bit of comfort when there were no more incidents for almost two weeks. It so happened to be the night of Friday the 13th when I was awoken by the alert on my phone telling me there was motion on my front porch. Climbing out of bed, I put on my robe and walked over to my computer to check the cameras. I fell back a step and thought I was going to vomit when I saw what was on the monitor. A deranged, sadistic looking clown with what appeared to be blood spattered over its polkadotted outfit stood right outside my front door.  

My heart raced as I looked at that clown with its tooth filled, distortedly wide smile while it stood there and looked right into the camera. I knew it had to be Jeremy, or possibly someone who was working with him. Either way, it did not appear he was ever going to let up with this terrifying harassment. Suddenly the clown began to move very slowly. It seemed to be attempting to operate something, perhaps a phone, with its rubber glove covered hands.  

The next thing I knew, every single one of the cameras protecting my home turned off. As quickly as I possibly could, I ran into my bedroom and retrieved my pistol from the nightstand. My hands trembled with fright as I fumbled with the trigger lock. When I finally managed to get the trigger lock off my gun, I ran back into the hallway and pointed it at the front door. Nothing happened for several minutes, so I slowly went back to my computer and reactivated the cameras.  

The cameras had to be reactivated one by one, so the first one I reactivated was for the front porch. I was relieved at first to see the clown was no longer there, then the realization hit me that whoever this was could be making their way around my house. Trying to take some deep breaths and calm myself down a bit, I continued to reactivate the cameras until they were all once again functioning. I could not see anyone through any of the video feeds, so I assumed the clown was gone. I continued to watch the monitors for more than an hour to make sure this person did not return.  

I did not think breaking in was ever his intent. I thought this was definitely Jeremy, and he was showing me that he could access my cameras with his device. The security company that installed the system for me said it could only be accessed by means of a password, but clearly that was not the case. First thing in the morning I was going to have someone come out and fix whatever allowed someone to hack into my security system.  

Again, I slept in the hallway on the hard floor. My thick comforter helped some, but it was still difficult to sleep without the comfort of a bed. Between the discomfort and the fear that still filled my thoughts, I only managed to get two hours of sleep at the most.  

Instead of calling the security company first thing in the morning, I decided to call Roger instead. He was the only person I could trust at the moment. It was entirely possible that Jeremy either knew someone who worked for the security firm that installed my cameras, or he could even be working there now. Once I told him what happened last night, Roger was at my house in less than twenty minutes.  

I let Roger greet my children and play with them for a bit before I sat them down for breakfast. Once I had their attention occupied, I walked over and turned on my computer monitor. All of the cameras were still up and running, but I reduced that window and pulled up the camera footage from last night. This time, I went further back until I saw the terrifying clown walking from around the edge of the privacy fence and up to my porch. He stood there for almost five minutes before somehow causing my cameras to turn off. When the recording resumed, the clown was nowhere to be seen.  

Roger stood silently with his hand over his mouth as if he were in deep thought. After debating it for a few moments, Roger told me he would like for me and the kids to come and stay with him until we could either get some bars put over the windows, or we brought an end to this whole ordeal. Normally I would be very reluctant to accept such an offer, but I was at my wits end. I did not feel like I could keep my children safe even with a gun and two large dogs.  

Regardless, I told Roger I could not be such an inconvenience to him, but he insisted it was no bother. He had a bedroom for each of us, his home was inside a gated community, and security patrolled the streets regularly. His whole property was surrounded by a ten-foot-tall iron gate with a keypad operated gate in the front and back of the plot. I put up a bit more of an argument, but that was only for show. I was more than happy to stay there with Roger in the wealthiest area of the small town rather than being so vulnerable where we currently were.  

Eventually, I told my son to get some of his clothes together while I got some things for me and my daughter. Becoming buddies with my boy, Roger helped him pack a small suitcase and a tub full of toys. It made my heart melt to listen to the two laughing and joking as they tended to their task. Within another thirty minutes, we had enough things packed to last us for close to a week until I would need to do the wash.  

My son wanted to ride with Roger, and I thought this was a good idea. Perhaps it would help him adjust to this sudden move, so I removed his car seat and installed it in the back seat of Roger’s truck. Installing the seat in Roger’s vehicle was much easier than installing it in mine as his truck had special buckle connections designed specifically to make this task easier.  

The instant we pulled into the small, gated community, I felt as if I was underdressed. The houses and lawns were so beautiful; I did not know a neighborhood like this even existed in this town. The entire subdivision was surrounded by a wall of trees which obscured this neighborhood from the rest of the town. There were probably only three to four dozen homes at most, but they were incredible homes with sizable yards.  

My son was almost ready to tear free from his restraints as he saw where we would be staying for the next week or so. Roger’s house was huge. Not only did he have a bedroom for each of us, he still had two bedrooms remaining. I found it rather odd for a single man with no children to have such a large home, but if I had the money he apparently made, I would go big too.  

He did not tell me this at first, probably because he knew I would object, but he hired a nanny to stay with my little ones during the day, so we did not have to bring them out in public every time I went to work. Roger also told me that he had one full-time and one part-time housekeeper who would be here during that time as well.  

I was unsure about leaving my children with people I did not know, but I was also unsure of how many of the people I knew there were who I could trust. Roger informed me the housekeepers were with him for more than five years, and the nanny was one of their sisters. His reassurances worked and I began to feel safer about my children remaining here as Roger and I went to work.  

For the first hour we were at Roger’s, we spent the whole time chasing my son from room to room. He wanted to see everything in “Roger’s Mansion” as he put it, and he wanted to know about everything he saw. Both of us adults were growing tired, so Roger told him there was a surprise for him in the back yard. My boy was like one of those tiny yapping dogs that jump every time they bark. He was going nuts wanting to know what his surprise was.  

Roger walked us all to the back of the house, and when he opened the door, I could see a large jungle gym and sandbox area in his back yard. It seemed a bit out of place with the rest of the landscape desigining, but it made my boy’s year to have a school quality jungle gym right there in the back yard. As I watched my son playing around on the swings, Roger slipped inside and brought us each out a cold beer.  

“Yours is the one with the insulator,” Roger said. “I know how you like to nurse your beer.”  

We had a little chuckle over this because he was right. I tended to get drunk quickly because of my small frame, so I had to consume my alcohol slowly. I wished I did not become inebriated so easily, but it was what it was.  

It was not long before the little ones tired themselves out and were ready for a nap. Having had a beer so early in the day, I was ready for a nap as well. Roger took us to the rooms in which we would be staying. The three rooms were on the second floor right next to each other. Two of them even shared a bathroom. Roger’s bedroom was on the first floor, and he told me to come down whenever I was ready.  

The bed was so comfortable I thought I would never get out. I had no idea a bed could possibly be as blissfully comforting as this. With all the stress I endured recently, and feeling the safety of this location, I fell asleep faster than I had in months.  

Two weeks passed and I had no further issues with Jeremy. It seemed he was finally going to leave me alone. I assumed he percieved me as out of his reach since I moved in with Roger and moved on with his life.  

Roger was a patient gentleman, my knight in shining armor through this, and I began to develop feelings for him that I had not experienced since losing my husband. The idea of falling in love terrified me to my very core, but I had the feeling Roger was already in love with me.  

One Saturday night, after Roger helped me get my children to bed, I reminded him of what I told him the first time he asked me out.   

“I think I’m ready now,” I told him through a face I knew had to be blushing.  

Roger got up from where he was seated and came to have a seat beside me. With a cute smile crossing his face, Roger put his arm around me, and we continued to watch the movie we had playing on the television. Although we spent a large portion of the night cuddling, we did not allow it to go any further than that for now. We did not want to rush getting into bed because we were both concerned with ruining what we already had.  

Over the next few weeks, we spent virtually all our time together. My children and I did not officially move in with Roger yet, but in time we had more of our stuff at his house than we did at ours. Although Roger did not particularly like the dogs coming inside the house, it did not take long to train them to stay in certain rooms toward the back of the house. The two German shepherds absolutely loved the running room they had in the huge back yard of “Roger’s Mansion.”  

Although our relationship progressed to the point of intimacy, I continued to sleep in my own room. I did not know how to break it to my son that I fell in love with Roger. He barely had time to get to know his own father, and I did not want to replace him with Roger and take away any memories my son had. I did not have to explain to him our love life, but I was going to have to explain to him if we began sharing the same bedroom every night.  

I still loved my late husband, and being with Roger made me feel like I was cheating on him. More than two years passed since the accident that took his life, but I still felt like our marriage vows were still valid. Although I knew in my heart he would not want me to spend the rest of my life alone, it was difficult as I felt as though I was replacing the father of my children. I loved him so much. He was the first, and until recently the only love of my life.  

Roger took very good care of me and my children, and eventually I ended the lease on the house I was renting and officially moved into Roger’s beautiful home. After six months of living with him, I received no more emails, phone calls or texts from Jeremy. It appeared he gave up once I moved my family in with Roger. Jeremy probably saw me as vulnerable when I was alone, but now he must realized I was out of his reach. For the first time in months, I once again felt safe.  

Slightly more than six months after I officially moved in with Roger, he proposed to me. It was so romantic. He set up the patio in the back yard like a five-star restaurant, and he even had a string quartet playing lovely music. I knew what he was going to ask me, but he waited until we finished our dinner before kneeling before me and asking for my hand in marriage.  

My children were much happier about this news than I initially anticipated. My daughter did not worry me, as she was born after her father was so tragically taken. I did worry about how my son would take this because he was a little more than two years old at the time of the terrible, life altering incident.  

Before our wedding date arrived, Roger received a promotion to administrator of the hospital. The promotion came with an impressively large increase in salary, and this allowed me to drop down to part time. Now I could stay home with my children on the days I would normally have to put them in the daycare. Now they would be raise by me and their nanny. My dream of staying home and being a full-time wife and mother was actually coming true.  

When I put the kids down for their nap at late morning, I decided to sit down in the living room and watch a little television before I began to get the things for supper together. Instead of my regular show, I found it was interrupted by a newscast. I could not believe what I was seeing. Something like this happened in the city on an unfortunately regular basis, but not in a small town like this.  

Some kids playing in the woods discovered human remains hidden under an old stack of sticks and leaves. Forensic experts on the site determined the person died nearly a year ago. My initial thought was this was a bear attack. Brown bears were known to take their kill and hide it for later, and in this case the bear never came back for its meal.  

That was my thought until the news anchor announced the coroner listed the cause of death as a double gunshot wound to the back of the head. Chill bumps covered my skin, and my blood ran cold when they revealed the identity of the dead man. My hands began to tremble and I felt as if I were about to vomit when the news announcer showed the driver’s license picture of the victim. It was Jeremy.  

If Jeremey was killed that long ago, there was no possible way he could be the individual who stalked and taunted me all that time. As a matter of fact, the range provided for the approximate day of his death fell in the same time when Jeremy started acting strange at work, then suddenly disappeared. The thought of the reality of the situation filled me with such panic, for a minute or so I was quite literally paralyzed.  

I loudly fumbled up the stairs and ran to the one door in the house I never opened: Roger’s study. My children still slept in their bedrooms as I stood in front of that large oaken door. It felt like it took me forever to reach up and turn the knob. I allowed the door to slowly swing open to reveal the large, carpeted room with walls lined with books, couches of several sorts, and a desk at the far side of the room.  

Slowly creeping across the floor, I made my way to Roger’s desk and found his computer was running. Jiggling the mouse, I brought up the sign on screen. The opening screen required a password, and taking a shot in the dark, I entered my name. To both my relief and fear, the computer accepted the password and the home screen came into view. There on the home screen I saw a folder labeled with my name. Reluctantly, I clicked on the folder and found it contained a massive number of video files. As little as I wanted to, I clicked on a video labeled with the same date as the night the creepy clown stood at my front door.  

I still did not want to believe this was happening, but there it was right in front of me. Roger had copies of all the videos both inside and outside of my house. I was watching myself panic from inside as the clown stood outside my door instilling a deep sense of terror in me. Roger took care of all the arrangements for the security system for my home, and even billed it to the hospital.   

Could that possibly be how the clown was able to turn off my cameras that terrifying night? When Roger had the security cameras installed, did he have some back door entry into the system about which he never told me?  

As I tried to quell my panic, I gazed about the room for anything else that might give me an indication of what was really going on here. On the side wall of the room was a single closet door with storage shelves on either side holding a variety of decorative nicknacks. Before moving back out from behind the desk, I glanced out the study window to make sure Roger did not come home early before cautiously making my way to the closet door.  

My heart raced as I reached up to grab the polished door handle and gripped it in my hand. Taking in a deep breath, I slowly turned the knob and pulled the door open. It was a large walk-in closet filled with Roger’s suits, shirts and other dress clothing. I felt dizzy as I walked toward the back of the closet, sifting through the clothing as I went.  

Hit with such shock, I was frozen in place for how long I could not say. I spread apart several of Roger’s suits and there, hanging on the back wall of the closet, was that sadistic clown costume he wore in order to terrify me. Turning, I ran from the closet and toward the office door. I knew I had to get me and my children out of this house and away from this man.

Absolute terror fillled me as I saw Roger’s car rolling up the driveway. I could not make my escape now; I was going to have to bide my time and pretend I was unaware of how Roger tormented me. All this time I thought it was Jeremy stalking me and making my life miserable, but it was the very man to whose arms I ran for safety. 

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Animal Instincts

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It was in the middle of the summer of 1876 when we received word gold was discovered in the Black Hills of South Dakota. I was currently in St. Louis, Missouri getting supplies for a journey to Nevada after a failed gold hunting expedition in the Smoky Mountains. There I hoped to strike it rich along with four other prospectors. We missed the big Virginia City gold rush by decades, but the land we were going to purchase was rather remote and no one ever tried mining it as far as we knew. 

Three of us, Maurice, Jonathan and I, sat having drinks in a cheap pub discussing the trip we were about to embark. The dark, windowless pub was illuminated by only a few lamps burning animal fat. This created a massive buildup of soot on the ceiling and the posts helping hold the ceiling aloft. It also produced a pungent smoke that slightly stung the nostrils for the first half hour of exposure. 

 Jonathan and I met when we were a few years short of being teenage boys. Since then, we did almost everything together. Our previous expeditions cost us more money than they earned us, and this was going to be our last attempt. 

Maurice was a large Frenchman who was heafty in stature with a bushy brown beard. For the last decade, Maurice worked as a trapper along the banks of the Mississippi river, and he was looking for that big score that would allow him to finally retire from his difficult profession. Although we planned this trip almost a year ago, Maurice was not a welcomed member of the group until a month ago. 

Arden, who Jonathan and I met during our last expedition came into the pub that night and informed us someone struck gold in South Dakota. The four of us discussed this new development until the fifth member, O’Doyle arrived, and we continued talking until we were ejected from the dank pub. 

The five of us continued to talk about this new opportunity as we walked along the empty dirt road to the neighborhood in which we all lived. Jonathan, Arden and I were currently renting a small apartment and Maurice and O’Doyle both rented rooms at a boarding house a little further to the edge of town. 

We had this expedition all planned out, but Arden insisted his source was one hundred percent reliable. We discussed it much over the next few days. The trip would be about the same length of time, we would just be heading north-west instead of south-west. The big problem here was Arden knew his way across to Arizona, but he did not know the landmarks traveling through Iowa and Nebraska to get to South Dakota. 

Making our way to Omaha City should not present too much of a challenge for us. We were going to pass multiple settlements, towns and outposts along the way. It would not be until we set out from Omaha City that we would be traveling in extremely unfamiliar terrain. Our hope was to retain the services of a guide to get us to the Black Hills. 

We all knew it was a terrible gamble, but we ultimately decided to make the journey to South Dakota to get in on the gold rush early. If we could get there and stake a claim before people from around the country showed up to try to make their fortune, we would have a much higher chance of striking it rich. Each one of us could stake a claim then we could work them together. 

When we set out from St. Louis, we were in three wagons. Although we still needed to procure more mining equipment, we decided to wait until we reached St. Joseph. That was far enough from any mining operations to keep the prices of the equipment to a minimum. It may take a bit of shopping around to find everything we needed, but it should save us money in the long run. 

By our estimates, the journey should take us approximately eighty days to complete. I just about had enough of living on the road, and if we did not strike gold this time, I did not know what I was going to do. All I ever did was small jobs here and there to fund my mining expeditions. If I did not find gold this time, I did not think I would ever find it. 

The four-week trip to St. Joseph went by with little trouble. Other than reshoeing our horses, and a few minor repairs to O’Doyle’s wagon, we made it to our first major destination without notable incident. We passed through several small towns and outposts along the way, and we were a bit taken aback by the size of St. Joseph. All of us were under the impression the city had a population no larger than several hundred. Instead, we found it boasted a population of several thousand. 

It did not take us as long as we anticipated to gather the remaining mining supplies we needed, or at least those we could afford. It was only mid-afternoon by the time we procured the pickaxes, sifters and so on to complete our collection of gear. Upon purchasing the items we needed, there was no money left to hire a guide. We would have to rely on maps and our own skills to get us to where we were going.

It would have been nice to stay in a hotel and take a hot bath, but any hotel within our price range was full. We decided instead to continue on our journey and sleep in the wagons or on the ground as we had thus far. Every day we delayed was another day someone might discover the gold we were supposed to find. 

The next stretch of our journey was to Patterson Mill, Iowa where we would cross the Missouri River into Nebraska. None of us knew very much about the state of Nebraska. Most of us spent our time in the southern states and in mountainous regions. I always heard people speak of The Great Plains of America, so I think we were all anticipating finding an endless flat land filled with grass and flowers. 

When we reached Omaha City, seven weeks after setting off from St. Louis, we found a land sparsely covered with trees and filled with grass-filled meadows that seemed to dance in the moderate winds. Many young trees, planted no more than a decade ago, hinted at what might one day become a beautiful forest. 

We were no more than a third of the way into Nebraska when the land became much hillier than on the eastern side of the state. These hills quickly became nothing more than endless sand dunes covered in sparse vegetation. Several times we had to backtrack because we hit an impassable gorge costing us more than a week. A guide for this area would be a great benefit, but we simply could not afford to retain someone for such purposes. 

After many frustrating days, we found what appeared to be a road working its way through and around the large dunes that covered the landscape. We thought we were dead for sure when we rounded a hill to find ourselves face to face with a camp of Indians. None of us had many dealings with Indians up close and personal. Maurice was the only one with any experience dealing with the native savages. 

We had no idea what tribe these men were from, so Maurice first greeted them in English hoping they would understand. Maurice, who spoke five languages of which I was aware, then greeted them in two native tongues with which he was fluent. They did not seem to react much to this either. Finally, Maurice greeted them in French. To our shock, the eldest of the group responded. 

Maurice relayed to us these men had no intention of harming us, and even invited us to join them for the evening. Because the sun was beginning to set behind the scantly vegetated hills, we gladly accepted their invitation. Since there were virtually no trees in this region at all, the Indians gathered a heap of dead and dry plants. Their woody stalks would provide fuel for a campfire for the night. 

Maurice and the Indian elder were the only two able to communicate with the other, which caused a bit of frustration in the rest of us. It was easy to become irritated waiting for Maurice to tell us what the elder said. Maurice explained to the Indian man we were going to push our course to the north and head for the Black Hills. 

The old man stood up and began saying something rather urgently. Even though I could not understand what he was saying, the countenance of the man’s face told me he was showing great concern. The man continued for several minutes before he stopped. Maurice began to reply but I demanded he tell us what the man said first. 

Maurice explained that the man said if we went where we planned to go, we would not all make it there alive. He said the spirit of the wind told him it was bringing in an early winter storm that would cover that whole region in snow. The elder told us to go back and wait for winter to pass before trying to complete our journey. 

There was simply no way we could do that. We had no money left to house ourselves, our wagons and our horses for six months. I heard these people thought they were in touch with the elements and what not, but I had no intention of changing our plans because some savage thought the wind was talking to him. I, along with the others, voiced the same basic opinion on the matter. 

I was not really sure what Maurice said to the man. He told us he was going to tell him thanks and we would take it under advisement. 

We shared some of our food with them, and they shared some of their food with us. They were not the bloodthirsty barbarians the stories always made them out to be. Even though we were not able to communicate with words, we still did a good job figuring out what the others were trying to convey through movements and facial expressions. 

Eventually we all laid down for the night. To be honest, I was a bit worried the Indians would kill us in our sleep and take our stuff. After a while my sleepiness dominated my fear enough to let me drift off into a slumber. 

I awoke the next morning as the sun was first beginning to rise. Arden and three of the Indians were already awake. By the time the sun fully rose above the horizon, everyone else was awake as well. Maurice talked to the elder for a bit longer before we finally parted ways and went our separate directions. 

Maurice explained to the rest of us what the elder told him. From what he was able to discern, the elder was convinced an early winter storm was going to cover the entire region which we intended to enter. The Indian was adamant that most if not all of us would die if we insisted on heading that direction. 

The elder already knew we were not going to heed his warning, so he told us to keep our course as directly north from here as possible. That would keep us east of the heaviest part of the storm. It might keep us on the east side of the snowfall, but that would also have us entering South Dakota much further to the east of our destination than we wanted. 

O’Doyle was the superstitious sort, and he thought we should listen to that old Indian man. He was convinced these people knew more about how nature worked than we did, and we should heed the man’s warning. 

Arden, Jonathan and I all thought it was a part of the old man’s imagination. These people had this notion they were more in touch with the earth than other people, but they were only people. They were no more in touch with the world than anyone else. Regardless, O’Doyle thought we should take the advice to heart. After much discussion, we decided to continue about our way. It was only September, and it was difficult for us to believe there was any possibility of snow in the near future. 

This state was a very difficult one to transverse indeed. There were no rivers running north to south for us to follow. The only rivers that split through the sandy dunes ran from west to east. After having to backtrack yet again several more times, we decided to start having two people riding ahead making sure our routes did not end up in dead ends. 

Transversing the Sand Hills proved more difficult than crossing most mountain ranges. Deep gullies cut between many of the hills leaving soft sandstone trenches winding through the dunes. Trapped between many of the sandy hills were narrow but deep ponds. We found some to contain salt water and some to contain fresh. It was almost impossible to tell without tasting it first. 

The vegetation provided enough food for the horses at least. If nothing else, we had that going for us. There were many plants here with which none of us were familiar, so we took our chances and allowed the horses to choose their own meal. To our fortune, the plants they chose were not poisonous. We tried to pay attention to what they did and did not eat for future’s reference. 

Game was common enough to provide us with meat to compliment the dry beans and rice we brought with us in bulk. Unsure of what we faced, we loaded all three wagons with beans and rice to ensure we would have enough food. Finding water became a worry as we encountered no rain since entering the Sandhill region. Fortunately for us the multitude of ponds provided plenty of water with which to cook our food. 

Three weeks after meeting those Indian fellows, the light steady wind that blew across the area at least since we entered began to pick up. It only took one day to go from a soft wind to actually blowing things out of our wagons. More than once we had to stop to fasten something down or try to use heavier items to keep the lighter items from blowing away. 

The wind berated us like this for three days before it finally came to a brief end. I thought I might go insane if I was to have to endure that kind of wind for any length of time. Tolerating it for a few days was enough to annoy and irritate all of us as we tried to make our way through the plant spotted dunes. We all began to regret our entire decision to try to get a jump on the Black Hills gold rush. 

That evening, the temperature began to drop, and it began to drop rapidly. Without a sun in the sky, the weather quickly turned very cold. Since our original estimation placed us in the Black Hills shortly before winter, we did have sufficient clothing to protect us from this cold. We kept as many blankets as we could on our horses. No one particularly wanted to use their own blankets on the beasts of burden, but we had to protect them from this incredibly abrupt cold snap as they had not had time to grow in their winter coats. 

Keeping a fire burning through the night could possibly mean the difference between life and death, but if the winds picked back up the cinders could be blown everywhere. Finding some flat stones, we buried them straight up in a circle and placed a larger rock on top of that. Inside of this we built our fire. It would help keep the wind from blowing away the coals and stop the wind from exhausting our fuel too quickly. 

Temperatures fell below freezing during the night as was made evident by the frost on the ground and the thin sheet of ice covering the pond by which we set up our camp. The morning was not any better. Every word and every breath out of our mouths were visible in the frigid air. A bright sunny day would help to warm things up a bit, but I began to worry when I saw scattered clouds in the distance. The wind was blowing them in our direction. 

Perhaps we should have heeded the warning of that Indian elder. It was hard for us to believe it would actually snow on us here at the beginning of October, but now his warning continued to play in my head over and over. Maurice told us the man said one or all of us would die if we did not heed his warning. 

Why did we not listen to him? 

As the morning progressed, the sun did help warm the air a bit. Unfortunately, the same wind began to pick back up. What the sun did to warm the air, the wind did the opposite and made it colder. I did a lot of traveling in my life, and I believed this had to be the harshest terrain I ever encountered. 

Two days later the snow began. No light snow fell to announce its coming. Instead, when the flakes began to fall, they began to fall heavily. The large clumps of snowflakes quickly coated the ground making it difficult to locate rocks and small ruts cut out by the rare rainfalls that hit the area. Within the first few hours of the snowfall, the clouds released more than a foot of snow from the sky. Now it was even difficult to see some of the larger gullies as they began to fill with snow. 

We had no means of keeping the horses warm enough, even using our blankets to cover them. Two more days after the snow began, one of Maurice’s horses died from exposure. The unfortunate animals did not have a change of seasons when they would normally grow in their winter coat. The weather went from early autumn to the dead of winter in less than a week’s time. 

Neither of my horses could get up the next morning. I tried rubbing them with my hands to warm them up, but it was to no avail. I could not get the beasts to move. It was only a matter of time before the other three horses froze to death. Given the depth of the snow, we knew there was no possibility of pulling wagons through it.

I decided to put my horses out of their misery before they froze to death. Their hind quarters we removed to take with us for meat as none of us knew what hunting would be like in this unforgiving weather. We decided to allow the other three horses to go free in hopes they might find somewhere to survive this onslaught of icy white powder. 

We all donned as much clothing as we could and took what few supplies we could with us. We were going to have to set out on foot and pray we found an outpost, a cabin, anything. Without shelter we were not going to survive for long out here. Since we anticipated a lot of hiking once we reached the Black Hills, all five of us had backpacks in the wagons, so we were able to carry some food, canvass for makeshift tents, and whatever else we could carry. Our clothing was adequate to keep us warm as we were moving, but we quickly grew cold when standing still or resting. 

In less than twenty-four hours following the release of the remaining horses, the clouds dumped almost three feet of snow on us. It was packing as it accumulated, so we were walking on and not through most of it. For the next several days the snow continued to fall. We knew if we did not find or fabricate a structure of some sort to protect us from the blistering wind, we would find the old Indian man was correct in his predictions. 

Eventually Arden called out to us that he located a place where we may be able to hunker down and try to allow this snow to pass. When the rest of us reached Arden’s location, we saw he located a gorge that seemed to be protected from both the wind and the snow. It was not very wide, and looked as if it would provide a large measure of difficulty. Arden, being the tall, skinny fellow he was offered to go down first. 

There was nowhere to drive a spike into the ground to which we could secure a rope since all the stone around here was sandstone. We simply did not think the soft stone would hold the weight of one man, much less five. Instead, we found the top of a small cedar tree protruding from the white surface. After digging down into the snow so as to allow us to tie the rope as close to the base of the tree as we could, we gave it several firm tugs to make sure the rope would not slip, and then Arden began his descent down the steep slope into the gorge. 

We lowered Arden’s backpack down to him before O’Doyle began his climb down the steep crevasse. We got his backpack lowered down and, one after another, we made our way down into the gorge. I was the last one to make his way into the small snowless canyon, and by the time I arrived the others already began to construct a crude structure from canvass, rope, snow and rocks. It was not much, and it was crowded, but it would at least allow us to stay out of the snow and wind for the night. 

Our meager shelter did allow us room for a little fire. It would do little to provide any warmth for our cold bodies, but we could at least cut the horse meat into strips and cook it over the flame. The slanted canvass roof allowed the smoke to rise and exit our makeshift tent and prevented the damp plants from choking us out. 

For three days the five of us stayed hidden in that cramped area as we waited for the snowfall to finally come to an end. We emerged from our shelter that morning to see the sun shining brightly in the morning sky. That was the first time we saw the sun directly with our own eyes for nearly two weeks, and its warming rays felt heavenly against the small amount of exposed skin on my face. I never thought I was going to feel that soothing sensation ever again. 

Now we were faced with getting back out of the gorge. Maurice thought there might be an easier way back up the steep slope if we followed the canyon a little further, but doing so would me we would have to push our way through the snow that accumulated in the rest of this ravine. He offered to walk ahead at least around the next bend while the rest of us got our backpacks ready to go. 

Fifteen minutes passed after we lost sight of Maurice, and we began to wonder if he may have fallen. We did not want to shout for fear of loosening the snow teetering over the edges above, so all we could do was wait. A few minutes later we saw our large French companion emerge from behind the gorge wall. It took him another fifteen minutes before he made it back to us. 

We were all disappointed when he told us there was nothing but a dead end in that direction. We were going to have to climb back out that narrow gouge in the sandstone and continue our journey from there. A lot of snow accumulated on top of our rope and hung over the sides of the gorge. The valley by which we entered was also capped in snow. It would not be safe to climb until that snow was gone, so once we were safely backed away Jonathan fired a round into the snow on both sides. The bullets did little, but the loud blast from the rifle made everything come falling into the crevasse. 

Climbing up the loosened snow was not as difficult as I anticipated as it was heavy and densely packed. We ascended the same way we came down, one person at a time. Maurice came up last so the rest of us could pack the snow down even more to support his large frame. It took us more than an hour to get everyone and their packs out of the gorge, but we eventually made it back to the top. 

Since we did not know if there were any towns or settlements around here, or for that matter where we even were, we continued to head to the northwest. We were fortunate the next few days as the temperature rose slightly, the sun was shining brightly during the day, and the wind was blowing very lightly. 

Travel through the snow-covered Sand Hills was beyond difficult to say the least, but two important things we had to survive were food and a means of creating fire. We still had our beans and rice, but consuming the horse meat we brought with us first would keep the meat from spoiling beyond the point of being usable. 

Five days after leaving behind the gorge that sheltered us for several days, we came around a small valley to find our only option was to climb a moderately steep incline in order to proceed. There was no way of us discerning how much snow was built up on the slope until we began to make our way up the rise. 

I made my way up the hill first, using a stick I acquired along the way to test the depth and pack of the snow. I could not tell how deep the snow was, as it was up to my waist, and I was still not touching solid ground. O’Doyle waited until I was fifty feet ahead of him and then he began to follow my path, widening it as he did. 

We thought we were topping a hill, but the other side of this dune had an eighty-degree slope. We did not have the climbing gear necessary, not since abandoning our wagons, to make that kind of a climb. The only choice we had was to follow the ridge where it adjoined a red sandstone outcropping a few hundred feet from our current location. 

Continuing to work together to help build a walking path for those behind us, we took turns taking the lead so no one man bore the burden the entire time. When we finally reached the large sandstone bluffs one whole side of it was completely free of snow. We took this opportunity to rest and sun ourselves on the rocks for at least a brief time. 

Arden decided he was going to walk around the bluffs a bit to see what he might find. Less than five minutes later we heard him begin to scream. The other four of us jumped to our feet to run and see what was happening, all of us with a firearm in our hands. Rounding a large formation in the bluffs, we realized we were not the only ones sunning ourselves on the rocks. Arden was running from a large black bear who made a small nearby cavern its home. 

We did not even have time to aim our weapons before the bear lunged at Arden. Both Arden and the bear tumbled down the steep rocky slope to crash into the valley below. When their bodies finally stopped rolling, neither Arden nor the bear were moving. It appeared the rocky fall killed them both. We screamed down to our companion in hopes of rousing him, but it was to no avail. 

There was no way for us to get down there to him to see if he was in fact dead. I could not see how someone could survive such a fall; we did not have enough rope between us all to climb down there where his body rested. Our friend Arden was dead, and we all knew that without having to say anything. 

We stood there for at least ten minutes before anyone said anything. Jonathan finally broke the silence and said what we were all already thinking. Arden was dead. There was nothing we could do for him, and we needed to find a safe place as nightfall would be upon us soon. 

Saying a brief prayer for Arden’s soul, we went back to where we left our backpacks leaning against the rocks. Going through Arden’s pack, we took everything he had inside. I took his rifle, but he took his six shooter to the bottom of that ravine with him. Some may think it morbid to plunder a dead man’s things, but our highest priority was staying alive. If that meant stealing a dead man’s belongings, then so be it. 

The heaping snow made it impossible to go around the other way, so we had to return to the scene of Arden’s death. We did not know if there would be any more bears around this ledge, so we all four kept our firearms at the ready. Keeping as quite as we could, we slowly made our way around the red sandstone bluff remaining alert for any dangers that may be waiting for us. 

It was hard for me to focus on what may lie ahead as I could not stop thinking about Arden. We were friends and companions for nearly seven years, and now his corpse lay at the bottom of the steep incline. We could not get down there to him to give him a proper Christian burial, and even if we could the ground was frozen solid. There would be no possibility of digging him a grave until the snow melted and the ground thawed. I despised the idea of leaving him down there to be torn apart by wild animals, but there was simply nothing I could do for him. 

We eventually made it to the far end of the bluff and found the land became much more level than the hilly terrain we traveled for the last month. Maurice insisted on backtracking to see if we could reach Arden’s body from our current location, but after ten minutes Maurice returned and said there was another gorge preventing him from making it across. Arden’s body would have to remain where it fell. 

The remaining four of us were silent for some time as we forced our way through the snow. I think we were all in something of a state of shock after watching our companion roll down that eighty degree decline along with that black bear. Splitting up Arden’s belongings felt wrong, but we could not waste any supplies. I supposed it was not like he was going to need it anyway. Still, I felt like I was robbing a dead man. 

We were fortunate not to encounter any more snow for the next week. Our hopes were raised when we saw a river cutting through the Sandhills. As far as we traveled, I was sure that it must be the Niobrarah River, which meant we were almost to the border of South Dakota. Without knowing what part of the river we found, it was uncertain how much more traveling we had to do before we finally reached the Black Hills. We could be days or we could be another month from our destination. 

We did not finally reach the river until well after noon the next day. Large ice flows made their way east as the water pushed them down river. There was no possibility of us crossing here; we were going to have to travel along the bank until we found a bridge or some other place we could safely cross without having to get into the icy water. With us being in what was apparently a very remote location, I did not think our chances of finding a bridge were very good. 

We tried to remain as close to the river as we could, but the hills made that impossible in some areas. More than once we had to climb the steep snow-covered hills in order to make any form of progress. Our food supply was running very low, and if we did not find civilization soon, I feared that old Indian man’s prediction was going to come true. Arden was already dead, and the rest of us did not have much hope unless we could find food soon. 

Our fortune turned around a few days later as we rounded a bend in the river only to spot a small herd of white-tailed deer drinking from the trickling water. Moving very slowly, the four of us aimed our firearms at the unsuspecting animals. When Maurice gave everyone the signal, we fired in unison. Instantly two of the deer fell to the ground, and we gravely injured another. 

The surrounding land was not particularly steep, so we did not think an avalanche was even possible at this point. We were wrong, dead wrong. More snow than we realized fell in this area, and when the sound of four rifles firing simultaneously echoed across the surface, it dislodged a massive sheet of icy snow. I dove behind a nearby rock, but I did not see what happened to the others. 

The small boulder miraculously shielded me from the tons of packed snow that slid its way into the river. The sound was deafening, and I had no doubt this was when I was going to die. When the roaring finally came to an end, I was buried underneath several feet of the avalanche. Trying not to panic, I used what space I had to begin digging my way out. I was afraid I would run out of air by the time I finally breached the surface. 

O’Doyle somehow managed to keep from being buried, but all I could see of Maurice were his feet sticking out of the white debris. I did not see Jonathan anywhere. As I pulled myself out of the hole I was in, I could hear someone screaming, but very faintly. Jonathan was pushed into the river by the massive slide, and he was unable to fight against the current. He was in cold shock and was barely able to call for help. 

My oldest friend needed my help, and I was having a difficult time pulling myself out of this small cavity. Every time I tried to pull myself to the surface, the snow gave way underneath my hands. Although this area was somewhat stable, the snow sheet a little further down the river continued to slide down the gentle hill. Jonathan did his best to hold on, but he was holding the edge of the flow. Before I could get out of the snow and over to him, Jonathan was in the river, buried under several feet of snow. I ran as fast as I could over the unstable snow to the last place I saw him. Desperately digging for the one person who was at every expedition with me since the beginning. I did not know how long I tried digging for my friend, but eventually Maurice and O’Doyle grabbed me by the arms and forced me to stand. 

I looked at Maurice and told him we had to dig Jonathan out, but he gave me a saddened look and gently shook his head. I knew he was right. There was no way he was still alive in the water after all this time. I wanted to cry but my face was too cold. I could not believe our lust for gold now resulted in the death of the one man who was with me for seven years and another who was with me more than seventeen. 

If we only knew, only a few more bends around the river was a bridge. It was obviously a well-used bridge as it was virtually devoid of snow, and the road leading to and from it were only a foot deep in snow at most. We were so close to making it across the river, but Jonathan and Arden never made it this far. Dragging our kills behind us, we made our way toward the first sign of civilization we saw in more than a month. 

Within an hour of reaching the road, we encountered a small team of military wagons. As soon as they saw us, the commanding officer ordered the wagons to a stop. Four men jumped out of the wagons and made their way to us. 

Immediately O’Doyle, excited to have the rescue, told the men we were lost in the Sand Hills for more than a month. As he explained to them how we got caught in the snow, the men helped us off with our backpacks while some other men took our kills to the last wagon. 

We were less than a half-day in the wagon away from Fort Randall. The soldiers were happy to give us a ride to the fort. What we would do from there we would have to figure out when we had some adequate food and sleep. I was more than thankful to finally have the rescue, but if it only came two days sooner Jonathan would be alive. 

The colonel in charge of the fort offered us board for one month in trade for the large, white-tailed deer we killed shortly before running into the wagons. The rest of our stay we would have to work; this meant earning money to repurchase wagons and supplies would take us much-much longer. There was not enough work in this snowy weather to justify paying civilians more than room and board. If things did not turn around for us soon, it would be mid-summer by the time we reached the Black Hills. 

We were stuck with performing the least desirable tasks, unless there were soldiers being punished for whatever reason. In that case, they were stuck with the jobs that would otherwise be reserved for the few civilians inside the fort walls. Fortunately, there were enough soldiers sleeping too late, performing their duties poorly or otherwise finding themselves in disfavor of the fort’s command. 

We were into our fourth week residing at the fort when the lieutenant approached us with an offer to join the patrols outside the fort walls. He informed us a small patrol went out a week ago and never returned. Another patrol was sent out to search for the first, and what they found chilled them to the core like the snow never could. The bodies were mutilated, like they were mauled by some kind of bear. Since we had experience with the terrain and the wild animals found therein, he wanted us to join the next patrol which would leave early the next morning. 

When we showed reluctance, he offered to pay us each a dollar and a half a day if we would agree. Stepping aside, the three of us mulled it over for a moment. The offer was not great, but it was better than nothing. At least this way we could save a little money to fund the rest of our expedition. Losing our supplies, horses and wagons was a serious blow from which we thought we may never recover. Now we had the opportunity to bounce back from the devastating setbacks we suffered. 

After a few moments, we turned back to the lieutenant and told him we would agree to go out on patrols, but we all lost our rifles when we were caught in that massive snow shift. This being a military fort, the man told us it would be no problem to arm us before we set out. He told us to stop at the armory in an hour to pick up our firearms. 

“When, when do we get paid?” O’Doyle inquired. 

The lieutenant informed us pay would be on the Saturday of each week, and we could collect our earnings then. The three of us were so glad to get this news, as we did not think there was any way we were going to earn enough to get us to the Black Hills before the summer was over. We knew with the lead of Maurice, we could make a fair living hunting for and trapping for fur and meat, but that was only going to get us so far. This was going to help us meet our new goal of making it to our destination by mid-summer. 

Agreeing to the man’s terms, he told us to finish what we were doing and start getting ourselves prepared. This was the first time since our arrival we were going to have the opportunity to take a hot bath. Not having bathed in several months, the three of us were excited to finally be able to scrub the accumulated filth from our bodies. Once we were bathed and redressed, Maurice, O’Doyle and I reported to the armory to receive our issued weapons. 

The rifles were adequate enough, but the firearms we lost in the shifting sheet of snow were much better. I was not sure if these would kill a bear or serve only to make it angry. I hoped the soldiers would at least carry something a little more powerful than the lever action rifles we had. These were fine for shooting at other men, but I did not have much confidence in their ability to fell a large animal. 

The three of us retired to the cramped quarters we were given and laid down for the night. The beds were small and had only straw-filled mats. For O’Doyle and I it was not too bad, but I felt for Maurice trying to sleep on one of these small beds. He hung off the bed from his mid-shins to his feet. Hopefully, if we continued to help out on the patrols, we would be upgraded to something a little better than the lowly servants’ quarters. 

I awoke first the next morning. The sun was not yet showing itself over the horizon, so I did not wake my two companions until a little later. Instead, I spent the next hour thinking of the two friends we lost along the way. If we had only listened to that Indian, we would probably all be sitting somewhere nice and warm right now sharing a round of ale. I still could not believe I watch both the men with whom I worked for so long perish in the ways they did. 

Finally, I woke Maurice and O’Doyle so we could all start getting ourselves ready. Although all three of us already had our six-shooters loaded, we decided to wait until we were on the wagon to load our rifles. We stepped into the courtyard to find the soldiers were only now leading the horses out to the wagons. Since we did not want to sit around and wait until they were ready, the three of us joined the soldiers in getting the horses hitched to the wagons. 

By the time the sun began to peek above the horizon, the three-wagon caravan was headed out the wooden gates of the fort. Our primary mission for today was to retrieve the bodies of the dead soldiers found during a patrol yesterday. It was more than a five-hour ride before we located the carnage that was once a military patrol. 

The first soldiers to come upon this scene gathered the bodies and laid them out in the snow, but they did not have a wagon to transport the corpses back to the fort. I could not believe what I saw. During all our time working in the outdoors, none of us ever encountered anything like this. 

There were four men in all. One of them was missing his head and his entire leg quarter all the way up to the hip. One more was missing both a leg and an arm and the remaining two looked like something disemboweled them. Many of their internal organs appeared to be missing. 

I saw the aftermath of more than one animal attack in my life, and I never once saw anything as gruesome as this. The bodies were covered in the massive clawmarks of a bear, but I never saw anyone dismembered the way these men were. When a bear dismembered someone, there was usually a lot more torn tissue than found on the bodies in front of us. Although the wounds were filled with claw marks and torn tissue, the overall wounds seemed to be too precice for those one would sustain in a bear attack. 

Now equipped with snowshoes, most of us fanned out in search of the missing body parts. None of the soldiers were found in the same place, which did not make much sense, and the missing limbs were not found with the corpses. A bear would not gather up parts and carry them away, so the missing limbs and the one missing head should be here in the snow somewhere. 

There was not much fresh snowfall since the foot patrol went missing, so any stray limbs should be easy to find. The blood would stain the snow and make it easy to locate. Eleven of us searched for three hours, essentially covering the area with our own prints, and found no signs of any of the absent body portions. We continued to search for a little more than an hour before we finally had to leave. 

The three men waiting with the wagons already had the corpses of their comrades loaded into the flat bed wagon when we returned. We had to give up the search because we had to beat the sunset to the fort. I do not think any amount of searching the area was going to produce any results as we searched virtually every square inch of the area well beyond the location of the original location of the bodies. 

As soon as we returned to the fort the captain called us to his office. He wanted to know exactly what we discovered with the patrol. Maurice described the condition of the bodies when we found them, and which the captain already saw for himself, then explained what made the wounds so unusual. Although there were gouges from the claws of a bear in the wounds, the way the body parts were separated almost seemed like the work of a professional butcher. 

The fact there seemed to be no blood on the snow to indicate where the missing parts of the men fell meant the bodies were dead for some time before their dismemberment. There was some blood where the bodies were originally found but not enough to account for a person bleeding out from such horrific wounds. 

When the captain asked us what kind of animal we thought was capable of doing such a thing, we were at a loss to give him any sort of answer. None of us ever encountered or heard of anyone encountering any animal capable of doing such a thing. There was no wild animal that surgically removed body parts in such a manner. If a large animal dismembered someone the limbs were ripped free, not cut free using sharp claws like we saw with the bodies of the soldiers. 

We went over the specific condition of the bodies with the captain several times. It was growing irritating with the captain asking us the same questions over and over, but I know the military man was only trying to get to the bottom of things. He lost four of the men under his command, and he wanted to know why. As adventurers, we wanted to know what kind of animal could dismember someone that cleanly. 

By the time the captain released us from his office, rumors spread around the camp about what was discovered. Soldiers already began to make up mythical creatures that could kill humans in such a manner. For some reason they appeared fearful of approaching me and my companions as if what happened was somehow our fault. Not much change happens in an area like this in the winter, so our arrival may have set their superstitions in motion. 

The next morning the captain again summoned us to his office. He had a new proposal for us. According to him, there was a small ranching settlement a five-day ride from here during the warmer months, so the road leading into the hills was probably still covered in several feet of snow. We would leave the fort with a small unit of soldiers who would accompany us all the way to the settlement road. From there the three of us along with five soldiers would have to travel by means of snowshoes the rest of the way. 

With a fort full of trained soldiers, I was a bit perplexed by the captain’s request for us to take on this expedition. He claimed it was because my companions and I had much more experience traveling difficult terrain than most of his men who were used to training on dry ground. I could not help but wonder if it was because he did not want to lose any more of his own men, so he hoped we would accept the task. 

We already lost two of our friends on our voyage to this location, and we had no desire to risk our lives hunting down some unknown beast. The captain, sensing our apprehension offered to pay us each an additional dollar a day while we were on this particular expedition. Two and a half dollars a day was simply too much money to pass up. If we could keep earning money like this, we could completely resupply by the time the snow thawed for the year. 

Maurice insisted we be equipped with more powerful firearms than supplied to us the previous day. If we were going to be facing some unknown animal capable of causing the carnage we witnessed with that missing patrol, we needed weapons capable of killing it. The guns we had yesterday would only serve to anger something that large. 

The captain said he would summon us to the armory in the afternoon to allow us to select what arms we wanted to take with us, and asked if that would suffice. Maurice told him, if he let us select what we wanted, he had a deal.  

Another matter to be resolved before setting out was who would be in charge of whom. O’Doyle insisted we assume command once we left the wagons and set out on foot. The captain was only sending five soldiers with us, and we needed to know they were going to support us and not be a point of contention. The captain did not seem very pleased with O’Doyle’s demand, but he understood our reasoning. We could not do what he wanted to do if we could not get the cooperation of the soldiers sent along with us to the ranch houses. The captain told us he would hand select the group of men to accompany us from the main road to the settlement. 

Having finally agreed on the terms of our services, the captain walked over to the armory with us and allowed us to sign out the weapons we wanted. The three of us already had six-shooters, but we lost our rifles when the shifting snow buried Jonathan under the surface of the river. Maurice and I opted for .50 caliber Old Reliables, but O’Doyle chose to take a bolt action Mauser instead. We were also each issued a Winchester lever action rifle as a backup, along with plenty of ammunition. 

At that point, the captain excused himself and had one of his sergeants take us to get whatever other gear we still needed for such an expedition. As we only planned on being gone for a few weeks at most, we did not have to overload ourselves with things like beans and rice. Our backpacks and some of our other gear was also destroyed when we were caught in the massive sheet of snow sliding down from the hills, so we needed to replace those as well.

To our surprise, the captain had us moved to larger quarters. Granted, it was not much larger than the previous room we were given, but there was at least enough room to store our gear. We each went ahead and got our backpacks loaded while it was still daylight. As soon as the sun began to set for the evening, all three of us got to bed. 

The next morning we woke up only half an hour or so before the military men going on this journey with us began to rise. Maurice, O’Doyle and I assisted in getting the wagons prepped and ready to head out the gate. It was easy to see the men going along on this expedition with us were very well trained by how methodically they performed their tasks. At one point it seemed like my companions and I were only getting in the way, so we stood aside and allowed the soldiers to do their job. In less than an hour after I awoke, we were headed out the heavy wooden gates. 

The temperature was extremely low, but at least the wind was not blowing. The heavy gusts that usually blew relentlessly across this region during the winter were being kind to us, and we only experienced a small breeze. The captain sent five wagons in all, with a total of twenty-five men.

I rode in the front wagon with two of the men who would accompany us from the main road to the ranch settlement. O’Doyle and Maurice rode in the second and third wagons respectively. The sergeant driving this wagon was in his mid to late forties, but the other fellow did not look like he could be any more than twenty. The ride was long and monotonous, and this gave me plenty of time to get to know two of those who would walk with us to the ranch homes. 

I found out the sergeant was finishing out his time so he could retire with a pension. He chose to accept this post because it was notorious for being the least active garrison in the army. With nothing out here, the was not really any point in having a fort. The only reason one existed was to protect the surrounding settlements. He figured it would be an easy last few years before he returned to take over his family farm. 

The younger soldier was from Nebraska, in the southern region of the Sand Hills. This type of weather and terrain was what he was used to, and that was how he ended up with this assignment. The lad was from a family of ranchers who tended a herd in the open ranges of the Sand Hills. The terrain was not good for farming because of the minuscule amount of precipitation that came during the summer. Virtually all of the water that fell from the sky here did so during the winter in the form of snow. 

After chatting with the two for several hours, I understood why the captain chose them for this mission. The sergeant was an experienced hunter and highly trained in hand-to-hand combat. The younger soldier spent virtually his entire life in the Sand Hills, and he was very knowledgeable about as to how to locate edible plants and spot the hidden burrows of grouse and other fowl. 

The other three men who would go with us to the settlement were accomplished marksmen. Although two of them were experienced trackers, my companions and I were much more adept at tracking as we spent virtually all our lives in the wilderness. It did feel like being on another world out here in the Sand Hills as there were the only the occasional trees to be found, and they were either evergreen or diminutive for their breed. 

Three days later when we reached the turnoff for the settlement, there was very little evidence the road even existed. The snow here was three to four feet deep on average. Now we had to leave the comfort of the wagons behind and walk to the ranch homes by means of snowshoes. What would normally be a two day wagon ride would probably take us close to a week to complete on foot. 

We all carried as many firearms as we could as well as pouches full of ammunition. Our packs were already loaded with food, flint and tinder, tents and the other various things we needed to survive in this open wilderness. I could hear the mumbling of the other men; they were all glad they were not going with us. That was fine enough, so long as they were waiting here when we returned. Too many men, especially if they were not trained for this kind of thing, would hinder us more than they would help. 

We ate before we left the wagons so we would have the energy we needed to start this arduous trek. Walking with snowshoes was not easy, and it could be downright difficult for those unaccustomed to them. It was fortunate for us all the men the captain chose were from areas that saw heavy snow during the winter months. 

Starting on the third day we began to see bare ground. It was obvious cattle were roaming in this area, and where they roamed, they trampled the snow to the ground. People around here did not fence in their cattle, but rather allowed them to roam freely. Rustling cattle with someone else’s brand on it was punishable by hanging. The ranchers did a rather good job at policing themselves in such matters; the fort was around more in for cases of Indian attacks than controlling the cattle. 

Early in the morning of our third day into our walk to the settlement, the wind began to pick up. Clouds already filled the skies when we awoke, and I was sure we had more snow blowing into the area. By the time midday came around, the wind was blowing with such vigor, it was becoming difficult to stay standing. 

Finally, Maurice stopped us and said it was time we started digging a bunker in the snow where we could ride out the bad weather. Using the small shovels we brought as part of our equipment, we set to digging a hole large enough to hold all eight of us but narrow enough that we could use our canvass tents as a cover. 

In less than an hour, we had our shelter built. It could not have been soon enough as large flakes of snow began to appear in the blowing wind. By the time nightfall came, there was already a foot of snow accumulated on and around the top of our shelter. 

Although we had flint and tinder, we had no wood to burn. The only trees available for cutting were cedar, and burning cedar would fill our meager bunker with soot and smoke. We were going to have to suffer through this night with no fire. At least we had shelter to protect us from the wind and adequate clothing to prevent us from freezing. 

The next morning it took us a while to dig our way back to the surface, as more than two more feet of snow fell during the night. Unfortunately, the wind was still blowing, but not as strong as it was yesterday. Although clouds still dominated the sky, only small flurries speckled the air. I suspected this was more snow blowing from the ground in the strong gusts of wind rather than new snow falling from the sky. 

If we became delayed, we would run out of rations. We only brought enough for two weeks because our loads were already so heavy. So far we saw no wildlife to hunt. We did see several small herds of cattle a few days ago, but there did not appear to be any sign of them we could see from here. Shooting someone’s cow was not ideal, but the fort would compensate the rancher for the lost head. 

Finding a large white-tailed deer was our most hopeful option, but in this snow they were probably sheltered somewhere in the hills. The young soldier with whom we shared a wagon told us he could catch us some grouse or pheasant if we gave him time to search as we walked. Every so often, the young soldier would get down to his knees and put his head as close to the ground as he could. 

At first I thought the soldier was trying to listen to the ground, then I realized he was watching the surface of the snow. He did this a few times before he finally told us to stop and wait. The young man walked about fourty feet from our location and again got down on his knees. Instead of putting his head near the ground as before, he plunged his arm into the snow and jerked a bird out of the ground by its neck. In one swift motion, the young soldier removed the grouse from the ground, snapped its neck and killed it. He looked around for another ten minutes and repeated his actions, getting us two birds that would be large enough to keep us fed for one day at least. 

I asked the young soldier how he did that, but he would not tell me. I tried not to pester him about it, but that was a skill I would very much like to learn. I finally got the obviously skilled hunter to explain to me how he managed to pull a large bird from the snow when none of the others were close by. He said to watch from ground level, and if there were any grouse or pheasant in the snow, you could see tiny puffs of steam rising from the ground. 

Apparently, the birds would allow the snow to build up around them while keeping it pushed away from their bodies enough to give them a little wiggle room. The birds would stretch their neck up as the snow got deeper until their beaks were pointing straight up. The steamy puffs were the fowl inside the snow breathing. He also said you could locate them if you could find the small holes, no more than an inch or two in diameter, they created with their breath. 

I thanked him and asked him if there was anything I could do for him in return. He shrugged his shoulders and told me no. The young man just ask that I not share this information with the other soldiers. His ability to locate wildlife hidden in the snow was one of the things that made him a valuable asset. Because we would be moving on in the spring, and because of everything we endured getting here, the young soldier did not mind sharing the information with me. 

Eight days after we left the wagons, we finally came to the small collection of houses everyone kept calling a settlement. There were only three houses, three barns and a scattering of other shacks and sheds. Some cattle grazed some of the more exposed areas, but we did not see any people moving about.  

When we got a little closer, the sergeant called out to see if anyone would answer. By this time, the sun melted the snow enough for us to find the road that led to the center of the homes. We followed it into the middle of what one could scarcely call a settlement, and the captain called out several times again. When no one replied, we all got our weapons ready for whatever we might encounter. 

At this point we allowed the sergeant to take command of the group. This was a situation more suited to his training than to ours. He sent Maurice and two of the other soldiers accompanying us to one house, The third solder he sent with the young man and O’Doyle to another house. He and I went to inspect the third. 

It did not take us long at all to discover whey no one replied to the captain’s calls. As soon as we stepped inside the door we saw four bodies lying on the floor, or at least what was left of them. There were two clear blood trails leading in from other rooms, which meant whatever was killing people in this region had the wherewithal to gather the bodies in one area. Bears and mountain lions, the largest predators in this part of the country, would not do such a thing. This thing that was killing and mutilating the bodies of its prey was something much smarter than an animal. 

I turned and looked outside out of disgust, and I saw the young soldier outside of another house on the ground vomiting. I did not know if he was told what to expect or not, but clearly it was more gruesome than he ever anticipated. If the scene in that house was anything like this one, they walked in to find the bodies of these ranching families collected in the front room. They were missing their limbs, and several of them had their heads severed. 

We took a little time to compose ourselves, then the captain had O’Doyle and three of his men, including the talented young soldier, outside to keep a guard from there as the rest of us performed a sweep of the first house. In the children’s bedroom we discovered the beds were covered in blood. It was obvious the young ones were slain in their beds, most likely as they slept, then their bodies were dragged into the front room where their carcasses were dismembered. 

In the master bedroom, the scene became even more grizzly. The mother’s head was still in the bed and judging by the amount of blood spray on the walls and floor, someone put up a struggle before succumbing to whatever devilish beast was roaming these hills. With small variations, we found this to be the case in every house. 

As with the missing patrol, the arms and legs were severed from the bodies by something with razor sharp claws. They did not look to be ripped apart by a wild beast though, as the wounds of the severed limbs seemed to be removed with the skill of a butcher. 

There was another very curious thing we noticed about the bodies. Only a few of them contained any claw marks on the bodies. There were clear claw marks around the severed limbs, but very few if any on the bodies. If these people were attacked by a wild animal, there would be gouges all over the corpse, not just around the limbs. 

Once we cleared the houses and made sure nothing was still lurking inside one of them, we divided into two groups of four and began to search the surrounding buildings. Inside the barns we found horses still alive, feeding on the copious amounts of hay stacked near the back. None of the cattle, none of the horses seemed to be harmed. It was only the people. This thing appeared to have a taste for human flesh. The idea sent shivers down my spine as I pondered the possibility of something hunting me down and eating me. 

The captain had us finish searching the immediate area. We found no injured animals, and no human body parts laying around. Maurice and the other group did locate something as one of the soldiers began yelling for the sergeant to come over to their location. If we got here a day or two sooner, we probably would not have found it. Since the sun melted away the freshly fallen snow, we could see the tracks of something leading away from the settlement. The tracks were obscured because the thing dragged a canvass or sack behind it which obviously contained the missing body parts as made evident by the blood on the ground. 

Following the trail, we found the blood eventually stopped. It was probably because the limbs either bled out by this point or dragging along the snow caused them to freeze slightly. It was a horrible thought to consider, but there was no time for sugar coating anything.  

Anxiety was running high as everyone kept an eye out for whatever otherworldly thing that killed at least four soldiers and everyone in that ranching settlement. We did not know if one creature was doing all of this or if we faced one or more of the abominations, so we stayed very alert to our surroundings. Continuing to follow the trail left for us to find, it became obscured and outright disappeared because of the sun melting away the snow. 

Before the sun began to set, we found a strategically defensible place near the top of a large hill and set up camp there. The night would be divided into three shifts so we had someone awake and guarding at all times. Again, we started no fire, but this time it was because we did not want to alert anything malevolent that could be stalking us in the hills. 

The wind was blowing, but we chose the face of a hill that protected us from the bulk of it. The wind did not make keeping our tents in place and that sort of thing difficult, but it did make trying to listen at any kind of distance impossible. The moon was shining bright, so we had that going in our favor. The full moon illuminated the hills so well I could see more than a hundred yards away. The only problem was the shaded side of the hills were almost jet black, which could allow for all manner of things to hide. So long as something stuck to the shadows, it could move about unseen. 

I would not feel comfortable enough to get any measure of sleep if it were not for knowing one of my friends would be on each one of the shifts. I did not know these soldiers enough to trust them with my life as we slept, but I knew my companions would be at the ready during their round at keeping guard during the night. 

Occasionally the wind blowing through the hills would cause an unusual echo-like sound that I found quite unnerving. I was keeping watch with the sergeant at the time. He explained to me he received reports and encountered for himself these strange noises in the past. According to him, it was simply caused when wind became trapped in the lower sections of the hills by heavier gusts from above. It did not matter if I knew the explanation, I still found the haunting noise to be very unsettling. 

I was thankful when the sun rose from behind the eastern hills after a night without incident. No one wanted to talk about it, but none of us could stop thinking about it. If we let our guard down and that thing or things killing people in this region could leave us behind as it took our limbs with it. The thought of being dismembered and likely devoured was enough to make even the most durable man uneasy. 

Following a quick breakfast of bitter, lukewarm coffee and jerky, we were packed up and on our way. Continuing in the direction the path led before we lost sight of it, we made it no further than a couple hundred feet when we saw the prints of some large beast. What kind none of us could say. They somewhat resembled the footprints of a black bear, but the arch of the foot and the placement of the claws did not look right. I believed we were hunting something similar to a bear, but in all my years in the wilderness, I never saw tracks that looked quite like these. 

The sergeant had his men fan out a bit and secure the area as we examined the tracks to see what we could make of them. Whatever the creature was, it was obvious it walked on two feet. Although bears could walk on two feet for short distances, at some point they always dropped back to all fours. This thing appeared to remain standing at all times. That ruled out any animal with which I was familiar, nor was anyone else. 

The stride appeared to be similar to that of a man, but the feet were much larger. I would expect something like this to leave heavier footprints in the snow and frosty ground than it did. These tracks did not go much deeper than ours did, so the creature could not be much heavier than the average man. At most I would expect the thing we were now hunting to be no bigger than Maurice. 

The most disturbing part of this discovery was that the tracks we found led toward the location of our last camp and not away from it. That means this thing was stalking us, watching us in the dark last night, probably waiting for us to be off our guard so it could lunge into our camp and dispatch us with its razor-like claws. 

It did not matter now which way the tracks went, if we did not lose them again, we should be able to follow the course of these footprints back to the creature’s lair. As we followed the prints back to their source, the sergeant had the young soldier searching for some fowl hidden in the snow, but since it was days since the last snowfall, most of them were out of their shelters and would likely be found wherever we could find liquid water. 

We got lucky an hour or so later when we saw a gaggle of wild turkeys sheltered between two steep hills. O’Doyle held his hand up indicating to everyone to be silent. Maurice, O’Doyle, the young soldier and I raised our rifles. Taking careful aim, Maurice began to silently count to three, and all four of us fired. We managed to fell three birds, but the rest of them fled before we could chamber another round. 

If that creature stalking the hills did not know where we were, it did now. There was no missing the loud blast of four rifles firing at once. The last time we pulled such a stunt, I lost my friend I knew for close to twenty years. We had to take our shots at once or the chances of us bagging more than one bird would be pretty slim. 

At this point we not only had to worry about hunting this creature down, we had to make sure we did not run out of food. The dried provisions we brought with us from the fort were not going to last us until we returned to the wagons. It already took us longer to reach the settlement than we anticipated, and now we were a day and a half on the other side of that. We brought enough food to last us for two weeks, and we were almost to our tenth day already. These birds would only feed us for a day or two. Our most optimal situation would be to take down a deer or possibly an elk. It would be a lot to carry with us, but it would keep us fed until we returned to the wagons waiting at the main road. 

As the day drew to an end, we could see some sandstone bluffs possibly ten miles or so away. It was too far for us to reach before the sun set, and there was a distinct possibility that creature’s lair may be in a cave or fissure in the sandstone. We lost our friend Arden when a bear emerged from its lair before taking itself and our friend down the bottom of the steep slope at the base of those bluffs. 

This was our call to make and not that of the military men. It was too dangerous to approach the bluffs at night, even if the moon was going to be mostly full. Anything making its home in the stone faces of the bluffs would certainly be very familiar with the area, and this area was completely new to all of us. Our best bet was to go ahead and find a securable location and set up camp. 

This time we chose a location at the end of a narrow valley that came to a dead end at the base of a circular hill. Tonight we would divide our sleep shifts into two so we could keep four men on guard at all times. If we were close to this creature’s lair, it may come after us in defense of its home. Were that to be the case, we needed to make sure we guarded any possible paths of approach the thing may use. 

This time I kept watch with O’Doyle, the skilled young hunter and one of the other men who accompanied us on this expedition. The wind began blowing as the sun set, so it made staying at the top of the hill for very long next to impossible. The blistering gale was more than we could bear even as prepared for the cold as we were. 

The location we chose, we chose not only because it was very defendable, but it also shielded us from that unrelenting wind. At one point O’Doyle and I climbed the hill to keep a watch from up high for a short time. I could not believe we were here hunting something that was probably hunting us. We were supposed to be in the Black Hills by now staking our claims. Instead, Jonathan and Arden were both dead, and if we were not careful, we would be next. 

The young soldier keeping watch with us began to yell out the name of the other man. O’Doyle and I got down the hill as quickly as we could. The young soldier said his comrade was there one moment, but he turned away for only a second. When he turned back, the other man was gone. The yelling woke up everyone who was sleeping and in no time we were all armed and scouring the area. 

The man’s lifeless body lay no more than a hundred feet from where he was last seen. Something slashed his throat and drug him away from the camp. We must have startled it or something since it did not appear to finish the job. The dead soldier still had both his arms and legs, although his head was nearly severed from his body. 

Our attention was drawn away from the unfortunate soldier lying in front of us when a bright light erupted from our camp. Running back as quickly as we could, we found our tents in flames. We managed to rescue a large portion of our gear, but we did lose both tents that were set up along with the bedding or anything else inside of them. 

What kind of demonic beast could we be dealing with? 

It seemed like the thing killed this soldier and drug him off only to lure us all away from our camp. Somehow it circled around, or it had the help of others, and set both tents we had set up on fire. By the time we got back to our burning camp, the creature was nowhere to be found. 

Maurice, the sergeant and O’Doyle went to retrieve the body of the dead soldier, but they returned less than a minute later and said the body was gone. We were dealing with something much more intelligent than a bear or mountain lion. We were dealing with something unheard of. No rumors of such a creature circulated around the region, although I am sure they would now. There was nothing to give us any indication of what this could be. 

If things were not bad enough, the roaring winds began to drop snow on and around us. There were still no clouds in the sky we could see. The groundspeed of the wind was so strong, the snow got to us before the clouds did. This was not good, not good at all. Our best chance to catch this thing was to follow the tracks it left tonight, but the snow grew heavier and heavier. Any tracks it left behind for us to follow would be covered by the time the sun rose. 

Moral was low, and there was talk of turning back. We could not come this far and turn away to let this beast continue feeding on human flesh. It had to be stopped no matter what it took. 

The snow was still falling heavily when the orange sun appeared from behind the eastern hills. With the wind still blasting through the area, visibility was low. I said we should tether ourselves together so no one could be snatched away while the others were not looking, and the sergeant agreed. Keeping in a tight formation, we walked back out of this shallow valley to the open area from which we saw the sandstone bluffs. 

Without any tracks to follow, that was still our destination. If this was one or more wild and semi-intelligent creatures hiding out here in the Sand Hills, that was the most likely place we would find their den. The thought of there being many of these creatures sent shivers down my spine the cold could never match. 

I could only hope we were even traveling in the right direction. Visibility was nearly zero, and all we had to go by was what we remembered of the hills and the bluffs beyond the valley. There was no sun that we could see, but the wind was still blowing the same direction as last night. Comparing the direction of the wind to a compass, we got our bearings as best as we could and began walking. 

O’Doyle thought we should wait until the snow stopped before we tried tracking this thing in its own terrain, but Maurice thought the horror would continue to pick us off one by one until no one remained. The sergeant and I were both inclined to agree with Maurice. As long as we stayed tethered together, we could not be separated from one another. 

Progress was slow as walking across this freshly fallen snow, even with snowshoes, was quite difficult. We walked for hours before the falling snow began to let up enough to allow us to see we were indeed headed in the right direction. The soft snow now covering the ground added additional drag to our snowshoes, making the trek extremely difficult. We had to stop several times to rest, and we only had ten or less miles to travel. 

The bluffs turned out to be larger than we thought, and therefore further away. Our original estimate of the distance to the bluffs was eight to ten miles, but it turned out to be closer to fifteen. It was midday before we finally reached the red sandstone formation rising like a mountain in the midst of the Sand Hills. From the direction we came, we could see no way we could climb the slope without proper climbing gear. Our only chance to search the bluffs was if we could find a slope gentle enough for us to ascend. 

As we made our way around the bluffs, one of the soldiers told us he spotted something in the distance. He pointed out what looked to possibly be a house or cabin at the far end of the sandstone rock formation. After walking for another ten minutes, we were able to get a much better look at what was ahead. 

There was indeed a cabin in the distance, possibly another thirty-to-forty-minute walk from our current location. Smoke rose from the chimney of the large cabin. Our initial supposition was that the cabin was long abandoned, but the chimney emitting smoke told us otherwise. 

O’Doyle suggested we may have passed the lair of the creature that seemed to crave human flesh. If someone was alive here, the creature either did not get to them yet or it was outside of its territory. To me the first seemed more likely. Perhaps the beast was waiting, leaving these poor people until later as it probably knew they had nowhere to go. Both the sergeant and Maurice agreed we should check on the people in the cabin as they may have no idea what was stalking the hills. 

I did not know why someone would want to live this far from civilization. Perhaps these were ranchers who did not inhabit the area all year. That still did not make sense. If someone was only going to stay out here part of the year, it seemed like they would do so when the ground was not covered with snow and the air was not below freezing. 

Although we carried many weapons with us, I wielded my Winchester, as did Maurice, but O’Doyle opted to carry his revolvers instead. Along with the armed soldiers, we carefully made our way up to the cabin. I worried about how agressive our stance would look to someone inside, and I hoped they did not fire at us because they thought we were bandits. Normally the soldiers’ uniforms would make it obvious who we were, but at the moment we were all wrapped in pelts and furs to keep us from freezing to death. 

When we were about fifty feet from the building, the sergeant announced our presence and identified himself and the young soldier that accompanied him. We waited close to a minute before the sergeant announced our presence for a second time. When no one answered the second call, we assumed the cabin must be empty at the moment. Holding our firearms in a less aggressive manner, the sergeant and I approached the home. Maurice, O’Doyle and the young soldier stayed fifteen feet behind us, and the other two soldiers ten feet behind them. 

I knocked on the cabin door, but again we received no answer. Reaching down and grabbing the knob of the door, the sergeant turned the handle and found it was not locked or bolted. Switching to our revolvers, which would be much easier to use in the confined space of the cabin, we walked into the building one after the other. 

The cabin looked heavily used, but very well kept. In the front room there was nothing more than a single chair with a side table next to it. Something was cooking on the wood burning stove in the kitchen, and it smelled delicious. We survived on rations and foul for nine days now, and the aroma of a freshly cooked meal made my stomach rumble. 

Distracted by my appetite, I almost missed something crucial. Among the items covering the side table was a revolver, a revolver I recognized. The revolver was a Colt Patterson with a mother of pearl grip. The handle was riveted with silver rivets, and the flat sides of the flat barrel were covered in intricate engravings.  I saw this six shooter many times in the hands of my late friend Arden. 

Whoever lived in this cabin must have found Arden’s body and taken anything of value he had. I could not blame them for that. Wasting anything was not an option for people trying to survive in the harsh environment of the Sand Hills. When Arden and the bear that tackled him fell down the slope to their deaths, the rest of us divided up the supplies in his pack before proceeding with our journey. 

The sergeant went to the front room and told everyone else to begin circling around back. The three of us inside the building were going to go through the kitchen and come out the back door of the cabin. 

“Keep your eyes open and keep an eye on each other,” he instructed them. 

O’Doyle stepped out the back door and I followed. Maurice and the young soldier were both already at the back corner of the cabin. They stood there as if they were frozen, the countenance on their face displaying the absolute horror they appeared to be viewing. A storage cubby, most likely used for storing firewood, or possibly even coal, protruded from the back wall of the cabin, and that is where Maurice and the young soldier’s gazes were affixed. 

Stepping out further from the building so I could see what was in the hold, what I saw made my blood run colder than ice. Instead of wood or coal, the cubby was filled with a five foot tall pile of human bones. They appeared to have been cooked and picked clean. Virtually all the bones were arm or leg bones, but there were a few skulls in the mix as well. 

Every single one of the skulls had gunshot wounds to the head. All of the bodies we discovered thus far were missing limbs, but some of them were decapitated as well as being dismembered. We assumed this entire time that we were dealing with some sort of wild animal, but now it made me want to vomit when I thought of what was inside cooking in that pot. 

Four shots rang out in the cold windy air. The young soldier was hit in the back and the head, and he was dead before his body hit the ground. A third shot grazed Maurice’s shoulder, but the fourth missed. As we tried to seek cover, we turned and got off some shots of our own. 

Everything happened very quickly, but as soon as I turned around to fire at our assailant, I instantly recognized the face. Somehow, some way Arden survived the tumble down the hill with the bear. He was wearing garments made from the hide of a bear, most likely the very one that tried to kill him. Although I recognized the man as Arden, I did not know this thing in front of us. 

Arden’s eyes were large and sunken. A thick unkempt beard and shaggy mustache could not obscure his inhumanly overstretched jaw as he cried out with a voice that did not belong to the man I knew. Firing the last round in each of his revolvers, Arden threw them to the ground and began to bound at us on all fours. I never saw any animal, especially a human, move in such a fashion. He lunged with his legs, landed on his hands, and then swung his legs wide to come ahead of his hands before lunging once again. 

We fired another volley of rounds at the creature that was once my friend, hitting him multiple times. That did not stop him. Arden screeched like something from the pits of Hell as he sprung twenty feet through the air to land on top of the sergeant. When Arden brought his arm up into the air in preparation of striking the sergeant, I could see long, sharp talons protruding from the tips of his fingers rather than having fingernails. Long hair grew on his arms and the back side of his hands. Arden had become a wild beast. 

The rest of us fired again at Arden hoping to get him off of the sergeant. We had to be very careful so as not to hit the military man. I know at least four rounds entered Arden’s flesh, but it was not enough to stop him from swiping his hand across the sergeant’s throat, tearing a large handful of flesh loose. 

There was nothing we could do for the sergeant now, so we all unleashed with everything we had. When I exhausted my Winchester, I removed my Old Reliable from where it hung around my shoulder and fired three times with that. Arden, somehow still able to function, poised himself to leap at me. I knew I was going to die if that happened, but Maurice finally fired the shot that put our old friend down for good. The Frenchman blew most of the top of Arden’s head into a spray of fragments of bone and blood. 

Although we were quite confident Arden was dead, we still approached the body with extreme caution. We stood over the body looking at what was once a human. His eyes were like that of a cat, slitted rather than circular. The mouth on this thing was much larger than a normal person, and his teeth were sharp and pointed. 

Eventually, O’Doyle knelt beside the body and undid the bindings keeping the bear skin that kept Arden warm. Everyone gasped in horror when they looked at Arden’s torso. He was covered in long, thin hair. His ribs were thick, grotesquely creating one-inch ridges from underneath the muscular flesh. The skin was light brown and covered in large orange freckles. The man that was once our friend became something that was no longer human. 

At one point I had enough of looking at this unholy thing, and I went back into the cabin to see if there was anything that could explain what happened to Arden. Searching through the rubbish that filled the cabin, I finally found a single sheet of paper that appeared to be crumpled up and thrown to the floor. The letter was pinned in Arden’s handwriting. 

“My friends, may they burn in Hell, stole my gear and left me to die. I traveled for weeks, surviving on the meat from the bear that took me down the hill. I carried with me as much meat as I could. I was sure I was going to die when I found this place. The occupants would not help me. We fought and I had to kill them both. They survived by hunting, and had very little food in the house. I ate what they had, but soon was left with nothing, nothing but the bodies I stowed outside. 

“I wasn’t going to die after everything I survived, so I started eating the corpses. Quickly I found I preferred the taste of human meat to all others. I began craving it, unable to think of anything else. I managed to kill a deer, but when I tried to eat it, I felt as though I would be sick.

“I fear I do not have much time left. I can feel myself slipping, my beastial instincts are starting to overwhelm my sense of reasoning. I wanted to get my last thoughts down when I still had the where with all to do so. When I come back from my next hunt, I fear I will probably be no more than some kind of wild thing. I would become a slave to my animal instincts.” 

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In Front of Me

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I sat near the edge of a tall cliff, watching the sun break above the tree line. The glorious orb cast its orange light on the underside of the early morning clouds. I gazed upon the wonderous sight as I struggled to recall the events of the past few days. It all seemed like a horrible nightmare from which I would awake, but there was no waking from the reality I was in. 

Glancing down to my hand resting in my lap, I looked over the length of my hunting knife. Crimson blood dried and adhered to the blade and handle. The red blood stained my jeans and tattered shirt as well. 

It was just supposed to be a fun week of camping with my and two other families. We planned this trip for several months, wanting to get our children away from the television and off of the grid for a while. The little ones were spending more and more time playing games or texting on their phones, and all of the parents wanted to get them to spend some time in the out of doors. We thought a camping trip in the Ozark Mountains and a canoe trip down the Buffalo River would do them some good. 

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